Leesh

Quick rundown - I love my boyfriend, we haven't been together long (18months)... He can be a really horrible person, hes controlling and has caused me to lose my friends and my dreams... But i do love him and hate the thought of losing him... He can be the sweetest person i know, and i feel 110% comfortable with him.... but the horrible tends to out-weigh the good...

I'm 24 years old, i know what love is... i have had my fair share of heart break and i have lived (some would say) beyond my years...

But.....I am beginning to feel that this is it... there is no fireworks, there is no goose bumps, and i watch these movies about people falling in love and wonder why my love doesn't feel like that? Am i just comfortable here? Is love meant to be like this?

I need your thoughts... Best answer 10 points!

My parents have offered to fly us both away for a weekend over easter as a gift... Its to visit my grandparents as he hasn't met them yet and i haven't seen them for sometime! My BF said no... but he has no plans for the weekend, hes not working, and its not going to cost him anything... he just simply said no!

We have been together for 18 months... he never wants to do anything, his life revolves around watchin TV.... am i being selfish to want him to go on this trip? and would i be wrong to get upset?

I live in Australia and have the copies of FNL sent to me to watch, i have just watched session 3's episode 8, so i'm pretty up to date... Only when session 3 started i realised that Lila was now with Riggons... What happened to her Christian BF and when did she move back in with her dad, and where is Santiago? Have i missed an episode? Whats going on?

I am haveing some real problems getting to sleep, and when i do fall asleep i wake up again, and feel wide awake... Its very annoying. I have in the past been an insomniac, but i got through it... Now its happening again! So i was just wondering if there are any strong over the counter sleeping tablets? I don't really have the time to go to the doctors and get a prescription... I'm living In Australia so any Aussies with advice would be great... Thanks