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umm not sure where to start i'm really not in a good place and i'm starting to have really stupid thoughts like hurting myself.. so far i know it's really dumb but i'm worried i'm having these thoughts to start with.. any advice pls

when u mate the squids, what colors are the babies? i've got the golden squid and a hot pink squid, what other colors do they come in?

i'm looking for new music to listen to.. ok i'm gonna give a list of my favourite songs, and based on my taste, what bands/songs would u recommend?

i love

nirvana,

foo fighters,

dream on - earosmith,

give into me- michael jackson

promises - megadeth

losing my religion - ryan star's version - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ER3hnWpYC%E2%80%A6

in the air tonight - ryan star's version - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEBCnWxrA%E2%80%A6

crumbs - disagree - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucHrdG7cA%E2%80%A6

but out of all, this is my favourite FAVOURITE!! it's in Thai so bear with me... i love the song and the singers voice!!! it's by this thai band called ...

Kangkeng - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iDNO4S8lx%E2%80%A6 (this song's about this guy who's been pushed to the edge by his cheating girlfriend and he's thinking about killing her, and his friend is telling him not to.. one of the sentences tat i thought was very nice was "if jail was so nice, no one would want to leave, but as it is, it's not even built for dogs to live in")

here's one of their other songs, it's actually the first part of the song b4 this, but my second favourite... but check out his voice!! *swoon* lol!

- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2_CYgl5V%E2%80%A6

and a couple of really really good foreign songs

loso - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bbO73h5MH%E2%80%A6 (this song, in short, basically means don't trust a man who can use the same mouth to speaks god's name and tell lies)

samsons - kenangan terindah - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJFcKWbsg%E2%80%A6 (about having to let someone go but them still being their sweetest memory)

dewa 19 - elang - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MP_LBhCKy%E2%80%A6 (the meaning of this song is killer! "this is my hand, for you to hold; this is my body, for you to hug; my lips, for you to kiss; my heart, you'll never own... don't cry, don't waste your tears on me, because they won't bring me back, i'm just a passing dream..."

zheng fu - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TY3_pK1Lh%E2%80%A6 (this one's a bit funny.. "just like tat i got f***ed by you, and you just left me, with nothing and no love".. well, not funny, just ironic at how much tat happens)

faye wong - love letter to myself - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhMcu6UL2%E2%80%A6 (well, i guess the title is pretty self explanatory)

this is basically my taste in music, tho the 2 kangkeng songs are my absolute favorite, in music and voice... thank you so much for taking the time to check these out and answer my questions, i really really appreciate it =')

sorry i posted this in the music section didn't get any answers, so i thought i'd try here

hey guys, i heard on radio yesterday, can't remember which station, that there was a supermodel search going on? i've been trying to find out the info online but haven't had any luck... does anyone know what it's all about?

i only heard the last parts, something to do with the prizes including the cover of FHM and a modelling contract wit Ford..

am really interested so pls help! thanks guys!

how do i know if my computer is an XP or a Vista? and if it is an XP, how do i download the program and change it to Vista? i just bought this computer, it's a dell inspiron 1525, and the internet explorer doesn't have the 'open in new tab' option, just open in new window... it's really inconvenient and takes up alot of space.. ppl have recommended tat i change to vista... wat do you think? and how do i do it? thanks

regarding being wrong fully senteced for illegal drugs. no proof and no investigation. not given blood or urine tests though asked for. 2 some what ridiculous yet significant mistakes in court documents by court and officials involved. what are the laws of prosecurial misconduct in thailand?

i can't elaborate more freely here, but any advice is very very much appreciated, or anyone i can correspond with via email.

have tried the embassy and exhuasted other options.

thanks.

i know how to play a little, so i know about some if the combinations and stuff... but i wanna know wat the objectives are, besides winning... and is the whole game about lying and or manipulating?

is there a way to move sent msgs to the saved msgs box or sumthing, so they won't get automatically deleted after 14days? thanks =")

didn't david cook sing teenage wasteland? why isn't it in wikipedia? are any other songs missing from that list?

i'm a huge fan of David Cook! can anyone give me a list of all the songs David Cook has sung on American Idol? frm auditions up to now.. and any other songs by him? thanks so much! =")

what is the prudence concept in accounting? how does it work and when does it apply? thanks guys

help! i'm looking for a room or apartment to rent in penang, preferably in U-Garden, Gelugor or somewhere near there.. please this is really urgent!! i've tired everything else... thank you!

hey.. wats the postcode for Minden Heights in Penang? Thanks guys!

me and a friend just started this educational company for kids.. i'm only 21 and i model, so i'm afraid i will not be taken seriously when i go for meetings with the board of education or sponsors.. i was thinking of getting a business suit, glasses and tying my hair up to look more professional, but i wanna hear some opinions.. wat do you think?

i tried home made yogurt once a few years ago at a friends place, and it was the best yogurt i ever tasted!

my friends mum had used sum sort of a machine and yogurt powder or something like that, but i have neither.. is there any other way to make it?

thanks! =")

my grandma used to make this potato dish that i really really like, and i wanna try to make it, but dunno how.. i dun even know what it is... all i know is tat it had potatoes in it and it was brown, and the soup or suace was brown too, but it wasn't swimming in this soup or sauce... i think it was a stir fried chinese dish...

does anyone know what it is and how to make it?? recipes please!!

if anyone knows any other great recipes for potatoes that will be great too cuz i love potatoes.. hehe.. but nothing with beef please.. thanks...

my grandma used to make this potato dish that i really really like, and i wanna try to make it, but dunno how.. i dun even know what it is... all i know is tat it had potatoes in it and it was brown, and the soup or suace was brown too, but it wasn't swimming in this soup or sauce... i think it was a stir fried chinese dish...

does anyone know what it is and how to make it?? recipes please!!

if anyone knows any other great recipes for potatoes that will be great too cuz i love potatoes.. hehe.. but nothing with beef please.. thanks...

i LOVE the Chilli's Bar and Grill country fried chicken and mashed potatoes! has anyone else tried these?

I wanna know are there any recipes for the country fried chicken that i can try at home? it doesn't have to be exactly the same, but as close as possible..

and what is that white sauce they use on the country fried chicken and mashed potatoes? how do i make it?

has anyone out there tried them? does it work? is it expensive? i don't need much done to my teeth, just a little in front... wat should i expect?

thanks! =")

the local priest went out fishing wit one of the local fishermen and catches a whopper... as the fisher man is helping him haul the fish into the boat, he axclaims, "Whoa, look at the size of this f*cker!" the priest is shocked and says, "son, you shouldn't use that kind of language.." .. embarrased, the fisherman tries to cover up by saying "Sorry Father, but that is the name of the fish. This is a F*cker fish." The Father is satisfied with the explanation so no more is said on the matter.

When the Father gets back to the church, he is lugging the large fish over his shoulder.. he bumps in to the Bishop and calls out, "Bishop, would you come give me a hand with this f*cker?" the Bishop is stunned and just, "Father, you shouldn't use this language in the house of God!" .. "No," Father explains, "That's the name of this fish, it's a F*ucker fish." The Bishop is satisfied and says " Oh, alright, then give it to me, i'll clean it and give it to Sister to cook for dinner tonight."