feraud79

You had spent $55 on getting a cell phone for parts. Then while trying to swap the good parts over to your old phone, you screwed that phone too? Then spent $127 buying another phone for parts? Well I did learn where I went wrong at least. Am I silly? Or is it a common thing?

I had a really great boyfriend. We were going to get engaged and try make a baby. But things were moving too fast. He moved in after a week and after 3wks he wanted to try make a baby and get engaged. I was keen, but then I freaked out, as I didn't feel ready to have another child. So I dumped him. After about a week had passed, I realise it was a bad decision. But he was really hurt and not ready to think about taking me back. After a few weeks, I slept with a guy, which felt wrong and I wish it never happened. It made me realise even more, that I didn't want to be with anyone but my ex. I proposed to my ex about a few weeks later. And he was thinking about saying yes, but them asked if I'd been with anyone new, to which I said no twice and then said yes, as I knew he'd be hurt. But I couldn't live with a lie. Then he has been thinking about giving it another shot. Do I deserve a second chance? I love him, I want only him : (