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You've been here before, beat down and left in a heap

The flak isn't uncommon you endure it everyday.

Today in the same manner as many times before you will have to pick up the pieces and resume your position as the MARK.

The batteries are never provoked and to attempt to think of a reason other than the fact that you are just an easy target would be mind draining.

bloodied and beaten has been you routine but this time it's a little different, your attackers are from the home team.

The same arms that embraced you and assured you thing will be okay are the same limbs to inflict the current contusions we speak of today.

Today you can't take anymore,everything you believed in and held close was slapped out of your face, forgiveness is being pushed back further and further with every wince.

Your silent cloistered demeanor soons blossoms outward with hate and fury.

Scorned is what you are now and only SCORN is what you feel.

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