Lexi

Will the fourth book make me feel better about the third book? I cried for a long time when I finished the third book...and now, I'd much rather read something that makes me feel better, not worse.

For the last 6 months or so, I've been constipated. When I finally go, it's diarrea. On very seldom occassions do I leave a normal healthy log. Any healthy, and natural ideas?

If i wanna be alone, why can't they just let me. I get guilt trips and stupid **** because I'm always in my room. I'm under a lot of stress with school and three jobs and they aren't helping what so ever, so why can't i just have some peace and quiet all to myself? They were teens once right? What the hell?

I mean EVERY part. I don't know exactly every part. Can't find it online. Thought id ask. I need an expert if possible. I wanna make sure i don't have a growth. I was checking my self over and felt a big ball..... it was hard, and i don't know what that is. But went in as far as i could with my hand and i couldn't feel anything past it. Am i in trouble here? Barren? I'm kind of scared!!

I dont just mean saying I love you. I want some really interesting and creative ideas. This is HIM. This man is the rest of my life. He's going to be the father of my children. He is my forever. So, without stealing his thunder and proposing, I'd like some interesting suggestions. Hopefully, someone has an experience they can share with me.