beth

Me, my mom, and my sister all live in a one bedroom apartment (the couch is a pull out bed that my sister and mom share) we have a crappy car that's about to break down any second. I'm chubby and insecure about myself. My family never has money, my dad chose his new wife over me and my sister. My mom is horrible to me. She constantly ignores me, never hugs or kisses me, never says she's proud even tho I have a job, I do MMA, and I do my schoolwork (I'm homeschooled) my sister on the other hand hasn't done school work in a month and when she does do it she does like one page. She goes out every night and does drugs and drinks and she even dates boys who are older than 18 when she's 15. Also I literally clean the house everyday! Vacuum, mop, sweep, laundry, dishes, etc. I even cook dinner every night and do the grocery shopping. my sister doesn't do anything! She can't even cook top ramen. And she doesn't know how to clean. My mom doesn't care either! She loves her and they always talk and hangout and laugh. I'm the outsider. I only have my doggy and my boyfriend and yes they help a lot but I don't know what to do. Everyday is depressing. I wish I could just get in an accident and my mom would feel bad about everything she's done to me and so would my dad. I try to focus on the positive things, but there's so little of them. Idk what I can do, I've talked to my mom a lot and my dad and my sister. Nothing changes. please suggest anything you think could help me.

I have been with my boyfriend for almost 4 years and we are only 17. In the last 4 years I started to drop my friends and now my only friend is my boyfriend (who lives with me) I want to have more friends but I live in a small apartment and I'm embarrassed to bring anyone over. Also my car is ghetto and I'm embarrassed to have people in it too. My little sister is 15 and she's always going out with friends and boys. I feel so lonely. Not to mention I have gained some weight since I started being homeschooled and I'm afraid to see anyone. What should I do?

I was at my MMA class last night (I've been doing mixed martial arts since I was 8 and now I'm 16) I go every class that I can. Yesterday this girl came in and she doesn't go as much as me, I asked her if she wanted to grapple and she said yeah. So I first got her in a triangle choke and she was like "hold on" and she started to fix her hair right when I got her. Then we started again and I got her left arm in an armlock and she tapped really fast so I let go. Then she started complaining about her arm but she wanted to go again. So we grappled again and I got her right arm in an armlock and again she tapped fast and complained her arm hurt. She didn't want to grapple anymore so I left and then I saw her and another women looking at me and talking to eachother. Should I feel bad? Because in my opinion she shouldn't be such a crybaby, I mean everyone gets tapped out. I didn't do anything wrong.

I'm 16 years old. I have the option to work 8 hour shifts 5 days a week. That's 80 hours every 2 weeks and 160 every month. Multiplied by $7.25 is more than $1000 dollars. Minus the taxes they take out is about $900. That's a lot of money for a 16 year old girl, I can get my own car and make payments every month. I can help my mom with some bills. But the only problem is: I hate working that long!! My feet start to hurt and I'm so tired!! It sucks! Idk if it's worth if for the money or not? What should I do?

I used to be a binge eater but I'm not anymore. I'm still unhealthy with my body, I've been trying to lose weight. I've been eating healthy and eating less. I do really well the first 3 quarters of the day but then my cravings take over and I end up eating something unhealthy. I am unable to lose weight this way. Any suggestions?