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So I m 19 years old and studying an Economics and Politics degree at uni (first year). I ve been studying Spainish for 7 years (yr 7 - yr13) and it feels like such a waste not to persue the language further. So this I ve been looking at summer work internships and summer camps in Spain, where I teach English or perhaps find work related to my degree. My parents are strict,don t trust me for some reason, how do I convince them to let me go? pls help

So I m 19 years old and studying an Economics and Politics degree at uni (first year). I ve been studying Spainish for 7 years (yr 7 - yr13) and it feels like such a waste not to persue the language further. So this I ve been looking at summer work internships and summer camps in Spain, where I teach English or perhaps find work related to my degree. My parents are strict,don t trust me for some reason, how do I convince them to let me go? pls help

So I m 19 years old and studying an Economics and Politics degree at uni (first year). I ve been studying Spainish for 7 years (yr 7 - yr13) and it feels like such a waste not to persue the language further. So this I ve been looking at summer work internships and summer camps in Spain, where I teach English or perhaps find work related to my degree. My parents are strict,don t trust me because of some things in the past, how do I convince them to let me go? pls help

So I had sex for the first time a little over 2 months go now with a guy friend. It was strictly friends with benefits but I got attached. It started off as just physical attraction between us but now I cant control my thoughts? I'm defo not in love with him or anything but I haven't stopped thinking about him, about the sex and about how badly I want to do it again. I also find my self thinking about what he's doing and watching his snapchat loads. I saw him again at the end of Decemeber but we ignored each other for most of the night and when we finally spoke it was just small talk. I really want to message him but I don't know what to say or how to say it? Should I talk to him and get some things off my chest? It's his b-day today so I was gonna use that as an opportunity to start convo. So what do I do?? What do i say to him?? I dont wanna make it awkward or make him think i'm desperate but I do want to see him again. I'm 19, Please help.

So a guy friend I recently met came to visit me at my uni and we ended up having sex. I'm 19 and it was my first time and now I feel like I kinda like him? It was the second time we'd met face to face. We agreed that we were just friends with benefits but I can't control my emotions now that I've slept with him. It's weird cos I don't like fancy him or love him but I keep thinking about him and about the sex and about how badly I wanna do it again? I'm constantly watching his snaps and wondering what he's doing.

The next time I'll see him is probably late December/early Jan but I don't think sleeping with him again would do me any good. I regret what I did how do I get over this? I want to message him to let him know how I am feeling and about not having sex anymore but I dunno how? what do i say? Will he even be interested if I say no sex?

So I had sex for the first time three nights ago. It hurt so bad and he struggled to get it in, so we used cocoa butter cream as lubricant. I would have used my water based lube but I couldn't get it open. So this morning I was googling some stuff and didn't realise that cream and oil based lubricants are dangerous cos they can make latex condoms porous and weak. Should I go get the morning after pill?? I started my period about 20 mins after the sex though and it came out quite fast and heavy which is unusual. I know it sounds silly cos I had my period but I heard you can still get pregnant if you have sex on your period, or at any time in the month? Please help. I'm 19 and scared. It's day 4 of my period now. I went to the pharmacy and asked for the pill and they said theres no chance of getting pregnant. Am I over reacting?

So I had sex 2 nights ago with a guy friend. I had no intention of having sex but in the heat of the moment it just happened. I didn't want to do it but he kind of just initiated it on me and so I let him do it cos I was scared. It defo wasn't rape cos I let it happen and ended up enjoying it. Now every time I think about what I did I feel sick and I haven't stopped crying. I feel like such a slag because I'd only recently just met him (twice face to face) and he isn't even my bf. Having sex before marriage is against my Christian faith, I felt so guilty that I couldn't even go to church this morning. I thought the sex would help me forget about when I was taken advantage of when I was 8 yrs old, but it's only made things worse. I was planning to wait till marriage to do it properly but I've ruined everything. What should I do? How do I cope with this sad feeling of regret? Will God ever forgive me? How do I tell him I don't want to have sex again? I'm 19, first time having proper consensual sex and I'm scared. Pls help.

I spent a weekend with my girls and was introduced to a guy (Peter) who I had a major connection with. Stupidly I went back to his place first before catching my coach and b4 long he was kissing my neck, grabbing my ***, squeezing my boobs + touching my body. He knew I was nervous af because I kept pulling away and explaining that I hadnt done it b4. Tbh I was more worried that the girls would find out n think I was a slag. Anyway he ended up sucking my boobs. I tried to stop it but I crumbled. I wish I didn’t enjoy it so much but it was good, I felt so dirty. He tugged at my jeans and tried to rub ‘downstairs’ but I stopped it. He also tried to get me to give head. I kept saying no and pushing him off cos I was scared. He offered fingering and oral if I did. I couldn’t so i rubbed his dick instead cos I felt so bad. Later he said it was fine and that he understood it was my 1st time + promised to keep quiet. But now hes coming to my area tonight so I said he can visit. He promised to give me ‘sumthin I’ll enjoy’. I still agreed but now Idk cos I just wanna hang out. I like him but hes made it clear we’re just mates so I dont wanna do anything I’ll regret/be used. I defo wont have sex but dont wanna end up giving him head due 2 pressure. I know how boys are and I’d die if any1 knew. What do I do? Tell him not to come or lie + how? Bear in mind that i’ll see him again. I’m so nervous and disappointed in myself pls help.