Elisabeth

You know how I've been telling homos to take my very own boob therapy and all will become right with them? Well, I'm living proof that it works. I spent hours and hours looking at penises (my own amongst others) and I became a hetero lesbian. What more proof do you need?

I know I have been very offensive while pretending to be a sweet little girl, but it is because I really do hate myself. My mother has been very down on me for most of my life. I guess that's the reason why I'm so offensive particularly to gay people and especially to one. I even pretend to be him. It's because I hate my life.

I know that many people here think I am a sweet young thing, but the truth is I am so angry - with myself. It's really time I came clean. I am a middle aged man who has social anxiety. I am probably gay myself - boob therapy just hasn't worked although I've been trying it for years. I will probably change my mind later in the day, but here I am being totally honest, finally, although I hate myself for it, so I take it out on people who are gay - but not in real life. Just here. Sooooooorrrrry.

I know my mother who is a good Norwegian woman hates me because she knows that I am a lesbian. I know I hate myself but what can I do. I only use this site as a way to express my self-hatred. What else can I do?