keilani

for the past month or so i have been having pain near my anus when i bm. there was a little blood at first but not since then. concerned, i check myself and felt a lump near my anus. i looked it up and i think i may have a hemerrhoid. however, i am only 18.

i had a papsmear about a week before i started having these semptoms. could that have been the cause of this?

i have had two hernias in my lifetime. last year i had surgery for an abdominal hernia.

in december i had pain in my lower abdomin and went to emergency and found that i had a ruptured ovarian cist. they said it wasnt serious but that i was smart to come in.

other than that i am a very healthy person, phisically and nutritionally. this is quite embarresing and i am reluctant to tell my mom or go to the doctor. also, after i graduate next week i might loose my health insurance and im worried about how i will pay if i must see a doctor...

i am really concerned and would appreciate any advice.