Alyssa

For example.. If you believe in alternate realities. What if God has all these options lined out for us (fate) but we have the freedom to choose which one we live?(free will)

Just a thought.. Let me know what you think?

I'm 18 and have had my period for years now.. But lately it's been acting different. The past 2 mouths I was about 2-3 days late for them. This month I started last Saturday and I'm still bleeding? My normal periods normally last 5-7 but it's always over on day 7. On about the 4th and 5th day I was barely bleeding and then it stopped so I thought it had ending early. But then I started spotting brownish red blood. It's been that color for 3 days now.

I have had my period stop and start before so I know that's normal. But this almost blackish blood/discharge/whatever it is,

Isn't normal for me. Any comments telling me what might be going on would be very appreciated!

I'm 18 years old. I had sex on March 2nd and April 10th.. My last period was March 21-27. According to the calendar on my phone I was suppose to start again Sunday and haven't. About 2 weeks ago I started getting this thick, stringy discharge. No smell and no itching. It lasted for about a week and stopped. I'm still getting a decent amount of clear discharge though. I'm just nervous and if I added it up right my cycle has been 31 days now.. I'm just not sure what to do or think. Please tell me what you think.

I slept with this guy for the first time yesterday.. He has been with a few girls and believe me when I say he knew what he was doing. Anyways... We made out for maybe 30 minutes and then starting doing other things. He was taking his time with everything. We got to the actual sex part and he lasted seriously 10 seconds.. He said and I quotes "oh ****, I'm gonna ***." Like, he sounded surprised because it was so earlier.. Then he told me he was really embarrassed and all that. It's not a big deal.. I'm not upset. I just want to know why it happened? My lady parts can't be that epic! Haha.

I'm trying to find out the facts before I freak out. I keep finding naked pictures of girls on my boyfriends phone. He tells me every time though that they're old and they keep coming back to his phone because they're on his iCloud and his phone keeps making him sign back into it. Is that possible? I'm not sure how the whole iCloud thing works. I don't wanna look stupid and I don't wanna be a ***** either.. So I thought I'd get the facts before I react. Please help.

A little over a week ago.. I took 16 Atenolol pills. I was highly upset and didn't want to live anymore. I know that it was stupid and that i should not have done it. Since then i've been having an abnormal amount of chest pains. I have certain health issues that cause me to have a rapid heart rate, shortness of breathe, dizziness, etc. But since I took those pills I feel like it's all worse.. I looked up some info about a beta blocker overdose and it looked pretty serious in some cases. I don't know if the medicine caused damage to my heart or if i'm having withdraws from the medicine since I haven't taken it since then or if i'm just paranoid. All I do know is that i'm scared and right now I feel dizzy, short of breathe, my heart is pounding, my heart rate is about 96 bpm (which is on the edge of a normal heart rate), and I'm having chest pains that are really bothering me. I feel pain on the left side of my chest.. right where my heart is. I also feel random shots of pain run through my shoulder and down my back. Please help me.. I'm not sure what to do.

Around 4:30 yesterday afternoon I got highly upset and my depression just got the best of me. I took 16 25mg tablets of Atenolol and 2 7.5mg tablets of Hydrocodone. I know the Hydrocodone is out of my system because it's been 12+ hours.. But I'm scared because I'm not sure how the Atenolol really works. I'm not sure if I'm pass the dangerous part or if my heart is gonna go into shock and stop at any moment. Please help me.. I'm 17 and made a stupid mistake. I don't know what to do. I can't tell my mom because she can't handle the fact that I tried to hurt myself.

My ex and I were together for about 6 months and then he broke up with me because we were fighting all the time.. Even after we broke up it still felt like we were together though because we still couldn't let each other go. We still went out to eat, went to the movies, and hung out around the house. We even still slept together.. After 3 months of us being broken up he finally said that he was done and he didn't want to see me anymore. Keep in mind that our relationship was very hard because our families don't get along, my friends hate him, and everyone feed both of us rumors all the time so we fought a lot. We were both sick of it. We stopped talking all together and He found himself this other girl and they began dating. They have been together for about 3 months.. Two days ago he told me that he missed me and wanted to talk. He came over to talk after work yesterday and we ended up making out.. Then I met up with him again yesterday night and we drove a little while and stopped somewhere to talk some more and we made out again and this time it lead to us sleeping together. He says he still loves me and he seems a lot better now. I'm so confused though.. Every part of me is completely in love with him. I started crying while he held me yesterday because I missed him so much. I feel like I have him back but I don't because he is still with this girl.. I told myself I would never be that girl and now I am and no matter how bad, I want him to be mine again. Just mine.

My ex and I were together for about 6 months and then he broke up with me because we were fighting all the time.. Even after we broke up it still felt like we were together though because we still couldn't let each other go. We still went out to eat, went to the movies, and hung out around the house. We even still slept together.. After 3 months of us being broken up he finally said that he was done and he didn't want to see me anymore. Keep in mind that our relationship was very hard because our families don't get along, my friends hate him, and everyone feed both of us rumors all the time so we fought a lot. We were both sick of it. We stopped talking all together and He found himself this other girl and they began dating. They have been together for about 3 months.. Two days ago he told me that he missed me and wanted to talk. He came over to talk after work yesterday and we ended up making out.. Then I met up with him again yesterday night and we drove a little while and stopped somewhere to talk some more and we made out again and this time it lead to us sleeping together. He says he still loves me and he seems a lot better now. I'm so confused though.. Every part of me is completely in love with him. I started crying while he held me yesterday because I missed him so much. I feel like I have him back but I don't because he is still with this girl.. I told myself I would never be that girl and now I am and no matter how bad, I want him to be mine again. Just mine.

my last period was 12/30- 1/5. I had unprotected sex 1/8 and 1/13 and then protected sex on 1/16.

My breasts have been hurting, I have felt bloated (Which never happens), I'm been extremely tired, my emotions have been all over the place, I've been really dizzy (which is sorta normal for me), and I've been having a lot more bowel movements. All of this has been happening for about 2 weeks. About a week ago I started to feel kinda sick to my stomach (not bad enough that I felt I would really throw up though), My back has been killing me (upper and lower), and I keep having to pee. All sounds like I'm pregnant right? But on 1/27 I started spotting brown discharge and then starting bleeding like I would with my period. The difference between this bleeding and my normal period is that this started brown, it's a lot lighter(first 2 days were somewhat heavy but not like normal), and on day 4 it sorta stopped. But then i started spotting again (red, brown, and pink.) The spotting has lasted 2 days so far and is still happening. My normal period lasts 7-8 days and it very heavy for at least 5-6 of those days.. I guess i'm just really confused. I feel pregnant.. but i've been bleeding for the past 6 days lightly. I don't know what is going on with my body. Please give me your thoughts. Thanks..

my last period was 12/30- 1/5. I had unprotected sex 1/8 and 1/13 and then protected sex on 1/16.

My breasts have been hurting, I have felt bloated (Which never happens), I'm been extremely tired, my emotions have been all over the place, I've been really dizzy (which is sorta normal for me), and I've been having a lot more bowel movements. All of this has been happening for about 2 weeks. About a week ago I started to feel kinda sick to my stomach (not bad enough that I felt I would really throw up though), My back has been killing me (upper and lower), and I keep having to pee. All sounds like I'm pregnant right? But on 1/27 I started spotting brown discharge and then starting bleeding like I would with my period. The difference between this bleeding and my normal period is that this started brown, it's a lot lighter(first 2 days were somewhat heavy but not like normal), and on day 4 it sorta stopped. But then i started spotting again (red, brown, and pink.) The spotting has lasted 2 days so far and is still happening. My normal period lasts 7-8 days and it very heavy for at least 5-6 of those days.. I guess i'm just really confused. I feel pregnant.. but i've been bleeding for the past 6 days lightly. I don't know what is going on with my body. Please give me your thoughts. Thanks.

my last period was 12/30- 1/5. I had unprotected sex 1/8 and 1/13 and then protected sex on 1/16.

My breasts have been hurting, I have felt bloated (Which never happens), I'm been extremely tired, my emotions have been all over the place, I've been really dizzy (which is sorta normal for me), and I've been having a lot more bowel movements. All of this has been happening for about 2 weeks. About a week ago I started to feel kinda sick to my stomach (not bad enough that I felt I would really throw up though), My back has been killing me (upper and lower), and I keep having to pee. All sounds like I'm pregnant right? But on 1/27 I started spotting brown discharge and then starting bleeding like I would with my period. The difference between this bleeding and my normal period is that this started brown, it's a lot lighter(first 2 days were somewhat heavy but not like normal), and on day 4 it sorta stopped. But then i started spotting again (red, brown, and pink.) The spotting has lasted 2 days so far and is still happening. My normal period lasts 7-8 days and it very heavy for at least 5-6 of those days.. I guess i'm just really confused. I feel pregnant.. but i've been bleeding for the past 6 days lightly. I don't know what is going on with my body. Please give me your thoughts. Thanks

My boyfriend broke up with me a few weeks ago and we've been talking back and forth since then.. It's been a lot of fighting and just i dont know. Anyways.. This song says a lot of what I'm feeling and I was wondering if it is good enough to show to him? He's big into music so i thought I'd give it a shot..

www.youtube.com/watch?v=W3qmTzI7AdE

I'm 16 and my boyfriend is 19.. We had sex last week for the first time and now my period is late.. The last thing I want is for him to go to jail because we were just being two teenagers.. If I do turn out to be pregnant I know that one of my family members will try and get him taken away and I need to know how I can make that not happen. Could I keep it a secret until I'm 17 on December 24th?? Could we get married with my parents okay? What can I do?

I'm 16 and my boyfriend is 19.. We had sex last week for the first time and now my period is late.. The last thing I want is for him to go to jail because we were just being two teenagers.. If I do turn out to be pregnant I know that one of my family members will try and get him taken away and I need to know how I can make that not happen. Could I keep it a secret until I'm 17 on December 24th?? Could we get married with my parents okay? What can I do?

I just got out of the hospital because I had Mono and my white blood count and platelet levels where too low. I got home a week and a half ago. Me and my boyfriend had sex for the first time last Sunday night. And Tuesday.. And Thursday.. And Saturday.. All of these times were unprotected. He pulled out before he came but I still know there is a risk.. I was supposed to start my period either yesterday or the day before that. There is still no sign of it.. It has only been a week since the first time we did it so I know taking a home test wouldn't give me a good result because its so early. But could I be pregnant? Or could it be stress and the fact that my body was just really sick making my period come late? I don't know what to do..

We have done pretty much everything else.. The whole sex before marriage thing just crosses the line though. I don't know what to do.. He wants to have sex with me and I want to also but whenever i think about it i can only think about how God and my family would be disappointed in me. I'm so confused on what to do..

I met this guy almost two months ago and we've been dating for a month now. I know with my whole heart that this is my first true love. We speed everyday with each other. He is 19 and I am 16. He has had sex with two other girls in the past so i know he is okay with doing it. But I'm a virgin.. He is the first guy that I really even kissed. Sometimes we have this problem were we will start making out and he gets turned on and I do too. The farthest he has gotten is taking my shirt off but my bra is always on. I always stop him when he wants to do more and he will stop and he respects me. Most of the time we get in that place because whenever I'm with him I feel like I can't stop touching him.. all i want to do is hold his hand or kiss him. I dont know.. My point here is that i need help. I grew up in church and believe in God with all of my heart and I'm scared to do anything that will hurt him. I know you're suppose to wait until you're married but it's really hard and I have no idea what to do.. I love him and I want him to be mine forever. He told me today that he will wait as long as I want him to. I just don't know what to do.. I've always been this shy girl that doesn't do anything and he just came into my life and whenever i'm with him it's like all the shyness is gone. Someone please help me.. My family would kill me if I have sex.. and i'm pretty sure God would be disappointed in me.. I don't know if this is the Devil or if it's what I really want..

I met this guy almost two months ago and we've been dating for a month now. I know with my whole heart that this is my first true love. We speed everyday with each other. He is 19 and I am 16. He has had sex with two other girls in the past so i know he is okay with doing it. But I'm a virgin.. He is the first guy that I really even kissed. Sometimes we have this problem were we will start making out and he gets turned on and I do too. The farthest he has gotten is taking my shirt off but my bra is always on. I always stop him when he wants to do more and he will stop and he respects me. Most of the time we get in that place because whenever I'm with him I feel like I can't stop touching him.. all i want to do is hold his hand or kiss him. I dont know.. My point here is that i need help. I grew up in church and believe in God with all of my heart and I'm scared to do anything that will hurt him. I know you're suppose to wait until you're married but it's really hard and I have no idea what to do.. I love him and I want him to be mine forever. He told me today that he will wait as long as I want him to. I just don't know what to do.. I've always been this shy girl that doesn't do anything and he just came into my life and whenever i'm with him it's like all the shyness is gone. Someone please help me.. My family would kill me if I have sex.. and i'm pretty sure God would be disappointed in me.. I don't know if this is the Devil or if it's what I really want.

I feel normal most of the time but sometimes I get these "episodes" where I feel like my brain is about to explode from all the thoughts running through my head. Sometimes I feel like I'm being watched.. I know that I'm not but it feels like I am. Sometimes I will be somewhere and I just randomly forget where I'm at and have to remind myself where I am and what I'm doing. I feel disconnected from real life most of the time.. And sometimes I don't recognize myself when I look in a mirror. I feel like I'm in someone else's body living there life. I know this all sounds crazy.. I realize that all this stuff isn't real. It's like my subconscious is 100% sane and my conscious is kinda insane. This has been happening for years.. I just want to be normal and not worry about any of this. Please give me your thoughts.

I also have depression, anxiety, and dysautonomia if that helps with anything.