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Basically I've got together a group of 6 of us who want to go see Figaro at the Royal Opera House on the 15th september (opening night). Tickets aren't open to the general public until the 14th July, and I was wondering how easy/difficult it would be to get a row of 6 seats together, and what's the best method to do this? I've heard that online isn't great because so many people are on it that it crashes the sight, and there are huge queues at the venue. Does anyone know what the best way forward is? We had £30-each seats in mind.

Hey, really sorry, i know questions like this are asked all the time on here, but it does really bug me. I say my "best friend", she used to be my best friend but now she's with her new boyfriend all the time, I feel like we've lost our closeness. I'm a 19 year old guy btw, and she's 22. Basically we used to text all the time, just talking about anything, and she would always reply etc. Now I literally don't know what to send her that will guarantee me a reply from her. It's annoying because she's staying with her boyfriend for a month a long way away from me this holiday, and there are times when I want to chat to her, ask her how she is, or tell her something interesting that's happened recently, but either she won't reply, or if it's a question, then she'll reply really bluntly and a conversation never really happens. It feels like she just doesn't really care anymore, so I feel like I shouldn't bother texting her, even though I want to talk to her (being my closest friend). Also i've known her long enough to know that she always has her phone on her, and generally texts people a lot, so I know it's not simply a case of not seeing her phone much.

The problem is, when I do see her in person, she's usually perfectly nice to me, so I don't know whether it's bad that I make assumptions about her, based only on the virtual world of texting and snapchat and stuff, but it makes me really angry inside when she ignores texts that do warrant a reply. Please send your thoughts? xx

So i'm a 19 year old guy, just finished first year at uni. I met this girl who i've been best friends with during the course of the year, and we were really close, but in the second term, she got a boyfriend and it just hasn't felt the same ever since. I've moved down in her priorities, she doesn't reply to my texts as much, and she only really seems to show interest in our friendship when it's convenient for her, or if i've just done her a favour or something.

It's difficult because i've never had a girlfriend or done anything with a girl, and she's 22 and really experienced with guys, so I always feel really inadequate when I compare myself to her. She's the first really close female friend i've ever had which was really special, so it does hurt a lot seeing all that closeness and trust she showed me now be transferred towards her boyfriend, especially as it doesn't seem to bother her nearly as much as it bothers me.

My parents say that she's taking advantage of me - I find it really hard to say no when she asks me for a favour. I think I have very little self-respect, which means that she probably doesn't respect me either and it makes me feel worthless, so it's a vicious circle.

What can I do to show her I want a bit more attention and effort from her - and how can I gain more respect from her? I'm sure she can have a healthy relationship with her boyfriend without our friendship having to suffer. Any ideas and advice would be really appreciated, thanks :)

Just wondering what would be the slowest tempo I could acceptably play/perform this movement. I spend all my practice time on this piece (other 2 movements as well), and i'm making real progress, but hearing people like Barenboim and Lisitsa play some parts at such a hair-raising tempo makes me seriously wonder whether it's beyond me or not. Do I have to play it as fast as they do, or could I bring the tempo down a few notches and still pull-off an acceptable performance of it?

The one's from ashford to london, wondering if anyone knew the whole situation with power sockets?

Hi, I really want to perform the 2nd movement of Beethoven's Appassionata Sonata, because it is just so beautiful and well within my technical grasp. However, anyone who knows this will know that this movement doesn't have an ending, it just leads straight into the 3rd movement, which is well beyond my technical grasp!

Is there any way round this, like has anyone come-up with an un-sacrilegious way to end the movement? I really want to perform it, but I can't think how to end it. Have people found ways to do this? Is it really bad to try and invent an ending yourself? Really just need ideas and opinions on this please. Cheers :)

I used to be really good friends with this girl who I fancy quite ridiculously. I had the most amazing time speaking to her, it was unlike anything else i'd done, and the feeling I got spending time with her was again unlike anything any other girl could give me. But I did many stupid things out of irrational thinking and now i've lost her and she doesn't want to talk to me again and it's like we never met. She's made it clear that there's no chance of getting her back, so the lid's been put on any hope I ever had.

I miss her horribly, I can't stop thinking about her and how I felt when I was with her. I can't do anything without thinking about what I've lost, and how stupid I was to do the things I did. I've never met anyone who comes close to making me feel how I felt about her. We go to the same school, and every time I see her, it leaves me feeling miserable and depressed. What can I do to counter-act this? I feel as if i'll never be as happy as I was then, and I feel like there's a massive hole in my heart. I know this sounds ridiculous, but she really has affected me badly. What do I do to get over her?? Thanks everyone x

Hi guys, I'd really appreciate some help/ideas here, and I will give a best answer, and answer any questions anyone who answers wants me to. It's a long thing, but i'm not illiterate or anything so it shouldn't be hard to read, and it would mean a lot for some ideas, because i'm just completely torn in what to do.

Basically about a year ago, I was really good friends with a girl who I like a lot. We got on really well, saw eachother at school the whole time, and she loved me as a person and thought me really sweet. I knew her quite well for 4 years but it was only last year where the friendship really hit off. Around this time she found out I liked her, but I don't think it affected us too much.

Then in about February, I screwed up horribly. I heard a rumor that she had sex, and I couldn't bear to not know the truth, even though I knew it was none of my business, so I asked a friend of hers whether she had (she hadn't). She found out and got incredibly pissed off and told me over text that she thought we should stop talking. I panicked and told her "You mean more than the world to me and I can't get you out of my head", and things like that, and it really creeped her out, so we completely fell out, and it really made me depressed.

About two months later, I sent her a long fb message sort of saying sorry and could we move on, but tbh I didn't really say the right things, again I was a bit creepy and she ignored. So a week or two after that, I wrote her a really humble letter saying how I bad I feel, how sorry I am, and how I hope one day she might forgive me. I said in it that I wasn't expecting her to reply, and of course she didn't. She still blanked me at school, and generally acted quite hostile to me.

All that was about 3-4 months ago. Nothing's happened since, but I feel that we've both relaxed over it a bit. She still doesn't seem interested in talking to me, but I feel she's lost the hostility she used to have, and it's not really as awkward anymore, and she seems more comfortable to be in the same place as me than before. The problem is, I still miss her an absolute ton, and something inside me is crying out to have one more go at getting her back, or at least seeing where I stand with her. I know face-to-face is better than texting, but it's a big school and i'm never around her, so there's just never an oppurtunity to go up to her, so i'd have to text her asking to meet, and i'm worried she'd ignore.

Would she still ignore after so long? Would it just make things worse again? I'm really worried about risking it going back to being awkward and having her feel uncomfortable about me again, but I feel there might be a chance I could talk to her and maybe be friends again, which would mean so much to me. I'm just completely torn over whether to do it or not, I want to text her so badly, but something's holding me back. Is it a good idea? If so, is there anything I could say which might encourage her to reply? I respect her a lot, which is why i've given her so much space, but now I at least want to know where I stand with her, and just see if there's a chance..

I'm so sorry this is so long, but i'd be so, so grateful for any ideas. I'd like mainly girls' opinions on this please, but anyone willing to contribute would be greatly appreciated, and as I said, I will give 10 points, and answer as many other questions as people want. Thanks so much in advance x

Hi guys, I'd really appreciate some help/ideas here, and I will give a best answer, and answer any questions anyone who answers wants me to. It's a long thing, but i'm not illiterate or anything so it shouldn't be hard to read, and it would mean a lot for some ideas, because i'm just completely torn in what to do.

Basically about a year ago, I was really good friends with a girl who I like a lot. We got on really well, saw eachother at school the whole time, and she loved me as a person and thought me really sweet. I knew her quite well for 4 years but it was only last year where the friendship really hit off. Around this time she found out I liked her, but I don't think it affected us too much.

Then in about February, I screwed up horribly. I heard a rumor that she had sex, and I couldn't bear to not know the truth, even though I knew it was none of my business, so I asked a friend of hers whether she had (she hadn't). She found out and got incredibly pissed off and told me over text that she thought we should stop talking. I panicked and told her "You mean more than the world to me and I can't get you out of my head", and things like that, and it really creeped her out, so we completely fell out, and it really made me depressed.

About two months later, I sent her a long fb message sort of saying sorry and could we move on, but tbh I didn't really say the right things, again I was a bit creepy and she ignored. So a week or two after that, I wrote her a really humble letter saying how I bad I feel, how sorry I am, and how I hope one day she might forgive me. I said in it that I wasn't expecting her to reply, and of course she didn't. She still blanked me at school, and generally acted quite hostile to me.

All that was about 3-4 months ago. Nothing's happened since, but I feel that we've both relaxed over it a bit. She still doesn't seem interested in talking to me, but I feel she's lost the hostility she used to have, and it's not really as awkward anymore, and she seems more comfortable to be in the same place as me than before. The problem is, I still miss her an absolute ton, and something inside me is crying out to have one more go at getting her back, or at least seeing where I stand with her. I know face-to-face is better than texting, but it's a big school and i'm never around her, so there's just never an oppurtunity to go up to her, so i'd have to text her asking to meet, and i'm worried she'd ignore.

Would she still ignore after so long? Would it just make things worse again? I'm really worried about risking it going back to being awkward and having her feel uncomfortable about me again, but I feel there might be a chance I could talk to her and maybe be friends again, which would mean so much to me. I'm just completely torn over whether to do it or not, I want to text her so badly, but something's holding me back. Is it a good idea? If so, is there anything I could say which might encourage her to reply? I respect her a lot, which is why i've given her so much space, but now I at least want to know where I stand with her, and just see if there's a chance..

I'm so sorry this is so long, but i'd be so, so grateful for any ideas. I'd like mainly girls' opinions on this please, but anyone willing to contribute would be greatly appreciated, and as I said, I will give 10 points, and answer as many other questions as people want. Thanks so much in advance x

Hi guys, I really really need some ideas here, because i'm basically torn between what to do. I'd really appreciate if you could read this question I did some time ago, because it gives the situation. It's sort of long, but i'm not one of these illiterates who can't spell, so it shouldn't make difficult reading:

http://uk.answers.yahoo.com/question/ind%E2%80%A6

So it's been around 3 months since I asked that, and so 4 months since I sent her that letter, which was the last time I communicated with her. Even though she still doesn't seem to have an interest in talking to me, I get the feeling she's got over it now, and we're both a bit more relaxed about it. But I still miss her absolutely tons, and there's something inside me crying out for me to have one more go at getting her back. I feel I have to talk to her (and I realise it's a lot more courageous to go to her face-to-face) , but there's never a moment to just go up to her, so i'd have to text her asking to meet sometime, and i'm worried she would ignore. Would she definitely ignore, or might she have softened a little? It would mean everything to me to have her back, but I just don't know whether to risk making things awkward again. I haven't done anything wrong since the letter, so she's definitely calmer, but she still doesn't really acknowledge me. Is it possible I could get her back? And if I were to text her, is there anything specific I should say, which might encourage her to at least reply? Would the whole thing just put me in the wrong again? I just hate risks when i've already screwed up so badly with her. I even think she's forgiven me and is totally relaxed, so i'm just anxious that I would make everything back to the way it was, but thenagain if I don't, i'll always be thinking "what if", and I know that feeling will never go away.

I'd really appreciate any ideas on this, again mostly girls opinions, but honestly anything will be greatly appreciated. I respect her decision, which is partly why i've left her for so long to let her have space, but now I just really want to at least know where I stand, because the way she used to ignore just hasn't really sorted it out. I promise to give a best answer, and I'll answer any questions anyone who answers this has. This really means a lot, and I just badly need advice, because i'm really torn between what to do. Thanks in advance x

Hi guys, I really really need some ideas here, because i'm basically torn between what to do. I'd really appreciate if you could read this question I did some time ago, because it gives the situation. It's sort of long, but i'm not one of these illiterates who can't spell, so it shouldn't make difficult reading:

http://uk.answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=At...

So it's been around 3 months since I asked that, and so 4 months since I sent her that letter, which was the last time I communicated with her. Even though she still doesn't seem to have an interest in talking to me, I get the feeling she's got over it now, and we're both a bit more relaxed about it. But I still miss her absolutely tons, and there's something inside me crying out for me to have one more go at getting her back. I feel I have to talk to her, but there's never a moment to just go up to her, so i'd have to text her asking to meet sometime, and i'm worried she would ignore. Would she definitely ignore, or might she have softened a little? It would mean everything to me to have her back, but I just don't know whether to risk making things awkward again. I haven't done anything wrong since the letter, so she's definitely calmer, but she still doesn't really acknowledge me. Is it possible I could get her back? And if I were to text her, is there anything specific I should say, which might encourage her to at least reply? Would the whole thing just put me in the wrong again? I just hate risks when i've already screwed up so badly with her.

I'd really appreciate any ideas on this, mostly girls opinions, but honestly anything will be greatly appreciated. I promise to give a best answer, and I'll answer any questions anyone who answers this has. This really means a lot, and I just badly need advice, because at the moment, i'll never be as happy as I was when I was friends with her. Thanks in advance x

Just to rule out a couple of stuff, I LIVE IN LONDON, i'm 17 and have lived here all my life. So no sightseeing bullsh*t, because I know what London looks like. I'm just really bored at home and feel I should do something considering I live in this city. I have no clue what to do, i'm literally just talking one afternoon. I'm alone on this one, and i've found out it's a lot harder to enjoy yourself in London when you're alone. Maybe I could meet new people, except everyone's always in such a rush. Does anyone have any suggestions?? Thanks, I'm a guy, 17, musical if any of that helps x

I'm sorry this is so long, but please find it in you to read this, i promise it wont take as long as it seems, and i'll answer your question in return (that's a promise). Everything in my life's just turned upside down because of this, so please try to give me an idea that might get some things straight. I really really like this girl, we became really good friends last year and got on really well, went to meals together etc and she thought I was really sweet it was all great. But i've properly screwed up and now she hates me.

Main reason is that after hearing a rumor that she had sex in the holidays, I got overly-worried about her and asked a friend of hers whether it was true or not (it wasn't), and she found out and rightly so thought it was really rude of me. She also felt a bit uncomfortable because before this I got a friend to speak to her about our friendship, because I thought she was being vague with me about things, but she just found this weird. She said she thought we should stop talking.

4 months have passed since and I messaged her saying sorry about everything and could we be friends again sometime (but in a really meaningful way), and she ignored it. 2 weeks later I wrote her a letter just to apologise for everything, this time even more humbly, and I drew her a picture of her dog to go with it (weird or not?). I don't know what to do, it still seems like she hates me after so long, I can't move on she's all I ever think about, I will do ANYTHING to get her to forgive me. I want to see her in person, but I don't think she'd want to see me in person, and it would just make her panic and feel more uncomfortable. It was bad what I did and I've accepted that I was rude and stupid, but seriously, was it unforgivable? Also a friend of hers showed a friend of mine all the stuff I said to her (which annoyed me), and he says they agreed what I said was weird. How is saying sorry and saying I miss her and I want her back weird?

What can I do???!!! I can't get over her, I miss her terribly, i'm feeling so depressed over the whole thing, I can't think how to change things. I know what I did was rude and bad, but do I seriously deserve what i'm going through?! I love her more than anything, is there anything I can do to get her back, because I think if I just leave it, she'll just forget about me. One main question is should I see her in person about this, even though I think she really doesn't want to speak to me, or is that just going to make things worse? I'd like mostly girl's opinions on this but anyone willing to contribute will be greatly appreciated, thanks.

PS I'd just like to add that she knows I really like her, and a month before this happened we sorted it out between us that she really likes me as a friend but doesn't want to take it further, and i'm absolutely fine with that, so this is nothing to do with dating, I just really want her back as a friend.

Basically tonight i'm going out for supper with my friends at school. We've done this a couple of times before and the point of it is basically to get totally sh*tfaced. The problem is, we're going to a curry place and I find it really difficult to get a full blown curry down me along with loads of beer without feeling like i'm full to burst. I've read answers to questions like this and everyone says you should start drinking on a full stomach, but if I have a full stomach then how will I fit everything else in? Should I not eat much before but drink loads of water? I originally planned to not eat or drink anything beforehand so I would be as empty as possible, but apparently that's a really bad idea...

I do kinda want to get drunk, but I want to avoid feeling sick at the end of it, what's the best way to deal with this? Also any tips about how to get over hangovers would be greatly appreciated!

So this is the same girl in the question i asked http://uk.answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=An... If you could quickly read that, it would help to understand the situation.

So that's sort of resolved (I think), and my plan is to get over for now, wait till next term after the summer holidays, and then text her again.

But I need help to control my awkwardness around her, because it really gets to me, and leaves me feeling so depressed. Everytime I see her at a time when i'm not expecting to see her, I feel like my heart has just risen in temperature and mass by about a million degrees/kg. My whole body goes shaky and I don't know how to act normal. My heart goes up to my throat and sits there like a lump and just prevents me from acting normal. Like just today I was in town with a friend and saw her for a split second coming out of a shop with her friends, and it happened like that, even though I only say her for literally a split second, her image stayed in my head for about an hour afterwards and left me feeling so depressed. I also heard one of her friends say F*ck, and they all laughed. I don't know whether that was at me because her friends are really nice people who I also kinda get along with, but it just made me feel worse.

How do I sort this out? I've got to leave her until September, it's gonna be horrible for me to last that long while she appears around school the whole time and affects me like this! What do I do if I have to pass her?! I know it sounds ridiculous but I really need ideas on this one! I just get soooooo awkward, I just want to shrivel up at the moment.....

I'm sorry this is so long, but please find it in you to read this, i promise it wont tae as long as it seems. Everything in my life's just turned upside down because of this, so please try to give me an idea that might get some things straight. I really really like this girl, we became really good friends last year and got on really well, went to meals together etc and she thought I was really sweet it was all great. But i've properly screwed up and now she hates me.

Main reason is that after hearing a rumor that she had sex in the holidays, I got overly-worried about her and asked a friend of hers whether it was true or not (it wasn't), and she found out and rightly so thought it was really rude of me. She also felt a bit uncomfortable because before this I got a friend to speak to her about our friendship, because I thought she was being vague with me about things, but she just found this weird. She said she thought we should stop talking.

4 months have passed since and I messaged her saying sorry about everything and could we be friends again sometime (but in a really meaningful way), and she ignored it. 2 weeks later I wrote her a letter just to apologise for everything, this time even more humbly, and I drew her a picture of her dog to go with it (weird or not?). I don't know what to do, it still seems like she hates me after so long, I can't move on she's all I ever think about, I will do ANYTHING to get her to forgive me. I want to see her in person, but I dont think she'd want to see me in person, and it would just make her panic and feel more uncomfortbale. It was bad what I did and i've accepted that I was rude and stupid, but seriously, was it unforgivable? Also a friend of hers showed a friend of mine all the stuff I said to her (which annoyed me), and he says they agreed what I said was weird. How is saying sorry and saying I miss her and I want her back weird?

What can I do???!!! I can't get over her, i'm feeling so depressed over the whole thing, I can't think how to change things. I know what I did was rude and bad, but do I seriously deserve what i'm going through?! I love her more than anything, is there anything I can do to get her back, because I think if I just leave it, she'll just forget about me. One main question is should I see her in person about this, even though I think she really doesn't want to speak to me, or is that just going to make things worse? I'd like mostly girl's opinions on this but anyone willing to contribute will be greatly appreciated, thanks.

PS I'd just like to add that she knows I really like her, and a month before this happened we sorted it out between us that she really likes me as a friend but doesn't want to take it further, and i'm absolutely fine with that, so this is nothing to do with dating, I just really want her back as a friend.

Everything in my life's just turned upside down because of this, so please just read this and try to give me an idea that might get some things straight. I really really like this girl, we became really good friends last year and got on really well, went to meals together etc and she thought I was really sweet it was all great. But i've properly screwed up and now she hates me.

Main reason is that after hearing a rumor that she had sex in the holidays, I got overly-worried about her and asked a friend of hers whether it was true or not (it wasn't), and she found out and rightly so thought it was really rude of me. She also felt a bit uncomfortable because before this I got a friend to speak to her about our friendship, because I thought she was being vague with me about things, but she just found this weird. She said she thought we should stop talking.

4 months have passed since and I messaged her saying sorry about everything and could we be friends again sometime (but in a really meaningful way), and she ignored it. 2 weeks later I wrote her a letter just to apologise for everything, this time even more humbly, and I drew her a picture of her dog to go with it (weird or not?). I don't know what to do, it still seems like she hates me after so long, I can't move on she's all I ever think about, I will do ANYTHING to get her to forgive me. I want to see her in person, but I dont think she'd want to see me in person, and it would just make her panic and feel more uncomfortbale. It was bad what I did and i've accepted that I was rude and stupid, but seriously, was it unforgivable? Also a friend of hers showed a friend of mine all the stuff I said to her (which annoyed me), and he says they agreed what I said was weird. How is saying sorry and saying I miss her and I want her back weird?

What can I do???!!! I can't get over her, i'm feeling so depressed over the whole thing, I can't think how to change things. I know what I did was rude and bad, but do I seriously deserve what i'm going through?! I love her more than anything, is there anything I can do to get her back, because I think if I just leave it, she'll just forget about me. One main question is should I see her in person about this, even though I think she really doesn't want to speak to me, or is that just going to make things worse? I'd like mostly girl's opinions on this but anyone willing to contribute will be greatly appreciated, thanks.

PS I'd just like to add that she knows I really like her, and a month before this happened we sorted it out between us that she really likes me as a friend but doesn't want to take it further, and i'm absolutely fine with that, so this is nothing to do with dating, I just really want her back as a friend.

Everything in my life's just turned upside down because of this, so please just read this and try to give me an idea that might get some things straight. I really really like this girl, we became really good friends last year and got on really well, went to meals together etc and she thought I was really sweet it was all great. But i've properly screwed up and now she hates me.

Main reason is that after hearing a rumor that she had sex in the holidays, I got overly-worried about her and asked a friend of hers whether it was true or not (it wasn't), and she found out and rightly so thought it was really rude of me. She also felt a bit uncomfortable because before this I got a friend to speak to her about our friendship, because I thought she was being vague with me about things, but she just found this weird. She said she thought we should stop talking.

4 months have passed since and I messaged her saying sorry about everything and could we be friends again sometime (but in a really meaningful way), and she ignored it. 2 weeks later I wrote her a letter just to apologise for everything, this time even more humbly, and I drew her a picture of her dog to go with it (weird or not?). I don't know what to do, it still seems like she hates me after so long, I can't move on she's all I ever think about, I will do ANYTHING to get her to forgive me. I want to see her in person, but I dont think she'd want to see me in person, and it would just make her panic and feel more uncomfortbale. It was bad what I did and i've accepted that I was rude and stupid, but seriously, was it unforgivable? Also a friend of hers showed a friend of mine all the stuff I said to her (which annoyed me), and he says they agreed what I said was weird. How is saying sorry and saying I miss her and I want her back weird?

What can I do???!!! I can't get over her, i'm feeling so depressed over the whole thing, I can't think how to change things. I know what I did was rude and bad, but do I seriously deserve what i'm going through?! I love her more than anything, is there anything I can do to get her back, because I think if I just leave it, she'll just forget about me. I'd like mostly girl's opinions on this but anyone willing to contribute will be greatly appreciated, thanks.

Everything in my life's just turned upside down because of this, so please just read this and try to give me an idea that might get some things straight. I really really like this girl, we became really good friends last year and got on really well, went to meals together etc and she thought I was really sweet it was all great. But i've properly screwed up and now she hates me.

Main reason is that after hearing a rumor that she had sex in the holidays, I got overly-worried about her and asked a friend of hers whether it was true or not (it wasn't), and she found out and rightly so thought it was really rude of me. She also felt a bit uncomfortable because before this I got a friend to speak to her about our friendship, because I thought she was being vague with me about things, but she just found this weird. She said she thought we should stop talking.

4 months have passed since and I messaged her saying sorry about everything and could we be friends again sometime (but in a really meaningful way), and she ignored it. 2 weeks later I wrote her a letter just to apologise for everything, this time even more humbly, and I drew her a picture of her dog to go with it (weird or not?). I don't know what to do, it still seems like she hates me after so long, I can't move on she's all I ever think about, I will do ANYTHING to get her to forgive me. I want to see her in person, but I dont think she'd want to see me in person, and it would just make her panic and feel more uncomfortbale. It was bad what I did and i've accepted that I was rude and stupid, but seriously, was it unforgivable? Also a friend of hers showed a friend of mine all the stuff I said to her (which annoyed me), and he says they agreed what I said was weird. How is saying sorry and saying I miss her and I want her back weird?

What can I do???!!! I can't get over her, i'm feeling so depressed over the whole thing, I can't think how to change things. I'd like mostly girl's opinions on this but anyone willing to contribute will be greatly appreciated, thanks.

I used to be really good friends with this girl I really really like, but when I asked a friend of hers if she had had sex after I heard a rumor about it, she found out and thought it was really rude of me, which of course it was, and now she basically wont talk to me and she ignores me the whole time. I miss her terribly and I love her more than anything and I really want her back, so after leaving it for like 3 months, I messaged her meaningfully saying sorry and could we sometime talk again, but she ignored it.

Now I wrote her a letter properly saying sorry, and saying that she doesn't have to reply, to take the pressure off her. With it I drew her a picture of her dog, I thought this would be a nice touch at the time, but now some people have told me that it was a weird thing to do and i'm now really worried about it - I already creeped her out a bit by what I did, I don't want to make it worse! What do you think, was it nice or was it weird? If it was weird how do I make it better?

Everyone says I should say sorry to her in person, but she wont want to see me in person and she'll just take it as me hassling her, how do I get her to forgive me. She's all I ever think about, don't just say "get over her" because I can't, we go to the same school. I'm just worried that i've just made it worse trying to make it better because of this drawing I did. I know it seems minor this problem but it's really bugging me! I accept I screwed-up, I just want to clear this up and make things better between us. Could I have mainly girls' opinions on this please? Thanks :)

(Considering I haven't drawn anything for years, I thought it was quite a good drawing, it looks quite well-done)