Darren

I, in no way, am suicidal. I'm happy, have a great family and friends who care about me. In fact, just writing that statement makes me feel better right now.

Besides that, there are times, probably a period of 5 minutes or less, that I do think of how death would fix so much of my own suffering. Me being dead obviously gives me no worries. I wouldn't have to worry about disappointing people who mean something in my life, no worry about failing at something, no worry about the everyday bills and loans that need to be paid and where the money is gonna come from. Again, being dead means no suffering.

So I usually have thoughts like that for about 5 minutes or less. I'll have a lingering depression type of mood the following 10 minutes or less right after. And these episodes don't happen weekly or even monthly. Just occasionally when something triggers it, like if I felt one of the feelings I have described above from being yelled at or if I hurt somebody.

Should I be concerned if I might be suicidal sometime in the future or even now?

I'm planning on going to the YCS in Arlington, Texas this weekend. Do we just sign-up and reigster there or do we register online? or what?

What is the difference between an assay and a protocol?

I'm trying to send out private messages to people on youtube but the messages are sent back to me as if I had sent them to myself... Also, When people private message me, they appear with my youtube account name rather than their own youtube account name. How can I get rid of this "youtube bug"?

There is a message that is sent with it saying, "there is a youtube bug that is making every message I received seem as if it is coming from myself, which is only making my life more difficult XD If you send me a message, please include your username in the message."

Please help me get rid of this bug!

I am specifically looking to find a Civic windshield decal that has the last "c" in the word "civic" printed backwards. The font of the word isn't bolded, but is instead like an outline of the word "civic" Do you know a site where i can find the Civic windshield decal that i'm looking for? As well as a site where I can purchase said decal?

How much does a brand new Mac laptop computer cost, including the warranty and any other stuff that goes into buying one?

Is it ok to cook the scrambled eggs that had raw chicken meat dipped in it?

Humans have incisors, canines, premolars, and molars. For all teeth that dinosaurs have, are they categorized into those four titles, or do they have different identifications?

A mixture of calcium oxide, CaO, and calcium carbonate, CaCO3, that had a mass of 3.454g was heated until all the calcium carbonate was decomposed according to the following equation. After the heating, the sample had a mass of 3.102g. Calculate the mass of CaCO3 present in the original sample.

CaCO3(s) -----> CaO(s) + CO2(g)

If morphing jar is in face-down attack position from Darkness Approaches and A/D Changer is banished to change the battle position of Morphing jar to defense-position, is morphing jar flipped?

Say my opponent has two monster on his field and i activate book of eclipse twice in my turn. Does he draw 2 or 4 cards during the end turn?

(I think I know the answer to this question, but just in case, I'll ask) Say my opponent declares an attack with their monster and I have A/D changer in my graveyard. Can I banish (remove from play) A/D Changer to change the attacking monster to defense to stop the attack?

Calculate the pH of a solution prepared by diluting 3.0 mL of 2.5 M HCL to a final volume of H20. Please explain how to get answer so I can understand? Thank you.

Say if I have Divine Wind of Mist Valley and a WIND-type monster of mine is attacked while Relieve Monster is set in the back row. I activate Relieve Monster to send my WIND-type monster back to my hand, am I still able to do the effect of Divine Wind of Mist Valley and special summon a WIND monster from my deck?

Who do I call to set a date for myself to take the DAT?

Would tributing from the hand count as a discard?

When you want to ritual summon a monster, can you use one monster for the ritual summon? Like a level 8 monster for a level 7 ritual monster?

I want a deck that will win me tournaments. Which deck is the best?

I'm trying to think of a monster that has over 2000 atk and it benefits from being in a gemini type of deck. May be because on the card it might say something about having normal monster in the graveyard or something. Do you know what card i'm talking about? I can't remember it.

What are some cards that can increase the level of a spellcaster?