anonnomuos souljah

so.... theres this girl that I went to school with 9th and 10th grade but now I am going to the 11th grade and a different school and the reasons why I never told her how I felt was 1 because I was nervous 2 because she had a on again off again boyfriend and plus I was kinda shy but well heres the thing I followed her on twitter and she followed me back and I wanna dm her and tell her how I feel but..... maybe its weird or maybe she still has a boyfriend I don't know what to do all I know is I cant stop thinking bout her ...can somebody tell me what to do or what to say id gladly appreciate ......thanks

so theres these group of dealers in my highschool and I think they take me for a fool I bought this blunt off this dude and he gave it to me in a cigarillo bag im thinking that its a joint already rolled up and low and behold it was already used up it was the size of my pinky finger and it was burnt at the edges im new to weed but I know that that was some bullshit it was already done I didn't realize until I got home im so pissed I think they know and make fun of me behind my back school is already emmbarresing enough ....im so ashamed dammit

I have a crush on somebody thanks

like where it says view conversation will they know if you clic that ... thanks

every since the ninth grade the first day of school ive wanted her but she had a boyfriend then one day he made her cry in front of a bunch of people and from what I hear he treats her like crap but she keeps going back to him and it hurts me too see that but...I don't think shes interested in me even tho when she talks to me it brightens up my day I just get so nervous when shes around I want her to feel the same way so bad .. shes kind of popular and im a nobody so it is what it is its driving me crazy I want her so friggin badd plzzz help

im bored and depressed and empty inside existing is such a shame and nobody or nothing helps school is horrible then I just come home and do nothing but yard work home work etc but the only places I am in life is school or home my childhood was fucced up for so many reasons but I could deal with it if I had a change of scenery or some friends I just wanna exscape sometimes they say life is what you make it but how can I make something out of nothing I hate this I cant take it nomore id rather be somewhere else but im stuck in the place of my misery with no way out im misunderstood by my family and really they don't care is life worth living when you get nothing out of it with nobody in your corner or not even being in the corner you want to be in

I stood up to this bully at school ( who is a professional boxer but he kept taunting me and I fought him but I lost I didn do any thing to him but he kept picking at me but he still won and is still gloating he doesn't stop I want to kill him because I know he walks home ) why wont he stop now the whole school is laughing at me and I didn't do nothing wrong I keep to myself and ppl find me to mess with me every body is making fun of me and now hes spreading lies about me im scared to fight him again and he keeps bragging about it im so embarrassed I hope his life will be a living hell because I didn't do any thing to him in the first place at all ( I hope someone beats him to brain damage ) I hate him and he keeps rubbing it in my face the only person I can talk to is my brother my parents are so retarded ( my dad and my grandmas ) are damn near senial and I have no release for my other pain in life I have lost sleep and have been depressed for 4 days now because of him and his cousin and other ****** talkin **** I hate him I didn't do anything wrong but WHEN WILL GOD OR KARMA get him BACC for me I hate him I didn't do anything but hes lying saying I stole money and at first he said I stole his bag and teachers and other kids told me " you never get in trouble I know hes lying " ut every day ppl love to hear the story of how he won the fight but none of them would fight him I hope something TRAGICALLY DRASTIC TRAUMATIZING HAPPENS TO THEM IN LIFE ALOT I HOPE KARMA AND GOD REALLY GET THEM ( BEACAUSE PPL **** WITH ME FOR NO REASON )

I stood up to this bully at school ( who is a professional boxer but he kept taunting me and I fought him but I lost I didn do any thing to him but he kept picking at me but he still won and is still gloating he doesn't stop I want to kill him because I know he walks home ) why wont he stop now the whole school is laughing at me and I didn't do nothing wrong I keep to myself and ppl find me to mess with me every body is making fun of me and now hes spreading lies about me im scared to fight him again and he keeps bragging about it im so embarrassed I hope his life will be a living hell because I didn't do any thing to him in the first place at all ( I hope someone beats him to brain damage ) I hate him and he keeps rubbing it in my face the only person I can talk to is my brother my parents are so retarded ( my dad and my grandmas ) are damn near senial and I have no release for my other pain in life I have lost sleep and have been depressed for 4 days now because of him and his cousin and other ****** talkin **** I hate him I didn't do anything wrong but WHEN WILL GOD OR KARMA get him BACC for me I hate him I didn't do anything but hes lying saying I stole money and at first he said I stole his bag and teachers and other kids told me " you never get in trouble I know hes lying " ut every day ppl love to hear the story of how he won the fight but none of them would fight him I hope something TRAGICALLY DRASTIC TRAUMATIZING HAPPENS TO THEM IN LIFE ALOT I HOPE KARMA AND GOD REALLY GET THEM ( BEACAUSE PPL **** WITH ME FOR NO REASON )

why cant I just die I cant take it anymore school sucks life sucks they never let me go anywhere have any friends or buy anything I wish I could just die sometimes I wanna gang bang with these group of crips I know I just don't care about the consequences no more I wanna bang out my frustration with life only thing they do is add to my problems in life I need to smoke weed

like in her destiny childs days or whatever it succs that she sold her soul for fame I hope she repents before Christ comes bac

im from here and all I hear that's on and poppin is 64 65 387 75 and 444 but I live on 683- and its nothing but old people on my block not KIDS IT IS ALWAYS LONELY AND BORING BUT THEN AGAIN MAYBE ITS JUST MY BLOCK BUT I DONT KNOW MY PARENTS DONT LET ME HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE ANYWAY I MAKE GOOD GRADES I JUST WANT A FRIEND BUT I JUST LISTEN TO Z-RO GET MAD AND SAD AND DEPRESSED I LIVE IN THE GROVE AND I WANT TO DO SOME GANGSTA **** BUT I DONT KNOW ANYONE TO DO IT WITH THE ONLY PEOPLE THA EXCEPT ME IS GANGSTERS AND AT SCHOOL NERDS ITS LIKE IM NERDY AT SCHOOL BUT WANNA BE DIFFERENT ON THE STREETS LIKE PAC SAID SHAWTY WANNA BE A THUG I KNOW IT SOUNDS SILLY AND IMA GET ANSWERS THAT WONT HELP ME BUT I JUST NEED TO KNOW SOMEONE CARES BUT LIKE Z-RO SAID A.B.N A*******BYNATURE AND THATS THE RESULT OF EVERYWHERE YOU GO ****** HATE YOU

rap pop and r/b wise nostalga kills me

its funny my cousin told me that I don't know if he was joking but apparently this girl gets a rise out of it thanks everytime I see a girl with super pretty legs I just wanna smack the thighs ha ha is that weird I don't know I am bored af

any of them close to the 68-adresses I live on 6830 just curious

In the block I live in in pleasant grove there happens to be nothing but old folks and every day of my life I just watch the cars roll by my life sucks she wants me to be in a kids place but not be a kid my life sucks I just want a friend I live in 6830 oleta drive but I hear all the so called gangsta parts of pleasant grove are 387 64 65 75 444 streets and so on why I have to live in the lame part I want to walk around to socialize but I cant because I have to take care of my 85 year old grandma who has become senial my dad is 58 and at work all the time do I make friends with thugs or just stay a lonely depressed suicidal kid im 15 its horrible much more of my pain is indescribable I want to make friends with them to make an outlet for my pain its either thug ****** or nobody my parents wont do anything positive with me so what is there to do I feel like z-ro the rapper from Houston I wanna be like him because he said he was a kid like me when he was a yougin that's how I feel like a (ABN) ASSHOLE BY NATURE NOT BY CHOICE ) HE HAS A LYRIC ( I HAD NO FRIENDS SO I CHOSE TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH DRUGS AND CUZZ (CRIPS) CAUSE NOBODY SHOWED ME LOVE ) IT MAY SOUND CRAZY BUT THATS HOW I FEEL #PRAY FOR ME PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I also think music was better you had aaliyah left eye 112 jagged edge b2k marques Houston musiq soulchild 3lw public announcement ruff endz (old school usher and omarion ) nelly Kelly Rowland murder inc ashanti ja rule dmx jadakiss Mario genuwine tyrese busta rymes rah digga lil kim wc westside connect gang chingy jahiem sammie lil corey cherish deepside cside

and also tv was better the proud family the parkers kim possible (old school 106 ) the basement wildn out yo mama (WHO REMEMBERS WHEN MTV PLAYED MUSIC )

and dudes wasn't wearing skinny jeans I miss jerseys and tims and aside from that people dressed unigue to fit there own stile

what happened to people actually have choeryography in there videos I miss c walkin and the (REAL HARLEM SHAKE) I miss those days man today sucks style wise music wise television wise it sucks its bland its like life lost its essence but all I can do is follow the most high (GOCC.COM) (GOCC,LEXWILL AND JUDAHS BACK ON YOUTUBE ) JUST VENTING ..... BLESSINGS

I just really wanna know because I need some gangsta azz homies my cousin told me a crew is everything so that's what im looking for