blahsheep

You know what the problem is? People support someone no matter what. No matter what someone does, they support them. There's no maybe, there's no left or right, there's no up or down, just straight. People have to realize no one is right all the time, no one is perfect, etc.

Why is the House of Commons separated with a line in the middle?! You are either on blues side, or reds side. PICK A SIDE. There's no sense of community, sense of peace, sense of... sense. It should be that everyone can agree on something or have their issues with it, and it shouldn't be that every single person on one side is clapping, while the other side doesn't, and vice versa! YOU HAVE TO AGREE ON SOMETHING.

Quit treating a country like it's a business.

She's smokin'. I haven't asked a girl out in well.. almost 11 years now. Grade 6 it was. I know, pathetic, just gave up.

But I really like this one. I haven't really thought of anyone like that in along time. I have but more through online, not in person... and even then, not as much as with her.

She works in a grocery store as a cashier, I hadn't seen her in months, I hadn't gone to the store but before I thought she was hot. We'd just have the small basic convo like hey how's it going and bye. I feel like I can't say more. My confidence is shot lol. So any ideas on what to say if I do? I was thinking like, "Oh you look nice" Oihgrgoogr it just seems like whatever I'd say, I'd have that stupid awkward feeling after and no matter what, I'm gonna walk out of there face palming and hating myself because of it for weeks lol.

I'm afraid of rejection. I know I shouldn't be... but for some reason... way back it just made me completely be disinterested in that sorta thing. I even got asked out in grade 10, but declined. I just... wasn't looking for that. It's like I asked that girl so many times back then, I felt like I asked enough for the next while.

So should I say something like "hey, you look nice, can I get your number?"

I mean... I just feel like... if I get rejected, it'll just send me into a pit. I've been depressed on and off for so long, I feel like it's so hard for me to actually connect with someone my age.

She's smokin'. I haven't asked a girl out in well.. almost 11 years now. Grade 6 it was. I know, pathetic, just gave up.

But I really like this one. I haven't really thought of anyone like that in along time. I have but more through online, not in person... and even then, not as much as with her.

She works in a grocery store as a cashier, I hadn't seen her in months, I hadn't gone to the store but before I thought she was hot. We'd just have the small basic convo like hey how's it going and bye. I feel like I can't say more. My confidence is shot lol. So any ideas on what to say if I do? I was thinking like, "Oh you look nice" Oihgrgoogr it just seems like whatever I'd say, I'd have that stupid awkward feeling after and no matter what, I'm gonna walk out of there face palming and hating myself because of it for weeks lol.

I'm afraid of rejection. I know I shouldn't be... but for some reason... way back it just made me completely be disinterested in that sorta thing. I even got asked out in grade 10, but declined. I just... wasn't looking for that. It's like I asked that girl so many times back then, I felt like I asked enough for the next while.

So should I say something like "hey, you look nice, can I get your number?"

I mean... I just feel like... if I get rejected, it'll just send me into a pit. I've been depressed on and off for so long, I feel like it's so hard for me to actually connect with someone my age.

So most gas stations will have a set price from when they get a new "shipment" but this specific one seems to change sometimes from day to day. There's one gas station about 20 minutes away that stayed the same for about 3 weeks while another kept changing daily. They are both on the same road. It was 1.02$/liter yesterday and today it was 1.09. I was like, are you kidding me? It seems to always change. Sometimes I'll drive past and it'll change within the couple hours I drive back. It makes no sense. I mean it doesn't do so well that it keeps getting a new shipment of gas every day or few days lol.

It was weird. I mean I wake up with hard ons once in a while, I don't know if it has to do with me sleeping my mouth open and I usually wake up dehydrated... but I woke up and looked down and my dick kept going left to right by maybe half an inch and kept on doing that, it was doing it with my heart beat like I have a vein connected to my dick.

I never really listened to it when I was younger, but all things changed when I was playing American Truck Simulator on the Classic Country station came on... and Bill Anderson sang "For Loving You." That was my real debut into it. So thanks to that game and that music station, I was able to enjoy country music forever. I'm 21 now and it's my kind of music. I enjoy all kinds of music but that's by far my favourite. I started a Spotify playlist when I found that song and now close to 900 songs... I keep adding to it and can't stop doing so. The greats are by far Jim Reeves, Bill Anderson, Conway Twitty, Tammy Wynnete, Roy Orbinson, Red Sovine, Bobby Vinton, Johnny Mathis, Patsy Cline, Jan Howard, and the list goes on. The more I listen to it, the more songs I find.

https://open.spotify.com/user/blahsheep/playlist/4...

Why couldn't we live in a society where we were all open? Spoke our mind completely, how we felt, how we acted, no matter what, everything was okay. We are all unique in every way. Why can't we just be ourselves? Why must there be rights and wrongs. Why can't we all be right. To say something is wrong, maybe in your eyes it is, but in others it is not. So to judge someone else that you know nothing about, doesn't make any sense.....

Especially in the summer, all girls are wearing short shorts and looking hot as heck. It's hard for me not to look, I don't really because I think it's a pervy thing to do hahaha. But I know other guys do "perv." Do girls like this or no? I mean if you are going to show it, you can't be scared to be looked at. Holy crap, I mean I was out today and everywhere I looked there was a cute girl in short shorts and a t-shirt.

It's so ******* stupid. You'll love someone, but they'll love someone else, the other way around, and that's for most. "True" love is rare. I just think it makes life so ******* stupid. It's just a stupid *** mess. What the **** is the point.

I've had so many moments where I thought I could, but it happened twice today. I was watching this new show on Netflix, the Diet show. And hours before I saw it I was so sure her eye would pop out... and then... IT DID, I even stopped watching, went out and then came back and then watched that episode and saw it. i was like I KNEW IT. And then later I was watching a video on YouTube where I was reading comments and thought this person wrote nice belly... so I was like huh I wanna see her belly, and I watched the video until I saw her show her belly, but then I looked at the comments again.... I triple checked, not one comment said anything about a belly.... my mind is so ******* wack. I don't even understand how my own brain works

Like what should I tie myself to? A concrete block or something? I want to be able to not float back to the top so no one will ever find me. or if there's something I could wear to not float? Thanks.

Ever since he got here I've seen this extra wifi connection called his name, and on my browser it'd say I could cast it to my tv or something, I turned it off in the settings for my browser. But anyways, I just looked at my phone and it said "casting to *Bill*" so I was like wtf and pressed the x. Like what the heck? Was he looking at my phone wirelessly or something? How do I turn this off so he can't use my computer or phone to cast from or to or anything. I tried finding something in the router and I couldn't find anything, if I can just take it off of the router, I will. Thanks.

Why did creepy people have to ruin that for others, I see young girls and woman and stuff just walking on their own and stuff and I feel like offering them a drive, but if I did, people and maybe even them would think I'm a rapist or some weirdo or something. It's such bs! Why does everyone have to ruin everything for everyone else. I really hate it haha.

Seriously, I see all these stories of girls being molested, being kidnapped... being chocked... it just hurts me and makes me so angry. If I ever saw someone do this or knew of someone doing it, I'd hurt them so. I'd maybe even end it for them. I wouldn't care, it's like this whole other side of me would just take over and that'd be it.

I'm a pedophile... I am sexually attracted to children... but seriously, just knowing about them being hurt, just... oh my gosh. Makes me so angry. SO ANGRY. I need to maybe find a police friend or something and maybe find out about some bad things... and well, we'll have some kind of understanding that I'll take care of it. If you know what I mean.

I was a mistake really, or an unexpected surprise. I would even tell people and they'd be like, "really?" I didn't care but others I guess thought I should.

There are so many reasons for me to just end it all, but there's a few things that make it harder for me to leave. I just feel like the more I stay, the more I'll hurt when I go. I should have done it when I was a kid. That's when I first had the thoughts.

I'm now 20, and there are so many reasons why I should leave, by body, my mind and everything is telling me to go... but there's this girl I met recently, her father committed suicide. I don't know if it's trying to tell me to stay because the way we met was just so random and... I don't know... just so weird.

I mean it makes me harder to go. I don't want to leave her just like her father. It's so hard not to though. I feel like the more I stay, the more stupid things I'll do, the more I'll make it worse for others. I mean I do good things, but I've done bad things without trying to make it happen. It just happened and there's no going back.

I just want to go... right now but I won't. I hopefully will soon. I know if I do mess up again, that'll be enough for me to go.

I'll sometimes take a sip of vodka before work or on my break. Could they smell it on my breath or anything? Or only if I do a huge amount?

Like let's say young girls under 12 will look at me, and I'll look at them for like a second, and I don't know... it's just such a nice feeling. I'm not sure why they do this. It's always ones I barely know or don't know at all. We both look into each others eyes for a second, I always look away pretty quickly because I don't want it to be weird. I really like it though. I'm a pedophile though, so not sure if that has anything to do with it. Like they know or something. It just looks like they are looking into my soul or something weird like that.

I was looking through Netflix, found a movie called EuroTrip which I watched before, I remembered writing a review. I looked, and it just says, "Your review was deleted" No reason, can't create another, that's it. I remember part of my review, it was saying it was a good movie, but why so many penises and breasts, but no vaginas? Haha. Like if you've seen the movie, you'll know what I mean. The girls are supposed to be nude because it's a nude beach, but they are all topless. And it goes to the guys, and they are all COMPLETELY nude. I mean it's a good movie but come on. And they deleted my review. It's an R rated movie so I can't make a PG 14 review? Fk off Netflix. I mean maybe someone reported it, and it just got deleted automatically but still...

What do you think?

How fast should I go in the test? I've done my G1 Drivers test, so now I'd be doing my G2 Drivers test to get my G license. You have to drive on the highway? But most people go 120 km/h, so should I stay at 100 or go with the flow of traffic? I'm thinking of just going with the flow, trying not to go over 100 but if I'm impeding traffic, I will go over to be safe.

Second question, am I allowed to record it? I have a dashcam and I'd like to record it.