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Ok, I know no-one can truly tell me online without knowing me but here we go.

I find it sooooo difficult to talk to people I don't talk to much, I literally stutter and avoid conversations. If a teacher asks me a question in class I am so scared to answer in case I get it wrong and everyone judges me (Even though I KNOW they wouldn't .....) Before asking a question I prepare the question in my head several times to make it 'good' and feel nervous that people will find it funny. I am really self conscious and feel everone talks about me all the time and basically feel panicky in normal situations in case I 'Do or say something wrong' I feel the need to please people so they wont judge me.

BUT HERE IS THE WEIRD PART!!!!

I do drama. If I am playing a character I am not shy or awkward at all but if it's me I cannot speak unless I am competly comfortable with that person. If it's no character and I have to read something I worry about it before and just practise it sooo many times and I can feel my heart going faster.

I havn't explained everything but I don't want this to be too long.

Thankyou if you answer.

I have posted questions about this before and It's a long story so I will try and keep it short.

I am in a small friendship group and am not popular at all but one of my other friends has another friendship group with all the popular girls. I was fine with this and even when a popular il had a huge party and didn't invit me I was fine, my friend started making it a big deal so I did the friend thing and let her moan about her other friends. However when I mentioned it she would half shout 'OMG let it go' Since then she has started about 3-4 rumours about me, told my crush I like him (adding on a rumour where I was insanely in love with him ....' and basically makes fun of me behind my back with her other friends (which is most of the yeargroup) Thing is, when I try and put it into words like this I sound lame and I even said 'Shes not even doing anything, I'm just overeacting' but one of my guy friends replied with 'wake up shes technicly bullying you' soo questions are

1. What do I do?

2. Is it Bullying?

3. Is there a way to stop rumours?

4. Is there a way to get my reputation back

** ps. Sounds like I hink I deserve it but I was thinking about going for head girl this year but they are voted by classmates, I know I should hav as much chance as everyone else but this is making me re-think going in for it because everyone hates me and there is no point.

ok so one of my friends became friends with me after she drifted away from her other friends and basically her other friends hate me for it. That I can live with but suddenly she has gone back to them and told them everythinggg I told her (including my crush) so she is ignoring me and told my crush I like them and I feel my secrets are never safe. Also she made up a rumour about me (long story) . So she is a fake friend right? Do I talk to her or let her go? Also advice on dealing with life when a rumour about you is circling? Thankyou :)

I would like to gossip about crushes with my friends but they never talk about it. I told them my crush but they don't seem bothered even though I want some advice on how to not be awkward around him. I was wondering if anyone talks to their friends about boys. Also if you look at my last question about my crush please can you answer it.

I'm 14 and about to pick my GCSE options. I am definatly certain I want to work backstage in media (I don't know if I want to be producer, directer, scriptwriter, makeup or props) I know it's a competitive industry but I know it's what I want to do. Our school doesn't offer media. I am wanting to take Drama, History and French (We have to do RE). Do you think these are good choices?

I have a friend we will call 'A' and we have been best friends for ages. Recently we started a new sport in school which is one of the sports i'm slightly better at than other sports. Our teacher tried to set us against partners with simalar ability and i was higher down the line than my friends (I'm not trying to sound big headed) anyway I saw her talking to another friend we will call 'B' and looking over to me. 'B' later told me 'A' said I thought I was better than everyone else and a few other stuff thats not bad but I can't help thinking she is talking aout me.