Hayzel

Everytime I touch a rose quartz it turns white.

Everytime I hold one I feel like I've hurt it and I always say sorry to them afterwards. Well usually it takes a few seconds for the quartz to turn white but this time it turned instantly white when I only moved it.

The worst was when I touched a friends rose quartz giant rock and I got distracted by her and ended up holding it for a while, I started to grab it super tight to the point that my own fingers where white and I started hurting myself (I still couldnt let go, it was like i was locked on to it) and she even had to rip it from my hand. She gave me a incense stick and I burned it that night and felt better, she told me her quartz hasnt been the same since, never regaining its pink colour.

I also touched my sisters egg for a few seconds and where I touched had turned white and it's still like that.

Everytime I touch the quartz I seem to hurt it, or what i can only see as hurting it and it makes me so sad and i feel so guilty.

Sounds stupid but it's real haha.

Ok im not single but theres a guy with a girlfriend (she is so beautiful) and well before he even had girlfriends well i did have a small crush on him (because he is hot) and lately for about the past month to a month and a half he has been non stop looking at me. Its kinda scary because when ever we have a class together or have to sit near each other i feel freaked out because hes always looking, he only looks away after i look at him but he wont turn and look away right away he looks straight at me in the eyes with his mouth open a bit for a little while then he looks away and i turn away then he starts looking again. And i dont know why he is looking!!!! I mean im pretty but not as pretty as his girlfriend. But he just keeps looking at me rarely blinking or anything just breathing sometimes i can hear it because i have to sit really close or next to him (assembly or year meetings sometimes class when the class is studying in a group) ... The question i like to ask is WHY IS HE LOOKING AT ME CONSTANTLY EVEN WHEN HE IS WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND AND THEY ARE HUGGING HIS EYES ARE ON ME AND ITS FRICKEN SCARY.

By the way i know hes looking at me i usually dont have people next to me i have a very small group of friends and they are in other classes and years so usually im all alone so i know hes looking at me. And gaaaaaah its scarying me and i hate it im not use to people noticing me or looking at me so i can tell when someone does. Its scary.

Im looking for middle names and first names. I want to know nice sweet girl and boy names from different countries. From asian names to indian names to english names to european and russian names please help?

My fiancé loves cars and constantly fixes them and talks about them and he knows everything on cars. He was born and breed to be a mechanic and all he does is cars... And me... But mostly cars he is constantly under cars and its quite annoying be cause i try to text him but hes always under cars and well he has been talked i to studying aged care.... And he's already 20 and all he is is an apprenticeship from being a mechanic but a government organisation talked him into aged care. And well he wont be good at it, plus his hands were built to work in trades And i don't know how to tell him just to get An apprenticeship but he wont listen to me and it is very frustrating.

In our relationship (which it short since may) he's has fixed and rebuilt around 20 different cars mine and my parents not included (5) but he's not going to follow something he constantly talks about and the reason i fell i love with him about because he wanted to do what he lovednow he wont.

I was in my fiancés room because my pants got car grease on them so I was putting on his pants and when I was there I found a used condom and the packet next to his bed...... I live in Blackheath he lives in Glenbrook, he is under house arrest (blamed for something his friends did, not him himself) and he is a home till 12 alone in his house....... what should I think about all this.....