Alex

I like a friend of mine and have for about 2 years or so. We are not super close but I have been to his house a lot in the past year because I babysit his nephew sometimes and I'm also very close with his mom and his sisters. Whenever he sees me there he doesn't usually say anything to me except hello once in awhile. When he goes to my house (which isn't often) he talks to me a lot and even plays around with me. For example the last time he came over some friends and I were drinking, we had just started actually, and when I went in the kitchen to get a second drink he followed me and put cinnamon candy into my drink and when I acted as if I were mad he just laughed and kept poking fun at me. What the heck does this mean? Anything besides that we are friends? I don't know if I'm making it more than it is or what so if anyone can help me please answer I am so confused. Thanks.

I'll never forget that moment when the world stood still and nothing mattered a part from you and me. The curves of the bumpy pavement no longer being splashed by the rain coming from above.All was silent and nothing heard besides the piercing wind barking madly into a howl. Your face lit up like a torch in the night sky as you danced all around me making my body tingle,heart pound,blood racing faster than light itself. All ability to speak was lost to me all I could do was watch you watching me and in that moment I realized You set me free.

Well I started talking to this guy about a year ago and it was going great we would go out and have a good time and call each other sometimes. Recently when I call him we'll talk for a couple min. but he seems distant and he always asks if I can call him back and then when I do he either doesn't answer or tells me to call back again. Also if I don't get out of the house for a day or something like that he acts like I've committed a crime and that I need to go out. Then when I tell him I went out with friends(girls and not out as in club or anything) he automatically assumes I was out looking for a date so then he's mad that I got out of the house.Should I be worried? Why is he acting that way?

Well I was starting to date this guy about three years ago and yes I know that was a long time ago and I should be over it but I'm not and I'm a loser for it but that's why I wanted to know something. Why is it that after three years I still can't seem to let go?I mean you'd think I would have by now and at one point I thought I had. I starting dating again and went through many more break ups after this one but I keep going back to this particular break up. At the end of it he had complained that we didn't know each other as well as we should of but that was only because he never let me in and he never tried to get to know me any better than he already did.I should be over him I mean he told me that I never cared for him even though I did and that I was too good for him knowing I wasn't and that he never cared about me.I had gotten into fights with friends at school because they didn't know why I stressed over him and they thought I was stupid for going out with someone who was younger than me(by a year) and that I let him affect me.I stood up for him and he ended up breaking me into pieces. So all I want to know is why is it I can't let go and why did he do this to me?

Well I'm just interested in what different things scare people and why they themselves believe the reason is their so scared of it. Maybe it brings back bad memories or you don't like how it looks. Like for instance me I'm scared of puppets ,clowns, and spiders and I think I'm scared of puppets is because they make me feel like I'm being watched all the time and that thought scares me. I'm scared of clowns becuase I had a bad experience at a circus with a clown and spiders because I don't quite understand them and because of all their legs I beleive.

Whis is it that some guys (now I know not all of them but a lot of them) think its ok to be a total jerk for no reason other than the simple fact that they can? Is it fun or somethig? Really I want to now so if you have any idea why this is ok plz tell me. Thank you