Knelie

So, long story short. Me and my bf had a conversation the other day talking about things we would like to try in bed but haven't. He said he would like to watch me go down on another girl and vice versa, and have sex with me while she sits on my face.

I used to watch porn and got really turned on by watching girl on girl, and for a while wanted to try hooking up with a girl myself.

When I entered a relationship, I found out I don't really feel comfortable watching porn while in a monogamous relationship.

My boyfriend had a profile on a porn site with a naked photo of himself, and we had a huge fight because well.. I am not okay with him watching porn, or having that photo up for anyone to see. I asked if he would be upset if the tables were turned, and he said he thought it would be kind of hot. So :/ I don't know.

I have always wanted to try things with another girl, but when I think about bringing him into it -even if he didn't touch her, she didn't touch him, it was only me & her and me &I him touching- I get really jealous. When I think of him watching porn my heart sinks and I just feel so upset and worthless.

I am not sure if this is something I should try with my bf - I am scared if I do it will ruin our relationship since I have a tiny bit of trust issues and a lot of self esteem issues.

Opinions??

Long story short. Me and my bold have had a turbulent history. But now, the past is the past. He's completely changed (in a good way) to be with me, I'm so incredibly in love. There's just that thing about him, I've never felt with anyone else, he just gets me, loves me unconditionally. The only thing is my mental illness is ruining it. To make it short and sweet, when we first got involved 1 year & 1/2 ago (were friends a year & 1/2 before that) he had just broken up with his ex of 3 years. He was still hung up on her, but after a while realized I was the one for him and came back. Now my paranoia is telling me constantly not to trust him and that he's cheating on me, when in fact he's not. I've accused him so many times and he holds me while I cry and apologize after realizing I've just had an episode. (He's not a liar- I do extensive research lol. It's my paranoia.) anyways, now he's started to mention getting a place together, kids, getting a dog, etc talking really far down the road which is a dream come true he's my everything & so perfect for me. But my mental illness is starting to put thoughts in my head like, "he's your first long term relationship, are you sure you love him? Do you even know what love really is? Maybe you should go play the field so you know what love is because I don't think you do Megan you're naive" but at the same time I feel like if I ever left him, I know I would never find someone like him he is so unique in every way.

I am 8 weeks pregnant, and my boyfriend and I have decided to terminate the pregnancy. We are not emotionally or financially ready yet, and in all honesty having a child right now would ruin any hopes or dreams I have aspired to for my career and just life in general.

I have come into a sticky situation. I do not want anyone but my boyfriend to know, just simply because I am a very private person and this is a very private matter. I know I would be judged by my immediate family (unfortunately), and would rather not share that info with them.

Well, I am going to need at least 3 days off work. I booked the appointment for Thursday, so really only 2 days and the weekend. Tricky part is my mother also happens to be my boss. So if I had her a letter that says "Medical procedure" shes going to be grilling me asking whats wrong. She already found out about my ultrasound appointment, and so far I've been telling her (I've been having problems with my stomach for the last year or so) that I am going to the doctors for my stomach, and the ultra sound was because they wanted to check for a hernia or a cyst.

It sounds awful I know, but for my own well being (I am not emotionally stable right now and this is a very hard and stressful decision to make - I do not need my family attacking me about this) I need to figure out some type of medical procedure that I can use to cover up my abortion appointment. Something preferably to do with my stomach, but nothing too extreme.

This is a fairly upsetting topi for me, but I desperately need advice.

I'm 99% sure my boyfriend is horribly depressed. We met two years ago, and almost a year ago we started dating. He's had an extremely difficult and complicated upbringing (alcoholic father, grandparents/aunties/uncles/cousins addicted to drugs, been evicted from homes, had to be out on his own when he was 15)

He has repeatedly told me he feels like nothing is worth it, everything is pointless, everything he does good or bad he regrets. He doesn't feel satisfied in anything he does. Some days are worse than others, but he's been like this since I met him.

I try not to let it affect my feelings, but it is hard when I give him 110% of my love and he still feels so empty. It hurts my feelings a bit and it makes me feel like he doesn't have the capacity to love me like I love him.

I want to help him, I want to make him see the bright side of life, understand how amazing he is, etc. I tell him these things on a regular basis, not because I just wanna cheer him up but because I truly do mean those things and I want him to know how special he is to me.

He tells me he loves me, and I believe him, and he gets upset because he says I do make him happy, but only as happy as he is capable of being. He says he wants to feel happy, and he wants to get excited about things, but he just can't no matter what he does he can't get rid of this feeling. (He has been suicidal in the past..)

I need help :(

I have tried looking it up online to no avail.

He has had a rough childhood (army brat, partially abusive Dad), and recently went through a break up with what he considers to be the love of his life (who happens to be my best childhood friend - keep in mind he is 17). He keeps going on and on about how he will never find love again, and she was the one (although they only dated for 3 months) and it's eating him alive. I've consistently been there telling him there is so many people for him to meet, and so much life for him to live yet, and he is just stuck in this rut.

He told me he keeps having a dream about a firing squad shooting members of his family, and friends (me included) and he has no idea what this could mean.

Both of us believe in bad/good spirits and the like, if that has any relevance to how whomever is answering this interprets the dream.

Please, someone help me. I just want to help my dear friend.

Alright. So I know this situation is very cliché, but at the same time it's very unique and complicated. I would really appreciate some advice.

I met my friend (we'll call him T), about 8 months ago, around the middle of August. Me and my best friend (we're gunna call her C) were introduced to T through our mutual friend, because she wanted to set up T & C. Me, being the good wing woman that I am, would hangout with T & C all the time! T lives with his uhmm.. kind of friend R. At first C did like T, but then after a bit she decided she liked him as just a friend.

Because we would all hangout so often, the four of us became inseparable. Me & C stayed at (this is our nickname for them) TR's house literally every single weekend for about (give or take) 3 or 4 months? I recently graduated so I was working full time, but TR are in grade 12, and C is in grade 11. But nearly everyday after work I would go hangout with TR as well.

Things kind of got different around September though. One night we were at TR's house with our mutual friend Calvin, and it was Sunday night. We were all really bored so we had a couple of drinks, but then C got way to drunk and it was just a disaster. Once we got her taken care of we continued to stay up, and me & T were being very flirty.. I had been sort of crushing on him for a little bit, and Calvin would constantly ask us when we were going to date, stupid questions like that. Anyways, at the end of the night me and Calvin and T all slept in T's

I want to buy an SH009, and I want to use it for my cell phone in Canada to communicate with not only my friends here in Canada, but my friends back in Japan as well.

I know very little about the technical things about this, such as having the phone unlocked, making sure it's Quad band & GSM. I'm not really sure what any of these mean/are though...

As far as paying to get the phone unlocked at Roger's or something, that's not an issue for me, I'm willing to pay.

But if someone could please help me out A.S.A.P, that would be fantastic!

Thanks so much!!

I want to get a new laptop soon, cause the one I have now is crapping out on me. I have 75$ worth of gift cards to Future Shop/Best Buy, so I would like to get one from there.

I am looking for a Laptop that will have the best support for what I want;

I usually store a ton of music & pictures & videos on my computer.

I watch a lot of videos online.

So, I would like to have something with a good memory, but I also don't want an enormous laptop either. I want a decent sized one.

Also, I would like a built in webcam, because I am going to Japan soon and would like to Skype with family back home.

And a laptop with a really good display & speakers, since I mainly watch videos & listen to music.

Also! Preferably HP Laptops, they're my favorite.

Color doesn't matter to me...as long as it works.

So, basically the just of it is; whenever I see a girl that is...hmm...I don't mean to be rude, but "butch" I guess, I mean, the more...manly looking women I guess? But, ones that are obviously lesbians, or bi.

Anyways, whenever I see a girl that looks like this, I debate in my head about whether or not I would date her. Most of the times, its yes.

And I know I like guys, thats without a doubt....but now I'm seriously wondering if I am bi-sexual? I've never kissed anyone before in my life, so I don't know how that feels, and I've never had a REAL boyfriend before, so I'm not sure what thats like.

And I'm also wondering, if maybe its just because these girls look like guys I like them?

Or maybe I'm bi-sexual and those are the types of girls I like?

Not sure...if anyone could enlighten me, and just give your opinion it would help me SO much.

By the way, I am a 15 year old girl.

I know there is thing's like deviantART, (which I have an account for), and I was just wondering if anyone new of a facebook-type website, but for people who like anime? I mean, I would post stuff on my Facebook, but I'd get teased. (and please don't feed me that bs about what other people think doesn't matter/effect you................it does.)

Because, there are alot of pictures I would like to post up that are pretty funny/cute/sexy/etc, but if I did that on DA I'd get bitched out by little whiner's who like to post link's claiming I'm trying to steal art by a screen shot :/

ANYWAYS, getting off topic here. Anyone know anything?

I'd really help me out!!! :D

When Naruto has just learnt of Jiraiya's death, and he is walking out the door, saying he "will avenge Jiraiya-sensei", what song is playing? I really love it, and I heard it near the end of Episode 155, when Naruto is reading Jiraiya's book that Pa gave him.

Also, in Episode 153, at about 6:30 into the episode, Naruto has another flashback about Jiraiya. What song is playing then?

AND, the last one, also in 153, Tsunade has a flashback about Jiraiya as well, about 10 minutes into the episode.

Can anyone help? Or, are these song's going to be on the third OST?

Thank-you SO much, to whoever can help me out :D

How do you say it like the girls in anime say it??

Haha, like do you get what I'm saying?

Like, when they put a lot of oopfh into it & adoration I guess? Like when they something's cute, they don't say "kawaii." They say like "KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" hahahahaha. Get what I mean?

Can someone please help me??

Mine, personally is the Twilight Princess Link, cause he's sooooooooooooo hot! :D haha *drools*

Which is yours?? And, why?

I am making a picture slideshow for YouTube, of Zelda X Link.

Which song is better?

Beside You - Mariannas Trench

OR

She's So High Above Me - Tal Bachman (it's that one that goes: she's so HiIiigh, high above me, she's so lovely lol)

Please, pick which one you think would be better, I'm stumped!

Ok, so I have a cell phone (LG Rumor, to be specific), and I bought a ringtone from President's Choice Mobile. It was "If My Heart Was A House - Owl City". I payed, I think 3.75 or 4.75 (Canadian) for this ringtone. But, I never got it. Whenever I get sent a link for a ringtone on my phone, I can never go to it, it just sends me to this thing called "Self-Serve" and all it has is the Presidents Choice Logo on it. Also, on my Left Soft Key on my cellphone, there is supposed to "Messenging" there, like all other LG Rumours. Instead, there is a button that sends me to "Self-Serve". I have absoloutly NO CLUE what it does, or means. Could someone please, please, PLEASE help me?!

Ok, right now I am watching the 3rd Naruto Shippuden movie (Inheritors of The Will Of Fire) and Kakashi is at the memorial stone, and he said "I'm sorry Obito, Rin. I couldn't keep my promise to you; I couldn't protect you."

WTF?! Is Rin dead?! I thought she was alive....didn't she appear in episode 80 (I think) of Naruto??