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I am not the type to fall in love easily; that takes a long while - I have to trust the person and be comfortable with them. It totally depends on the person's personality and how much I'm attracted to them.

I've been attracted to both guys and girls. Though, generally, I favor guys. However, I've liked a couple of girls as well - They were far less than the guys I've been attracted to.

So, I was wondering if anyone had a label to it. I'm not keen of labeling for the sake of labeling, but I want to understand myself more.

Thanks! x

Can my activity be monitored? Say, I'd be using an application, whatever it may be. Could someone monitor my activities on a certain application? How does it work exactly? Can they monitor my screen? I don't know if whatever I'm saying is making sense, lmao. If it's not obvious, I'm not very techs-savvy.

Please, if you've experienced this, I'd like you to talk about it.

My DP/DR situation was constant since last year. I'm overly fed up with how things are going. It's just too much and I want it gone. I don't feel things to their full extent, and I lack motivation. I'm trying to care for those whom I love, I forget easily. I look back at memories as though they were dreams. The way I feel is just 50% of everything. I want more! More of everything, and more of me. I feel like I'm a lot less than I was. My brain is just sluggish, tired, and slower than before. I'm afraid that this will never go away. Days are passing me by and I just close my eyes and I feel like I'm a year younger. I've been having this for 2 years. I have dreams and expectations mostly of me in the future. I want to be a surgeon, I've to be alert. I want myself back.. I'm only 14, I'm not supposed to be feeling this way. I think I was bipolar or something; I used to be overly energetic, sleep for 3 hours and stay awake through the whole day: alert, fast, and energetic. Sleep was good for me; it used to be satisfying. Now? I feel no energy WHATSOEVER. Sleep doesn't do anything. This sucks. When I feel enjoyment I can't fully experience the feeling. I'm just stuck where I was a year ago, and it just sucks to be stuck where I can't do anything about it except for trying to find answers.

By the way, at the beginning DP/DR was episodic. After many episdoes, it becomes a constant feeling. Get checked before it becomes serious.

Thank you

Okay, so, I'm a teenager as the question states. Okay, my problem is:

I don't know what I like anymore. I heard that it is a teenage thing and whatever, but still it is unbearable. I'm liking things for a period, then disliking them. On and off this thing goes on, and it's very annoying! Also, I've became more self-aware. I'm less confident, I don't know what's that all about, but I'm not trusting myself like before. My mood swings are terrible. It's hard to pin down what I'm feeling because it's more like empty?

My answer to everything related to who I am is I don't know. I'm trying to find myself, but how do I do that when I keep liking and disliking things?

Thankkkyouuu ;*♥

Today, I've been having a little.. "Dizziness periods" where I'd suddenly feel my head spinning. Feeling light-headed, hot from the inside, cold from the outside, and weak. And, it just went on and off. I ate, and then things got good.

Then when I came home, I lied down staring at my laptop screen, and things were Ok till I stood up; felt the dizziness again with the same symptoms.

Also, if it was any help, I drank redbull and half a cup of coffee ;o And my school nurse checked my blood pressure, which was good.

Should I be concerned or is the cause or effect very low risk, or is it totally ok?

Thanks, <3

Okay, so, there's this person.. Who's totally badass in our school :O Let's say the first encounter with that person totally.. umm, I glared. We never talked, never. When the person passes by we never look at each other or something :O ! Anyways, so, today:

This person stared twice.. Not just any stare, a stare that says "I wanna tell you something." :| But, that person and I don't have anything to talk about, and we're so different and all. What do you think that means? :| I'm totally wondering wtf do that person wants.

Any suggestions? :O AND SO SORRY FOR WASTING YOUR TIME! :$$

For the past 6 months or so, I've been feeling and thinking off. I feel empty inside, like seriously no feelings. I don't care, I don't give shitt. I've been thinking less than before, having no satisfying sleep, and failing to have energy.

It's like I'm dead. No energy, no former-thinking, no feelings?

Which lead me to think that I'm bipolar since every symptom I read was how I feel, except for suicide.. I don't want to die.

Anyways, and like, rarely, I'd get these moments where I feel like my brain just shut-off, and I can feel like my brain is just reacting without thinking whatsoever.

I feel dead.

If you can help me, I'd be happy.

I truly appreciate that you read this, thank you<3

So, I've already posted a similar question, but this is different:

See, I've been having sleeping problems - Not getting fully-rested after sleeping, eye pain when I look around or up, waking up with some headache ( The pain is above and between the eyebrows and on the sides of my head) , feeling tired, not concentrating well and forgetting stuff that I usually don't.

After having these problems, slowly, my energy lessens even more - So, I go and take a restless nap.

But, today, I woke up and had the same symptoms, but with nose pain - Which I didn't recognize until later; when I was so annoyed I started massaging my head and I donno why my nose - It felt good.

Then, I went to tell my dad, and I got emotional when he kept saying that I could control it - he does not understand. I felt like crying so bad; which this is a silly reason to cry on! So, I cried. After a couple of minutes, I felt a little better. Headache, eye pain, nose pain, and energy-loss lessened.

That is weird.

I'm trying to get hold of my sleeping pattern, but I don't know how. Since either my brain sleeps for a long time or a short one, both leading to the same result : Not sleeping well.

How do I get a fully-resting sleep, and control my sleeping pattern?

THANKS!! LOTS <3

Ok, so, I am 13 :D And, I seriously HATE not knowing who I am, or what I want!

It feels like I'm lost, and I hate saying "I don't know," about myself.. :/

I am always trying to find who I am, and to evolve myself :/ But, I just take Quizzes from "Blogthings" (Which is an AWESOME site, btw) xDD to find out a little about myself, but it just doesn't help. I tried color quizzes xDD And, so on xD

So, tell me, what was your first step of how you knew who you are, or how did you realize who you are/What you want? :D

Thank youuu! ;)

OK, so, I'm one of these people that likes to draw, but doesn't know how to.

I always ruin the body because it doesn't match the head, then, it all looks deformed.

Plus, I have got this thing.. I try to better up the hands, but I just suck at drawing them!!

Plus, I don't know how to draw feet and high heels xDD

Have you got any tips? Or sites?

Why, thank you ;) !

Like, seriously! It makes me feel unsafe, scared, lonely, sad. . actually hopeless.. IT MAKES ME feel like I'm about to die!!!! Plus, makes me feel like I'm too hopeless to cry :/ Reminds me of ghosts, too!

I know it's weird, but here you go: ( You can close your eyes, and put the headphones on )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1BR1ZGFuuJc

What does it Make you Feel?

Every night, I go to the bed sleepy, and .. sleep xD

But, when I wake up I don't feel like I had a good rest. Then, I go back to sleep, again. Then, wake up again but not fully rested.

HOW CAN I REST WELL? ;( !!

I want to talk confidently when I'm nervous or uncomfortable. It is REALLY annoying when I start stuttering and getting anxious.. Help? :P

How? :P

I hate my mom.

In other words, I just can't stand that she thinks bad things about me just because I've a done a long-gone-guilty-of wrong.

I don't like that she keeps telling my sister about her bad thoughts.

I used to have problems with my mom when I was younger.

I used to need attention and have loads and loads of anger and sadness. - I think I was in depression.

These feelings are coming back in small amounts!

I changed this year very much. I "Defeated" those feelings, and became OK with her.

But mom is bringing them back!

How CAN I prove that I am not as wrong as she thinks?

She technically thinks that I am a biotchii ( * * * * * * ) !

Thanks in advance :D

Ok, so, eh, every two days or somethin, I notice that my cheeks change, like they get fatter or thinner!

Why does the weight's changes appear most on my face? :O

Mom says you're growing up, and stuff.. but, Why does it?!

Thanks! :D

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