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I am sorry this is sooo long, but I would like a good answer.

I am 18 and he is 23, I have known him since I was 12 and I fell in love with him when I was 14 and since then he is been the only one I can see myself with. He was a family friend and he moved in with us when I was 12. When I was 16 I gave him a ******** for the first time, he was the first person who I ever gave a ******* to and who had ever touched my boobs and still is, although we have never had sex, I am still a virgin. He still does sexual things with me though. We have been through everything together and people used to comment on how it looked like we were dating when we were around each other. He moved out when I was 16 to his mom's house because he was offered a really good job. Ever since then I see him a lot less than I used to, but we still start up conversations where we left off, he sleeps in the same bed as me when he stays the night with us, he stands up for me, he picks on me and lets me pick back, he has faith in me, and he talks about how I am going to support us when I get older- in kidding sort of way of course. I love him so much..

But, somethings he does makes me wonder if he just uses me because he doesn't text me back all the time, I chat with him on fb and sometimes he doesn't reply-although that could be his phone, idk. And he when I ask him if he misses me when he is around, he says no. :( He has also called me pretty bad names too but just kidding and sometimes being serious too. Idk if it is because we are so comfortable around eachother or if it is because he just doesn't like me.. He has had some girlfriends since I have known him too.

He was in a relationship before he moved in with us, and I think it still affected and affects him. He used to see the girl too every once in a while although I do not know how much he sees her now, he chased her for like a year, they dated for 9 months and he loved her he says. He told me when I was 15 that "Love broke him". My step dad has known him since he was a small child, he said that it affected him really bad when the girl broke up with him.. Do you think that this has something to do with it?

Another thing is that I am a bigger person but I am really pretty and he is really cute and skinny and a lot people chase him, do you think that has something to do with it? Maybe I am just thinking about this too hard.. Idk.

Not too long ago I sent him a text and it said, Me-" Any answer is okay with me, but you only think of me as someone you mess around with right? Nothin else?" Him-"Oh no! You are doing this to me too?" Me-"What do you mean? It's just a question idc what the answer is.. I'm not like every other girl. Him-"The answer is yes as of now." I don't understand what he means by this.

He and I have had a lot of good memories and a lot of romantic memories too. He tells me EVERYTHING and I do the same to him. I also thought that maybe he was scared as to what my parents would think too since they trust him and everything.. I don't know.. I just want him in my life so bad.. I don't know. Well, let me know what you think about all this and the text please. :) Honest answers.

I am a new singer and I was wondering if you guys could help me figure out if this is what is right for me. I love to sing but if I am no good, then I don't want to pursue this dream. This is my channel, listen please and tell me what you think! If you do like it, then please share it, I want to sing for a living! Thanks so much! :) http://www.youtube.com/user/SuperY16?blend=10&ob=5

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDQIMUdzqu8

Okay, that is a link to some girl on youtube, I think she sings pretty good, but some of my other friends think she isnt all that good.. Am I crazy? The reason it matters so much to me is because I wanna see if she will come out and sing for my birthday because I cant really offord something too expensive.. lol. Well, please answer..

Okay, so I started liking this guy in 8th grade, I'm now a junior and I am in love with him.. We have never dated and he is also 5 years older than me. He is pretty close to our family so he lived with us ever since I was in 7th grade. He helped out with our family owned buisness and after work, I would ride home with him. One night it was snowing pretty hard and we started plaing in the snow, we also would sit in the car for an hour and talk.. He makes me laugh and gives me butterflies even to this day just thinking about him. Anyways, he got layed off from work and found a new job about an hour away and moved out. He still came over alot and I seen him often.. I always thought he liked me, and like I said, I eventually fell in love with him. towards February of 2009, we started getting closer and he would touch me and I loved the thought of us getting closer and closer. He told me his secrets and I told him mine. There was nothing we didnt know about eachother and whenever he was around we were always together. He was also very protective. Well, this past July he moved back in for a couple of months ad he slept in my bed with me. Eventually I started doing things to him orally, and he was the first person I've ever been intimate with, although I know he has had sex. One night we were laying in bed and he told me that I needed to find a bf, I thought he was hinting at himself as the one, then he said that I needed to detach myself from him. I was so disappointed I didnt even eat for days. Although he said this, we still were intimate although we never had sex. Eventually he moved back out. I was beginning to think it was because im only 17 and he is obviously an adult, but now he is dating a senior in high school, although im not sure her age. He checks my myspace statuses at least TWICE a day still and we arent even friends on there. He teases me and lets me tease back, he is the funniest man in the world and I love him. We still text off and on. He acts like he doesnt care about me when Im around but I know he does, wheather its a gf kind of care, or a sister kind of care bc he worries about me and when im not around, he talks about me. I just dont understand why he would check my myspace everyday to see what im doing, want to know who im talking to, and still look at me in a sort of a way nobody else on this Earth can do.. I think he loves me but is just scared to admit it. He also brings back old memories all the time about the fun things we do, and he sticks up for me, no matter what.. I just cant stop loving him, and trust me, I've tried. thanks and sorry its sooo long! :(

Okay, so I started liking this guy in 8th grade, I'm now a junior and I am in love with him.. We have never dated and he is also 5 years older than me. He is pretty close to our family so he lived with us ever since I was in 7th grade. He helped out with our family owned buisness and after work, I would ride home with him. One night it was snowing pretty hard and we started plaing in the snow, we also would sit in the car for an hour and talk.. He makes me laugh and gives me butterflies even to this day just thinking about him. Anyways, he got layed off from work and found a new job about an hour away and moved out. He still came over alot and I seen him often.. I always thought he liked me, and like I said, I eventually fell in love with him. towards February of 2009, we started getting closer and he would touch me and I loved the thought of us getting closer and closer. He told me his secrets and I told him mine. There was nothing we didnt know about eachother and whenever he was around we were always together. He was also very protective. Well, this past July he moved back in for a couple of months ad he slept in my bed with me. Eventually I started doing things to him orally, and he was the first person I've ever been intimate with, although I know he has had sex. One night we were laying in bed and he told me that I needed to find a bf, I thought he was hinting at himself as the one, then he said that I needed to detach myself from him. I was so disappointed I didnt even eat for days. Although he said this, we still were intimate although we never had sex. Eventually he moved back out. I was beginning to think it was because im only 17 and he is obviously an adult, but now he is dating a senior in high school, although im not sure her age. He checks my myspace statuses at least TWICE a day still and we arent even friends on there. He teases me and lets me tease back, he is the funniest man in the world and I love him. We still text off and on. He acts like he doesnt care about me when Im around but I know he does, wheather its a gf kind of care, or a sister kind of care bc he worries about me and when im not around, he talks about me. I just dont understand why he would check my myspace everyday to see what im doing, want to know who im talking to, and still look at me in a sort of a way nobody else on this Earth can do.. I think he loves me but is just scared to admit it. He also brings back old memories all the time about the fun things we do, and he sticks up for me, no matter what.. I just cant stop loving him, and trust me, I've tried. thanks and sorry its sooo long! :(