Ben

I'm 15. Ever since I've started high school I have felt this way. Each day I go to school and then come home and not really do anything. I do play hockey but that is only about once a week. After school I just hang out and play video games or something. I hate it. When I was younger my brother and I used to hang out a lot and stuff. But last year he was too busy to have much time for me, and this year he is gone at university. Anyways, I just never have fun or am excited or look forward to anything. My life is so boring. It feels like I'm always just wasting time and waiting for the day to be over so I can repeat the same day over and over again. I'm also losing motivation for school, right when grades are beginning to actually matter. I don't really know what I'm asking here, but could I just have some suggestions on what I could do? I think I have some social anxiety and stuff. Don't worry, I do have some friends and sometimes hang out with them outside of school but it's still not that fun because we don't necessarily have the exact same interests. I'm just so sick of feeling this way. Thanks for any thoughtful answers, I really appreciate it.