Baby<3Britt

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My guy friend, we haven't talked in the last few days. He hasn't been online in the last few days. He hasn't texted/called me since I've been gone on vacation and tonight I tried calling him, but it went straight to voice mail. It's unusual for his phone to be dead, which I'm assuming it is..

I don't know what to do, I can't help but fear the worst.

There's no way I can contact him or go see if he's okay because he's stationed in Texas and I'm in Kentucky.

What should I do to calm myself down?

My current exes name is Daniel aka Douche (:

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And who's your least favorite?

I just found out my ex cheated on me.

I think I should be sad, but I actually find it quite amusing?

Oh well, lol.

Tell your stories please [=

Kentucky?

When eating at a restaurant, do you tip?

If you and 3 family members are eating, how much do you leave for a tip?

is it good?

favorite thing to order?

would you set up a fake myspace account and flirt with them to see what they'd do/say back?

I feel stupid for admitting this, but I've NEVER french kissed.

I've had opportunities, but I turn everyone down because I'm scared I'm going to be horrible at it..

I felt like I should have done it like, 5 years ago.

Is it really this big of a deal or am I over thinking it?

I'm 18, and I have a part time job.

I buy all my clothes and shoes.

I have trouble keeping them though, because my grown sisters wear them.

They're 27 and 30, squeezing into my clothes and constantly wearing my shoes.

The 27 year old only has a part time job and the 30 year old doesn't have a job at all.

They're both still living at home.

I also bought the laptop I'm typing on right now, and they're ALWAYS on it.

Now, due to everyone using it so much, it's starting to get slower and not work as well.

What should I do about this?

I don't want to be mean, but I'm tired of working to support myself and then have all the things I work for ruined/lost by others.

When you run out of toilet paper?

Ha, this is a serious question.

I've always wondered this d=

Okay, well, I'm talking to a basketball player that plays college ball at a VERY well known college..

He's going to be a freshman, and he's ranked high on Rivals..

He could possibly play in the NBA one day, possibly in the next 2 years..

He likes me and I like him, but I've got trust issues.

He was dating some other chick and asked me to be his, "girl on the side or his girlfriend #2"

I don't know what to do though, should I date him or not?

He's going to be at college while I'm still a senior in high school..

Should I go with my head or go with my heart?

I burn my hand once, while playing with fire.

I burn my hand again, cuz it still has desire.

I burn my hand a third time, this time cuz I'm weak.

I keep reaching for the flame even though it burns so deep.

I keep reaching for the fire, even though it just get's hotter.

People try to move my hand, but the desire they cannot bother.

The fire just keeps growing, and the pain turns unreal.

His fire keeps on burning, but I keep loving him still.

His fire draws me forward, just to burn my heart.

The fire wasn't dangerous when this love first got it's start.

But he added fuel to his fire, that fuel a girl I hate.

But foolishly I return to the fire, to reclaim my old seat.

So I burn my hand, while playing with fire.

For the knowledge of a girl, is overtaken by desire.

I burn my hand once, then do it a time or two again.

Just to distinguish something I shouldn't have let begin.

-Brittany Day [=

[plz dont take credit/steal my poems. thanks]

I burn my hand once, while playing with fire.

I burn my hand again, cuz it still has desire.

I burn my hand a third time, this time cuz I'm weak.

I keep reaching for the flame even though it burns so deep.

I keep reaching for the fire, even though it just get's hotter.

People try to move my hand, but the desire they cannot bother.

The fire just keeps growing, and the pain turns unreal.

His fire keeps on burning, but I keep loving him still.

His fire draws me forward, just to burn my heart.

The fire wasn't dangerous when this love first got it's start.

But he added fuel to his fire, that fuel a girl I hate.

But foolishly I return to the fire, to reclaim my old seat.

So I burn my hand, while playing with fire.

For the knowledge of a girl, is overtaken by desire.

I burn my hand once, then do it a time or two again.

Just to distinguish something I shouldn't have let begin.

-Brittany Day [=

[plz dont take credit/steal my poems. thanks]

Its rough, but it's SO true to my situation right now.. /=

comments would be appreciated.

I'm careless with my words, especially my thoughts. I tried to pump love, but it got stuck in clots.

Does this quote make sense?

I opened up to a guy friend of mine, thinking I could turn to him.. I told him about how my dad left my life for another woman, and I told him how badly it hurt when my dad did that to me..

When we got into an argument, my guy friend felt the need to take a stab at that..

Here's how the conversation went;

babybritt219: maybe it'll make me realize you were a waste of time and tears [=

Leroy Williams: lol maybe, u are slow after all

babybritt219: yup, i care too much for guys who dont give a **** about me

Leroy Williams: like ur dad

How do you even begin to heal a heart when you've given it to someone and they've betrayed you?

I don't want to love him anymore, I don't want to think of him anymore, I want to move on and let go.

He's got another girl who supposedly has a boyfriend on the side, and I'm still 2nd best.

How do I move on from this?

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