Anna

I have a terminal illness, not sure how can I stay longer. I have an ex and still love him till now, I know he still read my pages in some social networks. Seems we haven't move on from each other. He knows I'm not fit and having hard time to recovery, I think it's impossible :( Anyway, his birthday is coming I want to give him a birthday present [a draw] we live far away so fast and easy way is to send him a private message, but I worry he'd block me right away. Can you help me please?

So we broke up.. he's interest with a girl in his univ.. I want him to be happy, if with me he's not happy I will be sad too later. So I let him go.. It hurt, idk how can I handle this pain.He said, I'm a good person and wanted me to keep myself so.. i'm sad he left but i'm happy he's honest. Am i did it right? let him go when he's not interest in me no more? He asked me to move on, and he did it fast..I cried a lot. I miss him so much but not sure about him.. I wont hinder him to find his happiness, so I let him go, I wont be a selfish to beg him to stay, it will make him unhappy and I want him to be happy, please tell me, did i doing it right?

he act weird, never answer my call, and when I see him online, he read the text then leaves. It's clear that he avoiding me, right? But when I asked him he answered "You're not sick, right?" -_- I'm sick the way he act. It's like he hate to talk but won't let me go.. I tried to leave him but he suddenly came and made me stay -I was happy for that- and now he treated me like this.. I wont hate him, and I can't.

It's like a kid who pet a dog loves it but hates to walk with it. Then he lost the dog, he got sad and missed the dog so much. when he find the dog, he was happy but then he start hating to walk with it again.

Maybe he has hard time now and act weird, or need to be alone. How to make him explain? seems like he playing my feeling. what should I do now?

When I said I might not be around for a while he said " Really? Okay.. I'm gonna miss talking with ya, good luck". And when I asked about guy logic he seems like wanted to know so bad "Tell me, maybe I can help you to understand it" and he always said thank you to me for helping him. The last, when i ended our chat at night [i wont him to be late the next morning coz chat with me] he said 'u know about me pretty much since now :)"

does these mean he likes me? or am i bothering him?

we're close to each other, So yesterday after chat before i go to sleep i ended the chat coz i know he should go to bed too, and i wont him to be late the next morning. he said "you u know pretty much about me since now :) does that bothering him?

He and I have a lot common things, our mindset, and we understand each other very well. He said he always having fun when we're chatting, and I can make him laughs. But suddenly he left me, he didn't even say anything. He deleted me very fast. How do you guys can do that?

I do love him, I thought he knew it too, I remember he said "You're the rare person who can understand me fully! I'm glad I meet you" But now he's gone.

What is the reason he did this? Thanks in advance ^^ Have a good day!

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sekarang, aku mau nanya..

Huawei Ideos x3 itu lumayan ga ya? banyak yg nyaranin galaxy y sih tapi..

Samsung galaxy Y:

layarnya kecil..jariku gede susah ngetiknya..*nyoba punya temen*

kameranya cuma 2 MP sama ga ada secondary camera

ada rekomendasi ga? budgetku sedikit..cuma 1,2jt aja..

thanks!

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akhirnya aku coba untuk cuek dan tetep fokus sama belajar. mungkin aku ga akan bisa ngalahin nilai dia. tapi mau buktiin aja kalo aku bisa Maju juga tanpa bantuanya. jadi diem2an gt..tapi kalo mendesak ya paling nyapa aja..

harusnya aku gimana?