Salinda M

. I think I realized somethin’. When he & my mom are ok, I mean when they don't argue & mom still angry w me because of something, he doesn’t care to talk to me. Only when mom loves me or he has problems w her, that’s when he cares ‘bout me. He’s bein’ real cold w me right now. He doesn’t care ‘bout meh. What should I do? I used to think that he's a good step father. That's why when my mom asked me do I want her to marry him, I said yes. But now, I feel like I did the wrong thing. If I talk to him, he will say of course I care 'bout u. But I have to work... and stuff like that. My mom is angry with me right now. She doesn't talk to me ( I don't want to say the reason why, but it has nothing to do with my step dad). Few days ago, she argued with him and he treated me so well. Now, they're ok and he treats me like I'm trash of does not exist. I'm so sad. I've

only been to America for 5 months. I need support at everything. But no one seems to care 'bout that. I want to die now. Help me!

I mean he really likes me and I know that. But I don't want to tell him right on his face that I don't like him. How can I let him know that without hurting him? And after that, we still can be friends. Cuz he's a really good guy. I don't wanna lose a friend like him.