Maddy

so i was on the bus comming back from a regatta and i was sitting next to one of my guy freinds whos really hot and i leaned on him and tried to go to sleep cause it was late at night. after about 15 minuits he put his hand on my leg and kept meving it farther twoatds me untill he got to... well you know. he started to like grab my *** and ect. use your imagination. i pretended to be asleep and im not sure why i didnt stop him. im only 14 but i kinda wanted to be close to him i just wasnt expecting that. i kinda like him but really not that much. im not sure why this happened and i didnt mean for it to and i havent told anyone. am i a slut? was it just tempting cus we were both just wearing a tanktop and spandex (cus i was comming from a regatta calm down.)

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i really like one of my best guy freinds. i started liking him from the first day we ever hung out. that was my birthday, in the last october. 8 months later i still love him. we have kissed 9 times and he tells me im sexy and pretty and that i help him to be happy. he has also broken my heart when him and one of my old freinds became "a thing" but not officially dating. they had kissed and he held her hand at lunch and sat across from me with him next to her with their arms around eachother smiling at me and holding hands expecting me to be happy. then i stoped eating and drinking. i didnt mean to but i felt like i was choking when i tried to swallow. i couldent fall asleep for hours and had started cutting myself on my arm and hip after about two weeks. i wasnt trying to kill myself but it was better to feel pain than it was to feel the numbness that my heart was when i saw them. thats over and she broke his heart and i tried to help him to the best of my ability but it hurt me so much that i stopped talking because everytime i opened my mouth to talk i would tear up and couldent make a sound. he had and has no idea of any of this. now they are over eachother and he kissed me and is my close freind again but everytime a girl talks to him i get depressed like someone is just cutting into me. am i just a whore? i should be able to let others be happy shouldent i? why does it hurt so much... im only 14. im just a child, too young to be able to worry about this.

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i really like one of my best guy freinds. i started liking him from the first day we ever hung out. that was my birthday, in the last october. 8 months later i still love him. we have kissed 9 times and he tells me im sexy and pretty and that i help him to be happy. he has also broken my heart when him and one of my old freinds became "a thing" but not officially dating. they had kissed and he held her hand at lunch and sat across from me with him next to her with their arms around eachother smiling at me and holding hands expecting me to be happy. then i stoped eating and drinking. i didnt mean to but i felt like i was choking when i tried to swallow. i couldent fall asleep for hours and had started cutting myself on my arm and hip after about two weeks. i wasnt trying to kill myself but it was better to feel pain than it was to feel the numbness that my heart was when i saw them. thats over and she broke his heart and i tried to help him to the best of my ability but it hurt me so much that i stopped talking because everytime i opened my mouth to talk i would tear up and couldent make a sound. he had and has no idea of any of this. now they are over eachother and he kissed me and is my close freind again but everytime a girl talks to him i get depressed like someone is just cutting into me. am i just a whore? i should be able to let others be happy shouldent i? why does it hurt so much... im only 14. im just a child, too young to be able to worry about this.

i am soo pale and i have so many freckes its really embarassing and i have light brown hair thats blonde in the summer so as you can guess i dont tan that well. i have gotten a legit tan once after being outside all day in the middle of the summer and not going inside for more that like twenty minutes between eight in the morning to five in the afternoon and i got pretty burnt on my shoulders and face only my arms and legs got an ok tan but i certainly didnt look like my freinds. but i do crew so for about four hours after school i have crew practice (rowing) so i am obviously in the sun alot. i was wondering if there was a way i could use that time as a double to get a tan while i workout and if there are any ways for me to speed up the tanning process withought getting too burnt

im sorry for my grammer in advance and yes im in advanced english but i dont got time for that on the weeke

ok so im 14 and i havent had my period, ive been having discharge alot latley and i mean like everyday so much that its been goin through my spandex in crew (rowing). i have nooo idea whats goin on here and ive been like moody and i just went from not quite five feet to over five one in like 4 months,

and its not that im just behind cus im 5 foot and barley over 1 inch but im only ever supposed to be between 5 2 and 5 4 and 90 to 110 lbs

what is goin on here? am i gonna get my period soon or something

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i think freckles suck

or atleast mine do... idk what yall think, please be honnest

http://instagram.com/p/lRBgGZIjvY/

i think freckles suck

or atleast mine do... idk what yall think, please be honnest

so this guy who i have liked since october just said that he likes me. we are like best freinds. we text every night and he comes over like every weekend for about 2 months, but if he asks me out i dont wanna ruin our freindship. we are really close and i dont wanna mess it up. mabey if we could agree to always be freinds nomatter what happens? what should i say if he does

im 14 year old girl , 5 foot nothin and 77 pounds. i can see my ribs and count them when i stretch, but there is still bunches of fat when i sit down and i cant see definite abs but there is definatly the 2 outer and middle lines, but why is there still fat? there is a gap between my legs and all and i do crew. for any of yall who row... you probably have heard of mathews county and we kick butt. we also have practices that start at 3:30 and end at like 7 -_- so HOW IS THERE FAT??? ugh i make no sence... any help is apriciated

1) why do you kiss a girl on the ear? whats it for

2) whats up with that eyelash thing. where you keep brushing your eyelashes on either her ears or cheek?

3) why kiss her shoulder?

4) can you really just be freinds? or is it a cover

no rude answers and thankksss ;)

1) why do you kiss a girl on the ear? whats it for

2) whats up with that eyelash thing. where you keep brushing your eyelashes on either her ears or cheek?

3) why kiss her shoulder?

4) can you really just be freinds? or is it a cover

no rude answers and thankksss ;)

theres a quiet moment in the movies, so you kiss her lightly on the ear, why? just want your oppinion

so a few weeks ago one of my freinds who i really like and i were alone in the back of the car and then he said take this as freinds and then he kissed me... on the lips... for like 3 or 4 seconds... i cut my lip on his braces. ya, it was legit. and then he said that he thinks im adorable. now he keeps saying that he just wants to be freinds I DIDNT ASK HIM OUT jeez calm your pants. but he will be like you know i wanna be freinds right? i will be like ya, but at other times he will be like remember last weekend and i will be like yep and he will be like ;) or make jokes about it. soo what is his deallll, we are both 14 and have known eachother for 2 years and he comes over to my house like eeveeryyy weekend and text everyday

so i just ordered this awesome crochet bikini top from aropostale and i was sooo exited to try it on, then i rememberd, im so pale i practically glow in the dark. i light brown hair that turns dirty blonde in the summer, and i have sooooo many freckles it dosent even make sence. this is me

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i actually have a blue ombre streak on my left side by my ear so idk if thats enough to keep me from looking too washed out. would i still look ok

so 2 weeks ago i was hanging out with my freind who i really like, and after the movies when my mom went in the store we stayed in the car and then he said take this as freinds and then he kissed me.... legitly...for like 3 or 4 seconds... he scared the crap outta me when he did. now he keeps messaing me on facebook saying stuff like remember food lion :) and im like yep then he goes we should hang out this weekend, we always hold hands and he puts his arm around me but latley he has kept kissing my ear and shoulder and the side of my head. what does he mean? was it i big deal or like he said just as freinds? idk if thats even possible

he kissed me told me i was goregous and **** like that but now hes saying he dosent like me, why would he pretend to

ok im sorry for the backstory and i will try to sum it up

ok so my freind hes like one of my best freinds and i have liked him for a long time, but last weekend he scared the crap out of me by kissing me and saying i was adorable to my face, later that night he texted my freind annie that he thinks im goregous but he wants to stay freinds, and this past week and especially this weekend he has been texting me that im beautiful and that i make him smile and i make him laugh and that i make his life fun, and saying that i make his life bright and stuff he says that im adorable and sends me poems and cheesy adorable stuff like that. but he is still holding out to my freind on this just freinds thing, what is his deal? he knows i like him now and i know he likes me obviously, but i mean what is he doing and why is he doing this to me? i have no idea whats goin on with him. we are only 14 so there is nothing too far goin on here, no rude answers please :)

What is your opinion about girls with freckles, is it cute or ugly