faithwrkz

i visited my friend and helped him with his business, we started dating and working together. I had to move and couldn't afford it, he provided me a free room. No not sleeping together, he's a guy with good values but big chips on his shoulders and v stressful work. 2 years, I am back working night shift, 2 other guys in house and 3 men to please it's impossible. I also had to help by parents and brother and sister, my dad just died, boyfriend only just starting to pay himself in his business. One minute things are great, next not, he doesn't like that I'm trying to help my family. He wants the relationship, says doen't want to get married, won't tell me why. I have had years supporting my family in hospital etc. Bfriend always says why can't I just be happy? But the relationship is barely there which really gets me down. I'm attractive enough earn ok money but it's just casual and I am getting too old! I have currently gone to stay with my sis, how do I get my life back?