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I'm not even sure if he still likes me or not. So here's the story:

About two months ago he flirted with me and stared at me a few times. He essentially made the 1st move I guess you could say. I at first didn't like him at all, I was just being nice really. I'm a very nice person, my weakness. And then literally the next day after that I saw him in the hallyway and my stomach dropped, I knew right away what was coming. This is when I tried avoiding him because I didn't want those feelings to grow. I did everything in my power not to like him but I ended up liking him anyways. Then I decide to send him at different times 2 'emo/depressing' poems. well, I guess they scared him and he gave them to this counselor lady for me to see help. I'm wondering why he did that and why he's afraid to tell me he did. But that got taken care of and about a month ago, a friend of mine talks to him and asks him if he likes me and he told her he does. Then before he leaves(i didn't know he liked me then) I asked for a hug and gave me one. Omg, it was by far the best hug I've ever had. It's beyond words what it felt like, it was over a month ago and I can still remember vividly how it felt as well as his scent which I'm very attracted to btw. Then a week later I talked to him and literally opened up. He kinda did the same. Uhm, the thing is, he wanted to date me but his dad said no because of their religion(he's indian) so things are really difficult now. His parents sound super super strict. He's a little different and such because he's foriegn. He has a strange behavior, I guess cause he doesn't know much english so it might seem like he's blowing you off but he's that way with everyone. The shy type I'd say and more than likely I'm probably the only girl at school who feels this way about him. He knows I like him but umm, problem is I don't like him anymore..I'm very much in love with him...