seasonjanelle

im 14 and my 15 year old bf asked me to marry him when i turn 18 we've been together for 6 months our relationship is very serious.... like really i love him and he loves me but my question is, is it realistic for me to believe that we can last??? because i really think we could and so do my friends... but am i just wishful thinking?

i was datin this guy who is really sweet and i think might truely love me and would never hurt me and is ok lookin but then their is this other guy who is HOT and says he loves me but has hurt me but he says he's changed and i really liked him before he hurt which one should i pick

in the summer i went to camp(i know this ways a long time ago) but he was like the best then we started datin and and we both left and went back to our different towns(4 hours away) we kept in contact and then after 2 weeks we both ended the readership (i'm 13 he was 17) once school started i dated this guy 13year old for like 3weeks and then he finds out about how he got some girl pregnant and now has a 2 year old kid and he's goin to marry the girl i think my love life just isn't workin any advice what would u do if u were me

this poem is a true poem i wrote it last night its about me and my brother and my parents

If Only

If only you knew it was me with the dout

If only you knew it was me screaming about

If only you knew I was the one ready to end my life

If only you knew it was me that's not alright

If only you knew he used the razor only to shave

If only you knew it was me you had to save

If only you knew the countless times I wished I could die

If only you knew the many hour I cry

If only you knew of my pain

If only you knew, oh, but wouldn't that be a shame

ok i wrote this poem on the spot like right now

Beauty unknown to to man

a flower bud blooming in ur hand

impossible yet happening right in front of your eyes

the terrible world has disappeared along with it's lies

too bad things like this are hard to find

but i will keep this memory in my mind

i think i will call it forget me not

usually when crying your tears are hot and warm

but the tears i cryed were ice cold and that was far worse

there i stood with my face to the ground

i was lefted looking like a clown

i was dieing inside and i knew things would never be the same

as i stood their hanging my Head in shame

there is but only silence

as if noise dare not make a sound

my head is Spinin

around and around

then i fall to the ground

my feet gave way form unnoticed ground

i await the hard floor to meet my body

but nothing was there i was free Falling in midair

i see not where i will end

its to deep and dark down there

but when free fallin u stop only when u meet the end

hopefully i will stand again

shining white stars

sky so clear u search for mars

cool night air is everywhere

and ur with out a care

no day time noise to listen to

ur by urself and that totaly cool

ok i made it up like just now

should the girls just wait for the guy to ask or if she likes someone then should she be the one to ask

its just like i asked it what was or is freshman year like

my friend is so driven me crazy so it would help if i could tell her guys like girls with big butts

we never hurt u only r selfs

I feel all alone why cant people understand why i cut

My brother did cut he got sent to a hospital for it i dont really cut any more but i want too i think adout killin myself more now then when i was cuttin HELP