Carolyn C

My life is pretty busy at least it feels like it. Right now I am feeling smothered by my life. I have a history of depression that goes back about 11 years. My mental health has been stable and fully under control for about six years. For the last two days I have been very depressed it seems like for no reason. The only thing I can think of is that maybe I am just overwhelmed. I have 4 kids and a husband. Three of the kids are from my first marriage and we have one together. My husband is FANTASTIC, he does so much for us, including the kids that are not his. All without me asking him to. I feel like a jack *** for not doing more for him but my day is so packed already. I get up at 6:30 get all four kids out the door to go to school. We leave at 7:10 for me to take 3 of the kids to their schools. One kid rides the bus. Our school system just changed a lot so my kids go to four different schools. It takes me an hour and a half to get them to their schools. I have roughly three hours before I start picking kids up again. At noon I leave to pick up our four year old. That takes an hour. By then its one. I have an our and a half then I have to get ready for work. I leave again at 2:30 to start picking kids up from school. I have to wait at two different schools that takes about 50 minutes. So I have 10 minutes to drop the kids off at home and get to work. Then I work until 8pm. I come home and have to help one of my kids with her homework. She is ADD and refuses to let my husband help her. I coordinate them taking showers and they go to bed at 9:30. I am also going to school, online this semester. I am only taking two classes though. I pay ALL the bills, our of his money too, he doesnt even know how much money he makes. So ALL of the financial decisions are on me alone. I do all the shopping for our household too. Maybe I am just thinking about everything too much? I really feel chained to the wall here.

My friend was arrested for defending herself while her boyfriend was on top of her breaking her nose. She is waiting to go before the judge to have her bond set. The jail people said it could be a few more days. ______________how much money should I put on her "books" so she can purchase things?

I have been having trouble breathing for like a week. I have asthma. I fully know the difference between an asthma attack and this. No matter how hard I try to inhale my lungs wont fill up with air. Inhaler doesnt help, nebulizer doesnt help. No drainage from sinuses, no cough, and no pain. Blood oxygen level at 100. They wouldnt do a check x-ray because I could be pregnant. I just want to breathe normal what is this. BTW non-smoker dont know a smoker, no pets, no plants, no mold. HELP!!!

What is the mans job as a husband? Sounds kinda crazy but people in relationships do have roles, but what are they?

I was asking about what one looked like. He says he hasnt had one but I still wonder.

What does a vasectomy look like? My husband didnt want anymore children when we met but now he says he has changed his mind. We have been trying for a few months but nothing yet. I am curious as to whether or not he can even have any more kids.

So the ex-wife show's up all the time. At funeral's, when someone is in the hospital. I rarely run into her but, I hate it. They have kids together, he is not her last wife, but the only one he has kids with. I think it is jacked-up for her to show up. She divorced him and his family too right?