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likk yuh kno wen ppl have chek th epik cmment pge ducesx && more

OKay so i have a crush on this boy he know that i like him but then i just st oped liking him.

Okay so my best friend went for him.Again i didn't like him so i was like aw.okay so he kissed her hug her took her to the basement && etc.

Okay so i was on myspace && he sent me a message saying come outside i was like why he said "man its a yes of no answer." i was like "UM okay but meet mhe at the park."so i walked there and saw him.so we walked &&talked until ii got to the point of just talking && walking in circles.he had his arm around mhe we were Next to the basement && chill.Then my dad called && told mhe to come home so i told him."i have to go" he said"come in the basement wit mhe"i just stood there then said bye but he said" wait don't i get a hug" i was like 'your going to pull mhe in there" he said no then he pulled a hand shake so i gave him my hand && he pulled he in!!!

then we just started hugging!!

he kept asking for a kiss but i said no.&& then i was like bye and stoped hugging him.&& went UP stares he said "wait for me' so i stoped.&& waited he came && grabbed me.i was like 'i have to go!!".

he was" kiss me or i follow you home." i was like find do it so he did!

does It mean he like me.because the whole time ii was thinking bout my friend cause he did && said the same thing butItt was kinda different in a way cause she is a hoe but im not.

NO rude cmments if your going to be rude then dont write i dont have time for your rudness.Like really i hate people who does that.oh you dont kno mean ill do the same shitt

okay i use to like this boy no one liked him but once i though my 1 && 2 Best friend the scd one started to like him.&& and she towed me.

i was like w.e. so okay she was like the Next time i see him imma make a move i though she was playing but then i got grounded so i couldn't go outside.

i Guess she took adventage of it.

i didn't know wat happen so one day i didn't answer non of my phone calls and she left me a Voice mail say in i hope your not mad at mhe was like mad at wat it was like 12o clock so i didn't call back the Next morning my 1 best friend call and was like Guess wat 'she' did i was like wat? she said that she kissed him 3 times && they went in the basement which is the **** room.but they just kissed there was like eww.so then like 5 min after she called and i was like i no she was like no it was in like that.ii was im not mad i dint like him no more.then like 3 weeks later i was outside wit her && she though me she shouldn't have kissed him that she was just trying to get info fr um me and i was okay.is she a good friend or not?

okay so im in middle school && i started liking this boy.

wen school ended so did my feelings for him.

but then one they wen ii was outside wit my friends HE WAS THERE.

ii try ed my best to hide but my stupid friend yelled my name.So of course he new i was there.but when i saw him my feelings came back.he was staring at me i was looking at him.he tryed to say hi but i would try to not look.&& he new i liked him.but he isnt coming to are school anymore.&& i heard he broke up with his girlfriend after he saw me.does he like my or what.idk what to do anymore.he like my edward and jacob in twilght.oh and.

i hate my step dad or w.e. he is.

He gets on my nerves he be so hurtful.

&& disrespectful i don't know what to do anymore.

i try to talk to my mom but she never listens she just thinks im being mean to him.but im not he is so irritating he calls me bad names he yells at me if say stuff && no one ever believes me.sometimes i want to live with my real father because he bu himself but i cant do that to my mother.i Just hate how they treat me.should i go live my father.or just talk to my mom.even if she never listen.he makes me so sad.make me think so wrong.i can never be with my mom without him being there juging me && what i say.even if im not talkin to him he say something so rude.i cant take what should i do

I usually like spanish &*nd black boys.

wat kinda boys or girls do Yu like?

i would like to know.

do Yu think its wrong of mhe tuh usually BE attracted Tu those kinds of race?

ii always though both tougues go.

butt some one said one goes no im confused.

lol.tell mhe?

iight so i like dis boy.but i am not sure if he likes me

like he keeps on looking at me and he sat in my desk there or

24 desk and he choosed mined i know dis is kinda

short but i bearly have **** to say so yea dont leave

rude comments or other i jus want too know

ok so dis is the story my sister came home and no one open the door for her so she kept on ringing the door until i open the door cause i wanted to go back to sleep cuz it was 12 at night so she is on the phone and she was mad that no one open the door or answer the phone so then i jus went upstairs and then i heard her leave again so then my mom went to go check her and my mom was playing around and said whos der no one answer so my mom waz yelling my sister name and my sister didnt answer she left again with her friends my mom called her she answer she said no one anser the door so she left but my mom that was i lie cuz i open the door and then my sister hung up then she text my mom saying u dont care about me blah blah blah u dont have to see my again i am jus a mistake i took my dog and i left and i am far away from here yea so my mom called my dad to see if she was with him he said no and went looking for and found her took her home but she was crying to stay she was mad that my mom didnt celebrate her b-day but she forgot all about her sweet 15 how much it cost and ya and she is pregnant yes and 16 year old prego

Ok so my mom thinks that i am going to end

up like my sister i am not dumb i see

how she is suffering

and i dont want to be like her cause it so stupid

and she makes me feel bad cause she be saying that i am going to end up like her and all i wanted to do is go to the dance

but no she has to ruin it she an buttface i go through alot i dont

need her beening snotty at me i hate skool i have no friends cause

of my mom like it is hard to be me

cuz people making u feel bad

i just want to hurt my self so

bad but i can cuz my sister did that already and if i do then

i am going to be like my sister and she had my brother when she was 17 i am not stupid and going to an like her

i want to live my life happy not with a child and

my step dad think he my dad always in my face

i just want to urgh can explain it so hard i just wanna

no one know this in mii familyy expect for ya now well give

me good answer so i can get help no feeling good hate skool

peace

-BarbaraKinsz-