justuraverageperson

I was diagnosed with it in 2001 and told my mom and now everyone in my family wants nothing to do with me. they hide stuff from me and have get togethers and never invite me. I have a daughter who my mom took custody of while I went to boot camp-army. while I was in the army i was diagnosed with bpd and kicked out. I've been wanting to spend time with my daughter but am limited to it. my mom it seems doesn't want me around. I am a responsible adult. i have a very good paying job and don't take drugs at all and never did.

does anyone with bpd suffer from this constant empty feeling? i get sad a lot then for no reason i just get so angry that I want to scream but I don't. i just hold it in. i feel like everyone hates me and i've been nothing but nice to everyone and gone out of my way to help people. oh and i'm also adopted. and have been treated like crap for years by family and thier friends.

The reason I ask is I'm adopted. And growing up my parents were never there for me. They had 3 of their own kids and give them all the time in the world. They say I love you to them and have yet to tell me. My mom decided to be a stay at home mom when I was in high school to raise her kids. They are 5-8 years younger than me. I'm 32 years old now and with my own kids.

My brother's and sister have grown and have families of their own yet my parents call them DAILY or email DAILY. They never call me or email me to see if we are all (me and my kids) are okay.

What did I do to make them not love me? I feel so unwanted. I also feel detached...I have a loving loyal husband and 3 beautiful kids but I don't feel a bond with any of them. I love them but I can't get close to them. I see my siblings and my parents that are super close and I don't understand or relate. Am I just not normal?

My parents buy them things (cars, houses) and I got nothing.

I started talking to this guy. He was calling (2 times a day)and emailing me (4 times a day)ALL the time. We are on MySpace as friends. He's on there to monitor his daughters pages (he's a single dad). I put some comments...harmless (like hey how are you/have a great weekend) and he deleted them? Now he hardly calls(once every 3 days). He doesn't email anymore. What gives? I thought he just wanted to be friends and nothing more.

One min he's like "I wish you were here" "Thinking of you" to basically nothing. Like it happened overnight. He wanted me to come down next weekend for 4 days then said make it two because his daughter doesn't like to share. She is 14 years old. And now apparently I can't come down now because he messed up by "promising" his daughter to take her to the beach.

if they can do they know how to do it and can they enjoy it? Would they be loud too? Like "Duh...that's it baby Duh....yeah...Duh....." Seriously...I'm curious.

I ride the bus to work. I am nice to everyone but this one guy seems to keep asking me out. I told him no and I was not interested. He tried to hug me one day and I pushed him away and he wouldn't let go and scared me. I told him that he makes me very uncomfortable and now he won't stop calling my cell phone. He's called my work number once and I made it clear for him not to ever do that again. This guy is also married. He's also said he can offer me more than friendship and happiness when I never said I wanted friendship! What makes it worse is he rides the same bus I ride to and from work. Is he stalking me? I'm starting to get a bit concerned here.

Isn't that illegal? He's Air Force and my hubby was ex army. Ex pulled hubby's old army files because he said he needs it to "protect" himself? How did he pull his files?

my ex has my things....but they are in storage with his items until he moves back to the states. i haven't heard from him in 7 months. does that mean I won't get my things back? they were some pretty expensive stuff. can i take him to court?

My friend's shrink told my friend she suffered from "emotional incest". Her dad would (for a summer) take her to his room and lock the door at night. She said he would teach her to "walk" told her she had a sexy body and would wash her face at night while staring into her eyes.

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A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint when a lizard walks

past

> and looks up and says to the monkey "hey! What are you doing?"

>

> The monkey says, "Smoking a joint, come up and have some."

> So the lizard climbs up and sits next to the monkey and they have a

> few joints. After a while the lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is

> going to get a drink from the river.

>

> The lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the

> river.

> A Crocodile sees this and swims over to the lizard and helps him to

> the side, then asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?"

>

> The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a

> joint

>

> with the monkey in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the

> river

>

> while taking a drink.

>

> The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the

jungle,

> finds the tree were the monkey is sitting, finishing a joint, and he

> looks up and says "hey!"

>

> The Monkey looks down and says "faaaaaaark.......how much water did

> you drink?!!"

>

>

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ACCIDENT IN TEXAS

This is funny! Close your eyes and just picture what he is watching...

It's even better than a video clip. You've got to listen to this.

It's a phone call from a man in Texas who witnessed a car accident involving four elderly women.

It was so popular when they played it on CHUM FM that they had to put it on their site. TURN UP YOUR SOUND.....

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WHY AM I MARRIED?

You have two choices in life:

You can stay single and be miserable or get married and wish you were dead.

At a cocktail party, one woman said to another,

"Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?"

"Yes, I am. I married the wrong man."

A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds:

"Husband Wanted".

Next day she received a hundred letters.

They all said the same thing:

"You can have mine."

When a woman steals your husband,

there is no better revenge than to let her keep him.

A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished

A little boy asked his father,

"Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?"

Father replied, "I don't know son, I'm still paying."

A young son asked,

"Is it true dad, that in some parts of Africa

a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?"

Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son."

Then there was a woman who said,

"I never knew what real happiness was until I got married,

and by then, it was too late."

Marriage is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.

If you want your spouse to listen and

pay strict attention to every word you say -- talk in your sleep.

Just think if it weren't for marriage, men would go through life thinking they had no faults at all.

First guy says, "My wife's an angel!"

Second guy remarks, "You're lucky, mine's still alive."

"A Woman's Prayer:

Dear Lord, I pray for: Wisdom, to understand a man, to Love and to forgive him, and for patience, for his moods. Because Lord, if I pray for Strength I'll just beat him to death "

AND NOW FOR THE FAVORITE!!!

Husband and wife are waiting at the bus stop with their nine children. A blind man joins them after a few minutes. When the bus arrives, they find it overloaded and only the wife and the nine kids are able to fit onto the bus.

So the husband and the blind man decide to walk. After a while, the husband gets irritated by the ticking of the stick of the blind man as he taps it on the sidewalk, and says to him, "Why don't you put a piece of rubber at the end of your stick? That ticking sound is driving me crazy."

The blind man replies, "If you would've put a rubber at the end of YOUR stick, we'd be riding the bus . so shut the hell up."

she bugs me and is wierd looking. i don't like her as a actress.

How is the compatibility?

I haven't seen my ex in 9 years. We had a kid together--she is 9. She is now asking about him. I have had no luck finding him. I found his parents number...but we never left on good terms. Should I call and ask where he is? He's made no effort to contact us.

Kind of hesitant though....he never wanted her. But he's very mean and vindictive. Not sure if I do find him if he would want to see her and get her just to hurt me.

POSITION :

Mother, Mom, Mama, Mommy, Momma, Ma

JOB DESCRIPTION :

Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an,

often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent

communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable

hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour

shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to

primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments

in far away cities. Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier

duties also required.

RESPONSIBILITIES :

The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least

temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue

repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and

be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this

time, the screams from the backyard are not someone just crying wolf.

Must be willing to face stimulating technical challenges, such as small

gadget repair, mysteriously sluggish toilets and stuck zippers. Must

screen phone calls, maintain calendars and coordinate production of

multiple homework projects. Must have ability to plan and organize

social gatherings for clients of all ages and mental outlooks. Must be

willing to be indispensable one minute, an embarrassment the next. Must

handle assembly and product safety testing of a half million cheap,

plastic toys , and battery operated devices. Must always hope for the

best but be prepared for the worst. Must assume final, complete

accountability for the quality of the end product. Responsibilities also

include floor maintenance and janitorial work throughout the facility.

POSSIBILITY FOR ADVANCEMENT &PROMOTION :

Virtually none. Your job is to remain in the same position for years,

without complaining, constantly retraining and updating your skills, so

that those in your charge can ultimately surpass you

PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE :

None required unfortunately. On-the-job training offered on a

continually exhausting basis.

WAGES AND COMPENSATION :

Get this! You pay them! Offering frequent raises and bonuses. A balloon

payment is due when they turn 18 because of the assumption that college

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them whatever is left. The oddest thing about this reverse-salary scheme

is that you actually enjoy it and wish you could only do more.

BENEFITS :

While no health or dental insurance, no pension, no tuition

reimbursement, no paid holidays and no stock options are offered; this

job supplies limitless opportunities for personal growth and free hugs

for life if you play your cards right.

Forward this on to all the Moms you know, in appreciation for everything

they do on a daily basis, and let them know they are appreciated. Plus,

being a mother, I'm too tired to type everyone's name

Most of my guy friends say going to Korea is like a party town. They have a blast and meet a ton of women. And it's not good if you are in a long distance relationship. My friend's bf is in Korea and has yet to hear from him. I am thinking he's cheating on her. She thinks he's busy.

I guess i should have explained more (has my husband forgiven me). We have 2 little kids. We both love them and it seems that our marriage is wrapped around the kids lives. Though he said he didn't love me and wanted to move on there was a lady he worked with that he would take out and she would call him late at night to discuss "work" (whatever). I try to communicate with him but he's so distant and still says I've "cheated". He seems to bring up how I'm not a good wife and how I don't love him anymore and don't find him attractive. I'm getting very torn. I do care about him but don't like him taking out his insecurities or issues out on me. I get blamed for EVERYTHING that goes wrong. The kids mean the world to me and he said that if I keep up being a bad wife he will take those kids from me and I will never see them which really upsets me. He's been married 3 times. I'm his 3rd. But yet I feel like all the things I've done for him is never good enough.

My kids are 3 and 15 months. Some days they will eat. Some days they won't eat much...they will pick at thier food. And days they want just snacks. Should I worry? They drink a lot of milk though.

What is an emo?