Kai

These past two year's of mine have been a bit of rehabilitation of sorts, and no I haven't been in any form of injury, but it feels like I've been reborn from the life I had lived, well I'm going to try and keep it short and concise as possible.

As of now I am wondering a lot about my future, when I would be able to become a father, where and when I'd have a girlfriend, but I am not really desperate about the fact, being easygoing in my current nature I rarely worry about anything that normally would worry the average person, instead I spend most of my time reading and indulging upon a fantasy that brings a smiley to my face. (this is usually a book!)

As of now im confused with my present feelings, don't know if I am afraid of being alone, or if I am content with the life I have, although I do sense a mixture of feelings regarding this, I do believe that I have hints of lonely mood swings from recent experience! :)

Any help would be deeply appreciated! :)

Kai

These past two year's of mine have been a bit of rehabilitation of sorts, and no I haven't been in any form of injury, but it feels like I've been reborn from the life I had lived, well I'm going to try and keep it short and concise as possible.

As of now I am wondering a lot about my future, when I would be able to become a father, where and when I'd have a girlfriend, but I am not really desperate about the fact, being easygoing in my current nature I rarely worry about anything that normally would worry the average person, instead I spend most of my time reading and indulging upon a fantasy that brings a smiley to my face. (this is usually a book!)

As of now im confused with my present feelings, don't know if I am afraid of being alone, or if I am content with the life I have, although I do sense a mixture of feelings regarding this, I do believe that I have hints of lonely mood swings from recent experience! :)

Any help would be deeply appreciated! :)

Kai

Just to have a civilized conversation rather than the whole "boobs" shenanigans.

I know it sounds really stupid asking for advice on the internet but I am pretty desperate. For a long time I have always wanted a sister that I could get along with and could share similar interests with, as she got older this eventually became the opposite, I have always tried to be a nice brother and always cared for her opinions, tried to help her out with homework whenever she asked, and even lent her some of my stuff.

From what I can tell she hates me, I don't really understand either, I try and be a very kind brother but all she ever does is treat me like I'm insignificant. It really hurts when she insults me time and time again when all I'm trying to do is build a friendly atmosphere between the both of us.

Is there any way at all that I could become a good brother towards her?

Additional Details:

Shes below the age of 16

She generally likes all this mainstream music such as Justin Beiber, One Direction, Black Eye'd Peas.

She wears clothes that are more suited for adults or young adults, such as high heels and makeup, (Although I don't think that's wrong she's free to do what she likes).

Also she appears to be a little girly and shows some sign's of chavyness.

Girl advice would be helpful more so than guys, since girls have the ability to mind read apparently. :)

But, from my experience I believe that I've had more luck of getting on good terms with a girl by being shy then I have then being confident in myself to do so otherwise, the main thing that I encounter from this is the girl becomming overly shy and ends up hiding from me, I believe it's due to the fact that I'm forcing myself in order to become confident when im originally not.

So as for my question, what should I do in order to improve this? I do not like the feeling of having a girl I like run away from me because they're frightened about how open I am to them, I wish to remain who I am, shy and timid but also have that special quaility that makes me likeable.

[Neutral Question]: Hi just wondering why we have a king of queen, and if they are rich and have lots of money where does it all come from? also, would the country be in better terms without them?

<- Not into politics

<- Naturally Stupid

<- Naturally Oblivious to common sense

<- Naturally makes no sense

Hewwo :3

Is it wrong to be a pedophile if the reason why you are one is because you like playing game characters that look like a 12 year old? I have recently been accused of being a pedophile just because I play a game and I have a character that has revealing clothes, am I correct in thinking that anyone who do calls me a pedophile over a game is an idiot?

Would like to ask what do women want, or what generally do women like in guys :3

<- Shy

Hello I am not going to lie this is for a college assignment, however im not asking you to tell me what to write but I just want to know what it's purpose is within a relational database, I am new to this so take it easy please :)

10* for best answer, thank you.

I wanted to have a girl that was meant to stay with me forever, I was naive to think that I could hold that together with my own commitment, a relationship is something 2 people share together, not for someone like me who wants her for his own selfishness desires.

I wanted to listen to her but I also didn't want to loose her, and thus being caught up in my own thoughtlessness I lost her, I am so ashamed of myself.

And now I live alone, always trying to hide my sorrow from my colleagues by wearing a fake joyful smile, I even scare myself at how convincing it can be, but some days I just break down completely..

is there anyway I can stop thinking like this, I want to move on and its been a year since then and I still can't stop thinking about her.. I was new to relationships and I didn't know what to do, I tried to gather as much information as I can, asking her about her interests but in the end I ended up becomming selfish.

It's been a couple of months since we started dating and we were friends before this, before I was just seeking someone I can talk to and I met her by cuicidence. We started getting along rather swiftly and every moment I spent with her the more I fell in love with her.

We eventually decided to meet up and we had a fun date together, my heart was beating the entire time up until we kissed, it was a strange feeling one rather alien to me and not something I could've ever imagined. We started going out more frequently despite my bad parts of me which I hope to improve, (my clingyness).

We have a laugh and she makes me laugh, shes there for me when I need her the most and I ensure that I do the same, everytime I speak with her my mind goes blank and I just can't shift the thought of losing her.

So to declare my question: Am I a fool?

When im watching a romance and drama movie, I feel like such a wimp because I always end up crying because of the love for each other and the deep meaning behind those passionate words they say to each other, I just burst it all out, is it normal to feel like this? I just feel like I am a really strange and pathetic guy at the moment :3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wu05hDAT5U4

p.s: You don't get anywhere if you sit and write it all out.

reasons please? :D

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and is it a bad thing? Lol

For the last couple of days I have been able to speak properly without my words being jumbled up or go along the lines of not making any sense. like somehow overnight my pronunciation of words has improved a lot without me even knowing it. Next is that I would usually be afraid of talking to people because being diagnosed with autism I used to have trouble talking to people, I read up earlier the diagnostics that a autism child may have such as, Interacting with other people and shyness among new people, probably the same thing. What I find strange is, since this had happened I have had no trouble in greeting people I didn't know, or having any trouble talking at the front of my class for related projects. also I have stopped staring in to space which has been a major thing with me, and I have also noticed this because that the days usually go much much slower, this may seem like a really bad reason but when i have a moment where i stare into space, usually it takes up 10 - 12 minutes of my time. Now I am a really shy person and up until now I do not suffer any of the symptoms of "Autism" also any of the staring into space which I have been unkown about up until this time. I'd like to ask a question, have I recovered from being autistic?

Over the last couple of days I have become more serious, as of being punched in the stomach even though It felt painful (I get in to fights often because of showing no facial expression towards humans) I did not feel as if I was meant to show pain to those around me. As days past I developed a more plain approach to things, Things that would mean other humans found funny such as a jester or something carefree like that I did not find anything of it funny. It was as if I had been watching a really bad movie, One that did not seem to interest me even in the slightest. I have always been a happy person but these past couple of months after discovering that I ruined my life at such a younger age, even despite of that I am still unknown why I have become to reject to showing any emotion to my state of mind, which my brain has resorted to.

I have always thought to myself that I was born with a split personality, This is what I believed for some time, although~ I don't really know if waking up some mornings feeling Happy or some mornings waking up and feeling serious occurs as a evidential reason to resort to the conclusion that i had a dual personality.

I am rather unsure why I have become like this all of a sudden, especially with girls.. things that I would've found funny or turn on still nothing, It appears that I simply do not care anymore if it is a female or a male talking to me that i still think it's just cells and gallons of blood just going on with their everyday life which is telling me that i have "issues".

I do not really mind if you choose not to read this or not reply to this, But this is how I feel on a day to day basis, Cold.. Depressed.. unable to occur a conclusion to what my life is to be so "worth living", I can laugh but not as I have done in the past... It is now more of a 1 word for a little while rather than laughing so hard that I could end up crying.

Before you start ranting on about how I am so worthless and everything else beyond these statements I would like to share with you that I do not care, and if you are going to judge me by this question I wish that you will feel pain when you are dead in your coffin and that all the insects of the earth come and gnaw on your corpse and wish that you experience the pain of your last breath on this earth.

There is this girl i like but i dont know what to say and everytime i am near her i cannot really think of anything good to talk about. This has rarely happened to me, I just want to be a good friend and all but i fear that she may be getting fed up of me. What should I do or can you guys please give me some advice please?? :3