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a lot of people have been holding up a hand sign in thier pictures its like an okay sign i guess? whats it mean? heres an example https://www.facebook.com/kenziew3?ref=ts&sk=photos...

i have a dark brown birthmark on the back of my neck i know theres alot of superstistions about birthmakrs i wanna know what mine means. im very superstitious i cant even split a pole whats it mean?

i cut myself. I dont want a long speech about why i shouldnt it keeps me happy and its better than doing drugs or drinking or other stupid things kids my age do to mask their pain. but i cut on my left thigh it scares kinda but doesnt bleed alot it looks like a scratch when it bleeds but its deep? not very deep like maybe a couple millimeters.

im 14 and i didnt really care that i couldnt fall asleep before 5am this summer but schools starting soon in like 20 days and i need to start going to bed earlier but i litterally cant fall asleep before 5am im not sure why i spent a few days at my cousins and she had band camp so we went to bed pretty early and i didnt have any problems sleeping. if i do fall asleep early i wake up between 3 and 5am and cant fall back to sleep for hours. i even stopped taking naps during the day and i wake up around 10am someone help?

now, i know what happens when your anorexic OR bulimic i know all the symptoms well most for both, but what if you're both? like you starve yourself then eat after being forced by say your mom then go and throw it up and do this for a long period of time? (only eat when forced then go puke it up) I've always wondered after the lectures we get at school does anyone know?

well, me n my best friend tell eachother EVERYTHING and lately shes been acting diffrent like she lies alot and has been acting funny she used to smoke weed but stoped bc her aunt (thats who she lives with) started to catch on well her clothes smelled like weed but now shes acting weird we lived with eachother pretty much for a whole summer while my parents went somewhere and she never used to act like this.. but when i stayed the night at her house a wk ago i checked her arms to see if she was on herione and shes not, are there other drugs that dont have a sent or leave marks on her body? and its nt anything in pill form she HATES pills thats how her mom passed and why shes living with her aunt.. please help im honestly worried about her..

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im tired of the same old everyone in my school acts the same dresses the same it bores me! and my mom is marrued to a guy that calls me a slut and hates me they lie to me alll to much and im pretty tired of it, ive dicided im gonna rebel from my parents and class mates! im a 14 year old girl i know the whole do drugs drink dress kinda slutty skip class talk back i do all that now execpt for the drugs and dress slutty but id just like to know how to like not get caught my mom doesnt come in my room often but my brother does all the time and like goes thru everything so i cant reallly hide stuff unless you have suggestions for good hiding spots?

all i want to do is watch the movie thirteen with nikki reed my aunt told me i should watch it but it seems like its never on tv and i want to watch it online so can someone please just put a link to the video thats free and doesnt need downloading?

i think i have depression i cry everyday and lately ive been thinking about suicide i honestly believe i need help but i cant talk to my mom, shes always working and when she is home shes too busy fightting with my step ''dad'' hes never home either and im just scared to tell her face to face like when i talk to her she always twists it and makes me sound crazy or just doesnt understand and says its just me being a teenage but im sure most teens dont feel like this! my cousin says i really needa talk to her to get some help i just dont know how..

me n my friends are very ''into'' the social networkswe all have facebook and a twitter speaking of which you should follow me @allisonisRADD and we love to text but we're getting tired of the same old lol lmao rofl lmfao omg smh ticked ect we just want more types of ways to chatt that still mean the same thing like im using pestered instead of ticked

well ive always hated my life and living period but lately ive cried over EVERYTHING and ive seriously thought about killing myself every night for the past two wks ive pulled allnighters until about 730am then waking up around 11am and im not doing this for attention so please be nice but i dont know what my problem is and im scared to tell my mom about how ive been feeling bc shes so busy with work and dealing with my pathetic stepdad she hardly has time for me and my two brothers.. im the oldest and have to look after them and lately is been being more and more painful for me please help..

well im not starving myself my stomach just hurts when i eat, this happens every summer and i dont know why but i take like some kind of pill for it and it doesnt really help anymore so i just stoped eatting bc my stomach REALLY hurts and my mom and friends are like flippin on me bc i refuse to eat! i just wanna know the major side effects of not eatting

well, lately ive been wearing skinny jeans, band shirts, ive always loved bright neony colors, and in a few days i play on getting pink, blue, purple, green, and turquiose streaks in my hair and listening to screamo\metalcore music. A bunch of people have been telling me im turning scene and they dont know whats wrong with me? well do you think im scene?

so i hate myself everything about myself its gotten to the point that i hurt myself.. i dont cut my body up i just sit and punch my legs, and now i enjoy playing with fire and and watching things explode like fireworks.. also i havent really been sleeping much and i haent talked to many of my friends in awhile..

well im 14, ive been thru alot i act so much older than i should and i hate my life. ive kept everything bottled up until i sit and cry for hours ive planed to run away and ive been to a therapist all where no help at all! and at this point whats going thru my mind is hurting myself.. ive tried punching my legs over n over again thats stoped working i seriously cry every single day im just not happy and im ready to give up i just dont know what to do!

ok, so lately ive been like not eatting at all (not to starve myself just because im not hungry) then the next day i cant stop eatting? like i eat until my stomach hurts then the next day just dont eat and on n on n on.. i just wanted to know is that healthy or normal?

im beginning to start having feelings for my ex.. i love him and always willl we were together for 6 months and he cheated on me the whole time so i broke up with him well we've beenm broken up 3 months today.. and the last wk ive been checking his facebook and sorta wishing we'd tlk well i talk to my bff about it she said i should talk to him but impretty sure he hates me bc he told my friend i broke his heart and two wks ago i was dared to give him a hug so i did and it felt so nice to be back in his arms again i just wish i knew what to do..

ok, last yr i was having problems and i started smoking i smoked for a yr andweighed 120 well once i quit i gained 23 pounds and i wanna lose all that but i dont wanna start smoking again.. please help me with some way to lose 23 pounds in two months before schoool starts?

well my brothers a problem and my house is always so stressful my mom always works my stepdads pathetic and my kid brother always causes problems plus i have to watch my 2 yr old brother 24/7 i have serious mental brake downs randomly i just sit there and cry some days i dont know what to do im 14 and only get to hang out with my friends once or twice every 6 months plus i never see my dad actually its been 8 months since i have idk why my house is so stressful i honestly cant wait to leave i do anything to leave it i dont stay home from schoool sick even if im puking i go to school bc i cant stand my house plus my stepdad beats my brother not the 2 yr old but my kid brother and its scary bc he like kicks him and punches him i worry about our safty more than ever ik he wont touch me bc my dad would do something but my kid brother doesnt know his legitt dad.. and my mom doesnt seem to really care i honestly believe my stepdads cheatting toooo he doesnt have a job yett hes never home? its all to weird and i cant stand it i wanna cry all the time but tryn keep it together for my broters theyre honestly the only thing that keeps me in this house i hate it and idk what to do..

he says e reallly likes me but doesnt want a girlfriend right now bc he just got out of a tought brake up, but everytime we hang out he xpects to do stuff? im a virgin and i plan to be for awhile but he fingered me and i gave him head.. but i really like him hes always on my mind even when we stoped talking i still thought about him all the time hes like perfect for me and honestly i think id do anything for him. which scares me bc it feels like he only wants sex.. well i want him to like me more than he does and it hurts knowing how much i like him.. it doesnt hurt it kills and like i cried when i first thought about it and ive only cried over one other guy i just dont know what to do please help me!)':