Joshua Kasem

So I know both classes basically just involve studying the history of the subject (right?), but which class is more bearable? I'm only taking this for the required credits, and I'd like to hear feedback from people who've actually taken one or both classes.

If you don't have legitimate experience please don't answer... I want solid reasons

I want to learn ASL and I'm hoping someone can inform me of a program I can download that will teach me a good deal. A program like Rosetta Stone and such.

I don't want to see responses like "your local college" or any type of school so please don't respond like that ... I'm well aware I can learn at a college or an institution I have to pay ...

Guess a bit of background info may help: I'm an average 19 year-old male. I'm educated and attractive,-- if that matters-- tend to be a perfectionist, and I have seen people for depression/ anxiety. Currently I am prescribed a generic form of adderall XR(25mg).

ISSUE: So I've suffered with depression and anxiety before, but this new feeling I've been having lately seems different. Usually I have so many thoughts racing through my head it's hard to organize and carry out specific functions, possibly overwhelmed. My example: I'll play a game, feel unsatisfied, and move on to something else.

Lately though, there seems to be no thoughts at all. I've had problems with motivation before, but this is another level. I can't seem to find joy in anything. I'll think to play a game, but I already know it will do nothing for me, and then I rather just not do it. This "nothingness/blank/bland" feeling is probably worse than feeling sad or depressed; it's like my emotions have suddenly been zapped away. At least when you're feeling low you can cheer up, but this "nothingness" is terribly annoying and I don't understand why I've just begun to feel this.

Anyone with the same problem or something similar? Any ideas? If you'd like more info just ask.