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Well the pictures are still on the memory card and i can view them on the camera, but there are alot of files which won't show and say file error, when i put my camera on the computer i can't upload the photo's at all, even the ones that seem fine ?

19 years old, been going out with my boyfriend for nearly 2 years, I still love him to bits and do not wanna break up with him.

When I was drunk out clubbing I told my best friend that I really liked him and he said he was relieved because he had liked me and didn't know.

He has a girlfriend, his girlfriend and I are great friends, as are my best friend and my boyfriend.

Basically the four of us are a group of best friends but obviously its pretty messed up behind the sidelines... I wont cheat, niether will he, so what do we do?

Nothing? We have discussed how we know we cant do anything but would love to, but we dont wantto stop liking eachother.

I dont know any suggestions?

To me, I panic in social situations, I would love to sky dive or bungee jump, my fears are nothing to do with physical danger.

I havn't worked in nearly a year, and tonight I am doing some part time work, I found out that my friend and boyfriend are not coming with me now as they were before, and I fear I won't be able to do it without them.

When I get the 'fight or flight' response just before I go in, I want to fight, as I think this would really improve my confidence, but if I try and fail, it will knock it badly...

Who has 'fought' and did it help you?

Thanks xx

I have a problem with anxiety, anything a month and a bit ago would have sent me into a panicky sweat with a fast heartbeat, hot flushes and numb hands and feet.

I am managing this with citalopram, and its working well.

I just went for a chat with an employer who I am hoping to get a job with across the road, but the whole time I was trying to control my speedy heart rate and presence of a future panic attack, I made myself stick through it for once and felt great. But I don't want this to happen in my real interview, being distracted by a panic attack, which I am creating just by expecting/ worrying about it...

Any suggestions? Thanks :) xxx

I installed it about two weeks ago, been running well but when i minused it to change my itunes playlist etc, i went back on and the screen had gone blue, like in town mode you just cant see the sims/ my town etc.

Thought nothing of it but i just went to play it and its still screwed, so i am reinstalling it, this should work right?

what medication is out there, because mine worked for a small time and i have gone back to stage one?

The overwhelming feeling of needing to leave the situation you are in?

I was almost 10 stone ( 140 pounds ) not long ago, I am now just 9 stone ( 125 pounds )

I don't really eat often for instance yesterday I had a yoghurt, a sandwhich and then pasta dinner, without snacks.

Do I need to eat more to avoid losing more weight?

I want to know if these are the general symptoms, I am on 20mg Citalopram, and it has helped.

When I get anxious, it is more than often because I think about the results of me getting anxious. So then I start to over think and try and avoid getting anxious, which makes it worse.

I feel as if people are noticing and this makes me MORE anxious.

One main thing I do is 'think too fast' if that makes sense? Negative outcomes literally flash through my mind and I find it difficult to relax.

Thanks x

I had my contraceptive implant put in at about half 4 yday afternoon, it is now nearly 10am and I have already started my period?

I am not due on as I just finished, and my periods have always been irregular as I was a late starter at nearly 16.

It's not painful as they usually are, and not clean red blood for the first day it looks more like darkish brown like maybe the last day of my usual periods?

Is this the implant because I have never come on so soon after finishing xxx

To put it short a few months ago my family went through some serious s**t, screwed me up a little bit and I got really bad anxiety that gradually got worse at college, to the point where I was having constant panic attacks in class and now I don't even go any more.

I am on 10mg Citalopram which tbh hasn't done much, and since not being at college I havn't had an attack in a while.

I am going to counsiling soon, which apparently really helps.

But today my friend snuck me into her college for a laugh, I went to one of her classes and even felt a panic attack coming along then?? I really thing it is the classroom environment that gets me I just get really uncomfortable and panicy, will counsilling help?

Any feedback appreciated xxxxx

I havn't got my passport, I don't have a provisional, I am 18.

If I brought my birth certificate and my oyster card ( thats photo ID with my name on it on the oyster ) what are my chances of getting in? If thats not enough I can get my photocopy of my passport from where I had my tattoo done, to bring along with that...

What do you think?

I find posting questions and waiting ages for a few answers isn't great, hasn't worked for me.

If you know about anxiety disorders and the medication I would appreciate asking a few questions through msn or something, if anyone doesn't mind that or is bored enough... so that I can get straight answers and understand a bit better.

Thanks alot x

I will try to make this short as possible.

I have awful anxiety, getting worse and for such ridiculous reasons. At first it started with panic attacks in a lesson I felt uncomfortable in because I thought they were going to have me read aloud ( I stutter and get breathless when i read aloud.)

I have had to actually leave this class, I take it as private study, whenever I think about considering going back to that lesson, I feel physically sick. It feels like a shockwave of sudden doom.

I have had more panic attacks recently, and in the lesson where I am most comfortable the other day, I began having a panic attack just because my teacher was going around the class asking us 1 by 1 what we thought of a film- this is such a stupid reason i know, but as I think about the fact that it is getting to me next, i feel more and more sick, by the time my teacher got to me, I was shakey and breathless and had to leave the class.

It is worst at night, where I cannot stop worrying about college the next day, it is effecting my life quite seriously now and I am seeing a doctor tuesday.

18 years old, London, female.

So it's spring now, just coming into spring, I wanna try shrooms. I am not new to drugs, but each one that I have done- except ketamin admitedly, I have looked into before doing them.

How can I go about doing shrooms? I know the effects and will be careful.

I don't want answers like 'don't do shrooms they're illegal/ drugs are bad/ your gonna die' because people saying these things are often ignorant withdrawn boring f**ks who need to grow a pair/ live and let live.

Thanks alot :)

This isn't one of those questions where I say I don't need them, I want them, how can I lie to get them It isn't that at all.

I have been to my doctor because, in short, I have awful anxiety atm and it is affecting my college work, I can't stay in my classes because I get paranoid I will be asked a question or put on the spot and end up having panic attacks - how ridiculous is that. -.-

My doctor reffered me to councelling, but they have a two month waiting list and college will be over by then!

I really just need to get through college, and I am going to ask them about my options with medication. They mentioned it before, but I am not a depressed person, my question is basically, which anti depressants help anxiety? If I am already a hyper person will I explode on them?

Thanks alot xxx

I just downloaded a ton of skins to attempt getting freckles.

I came into the game, they all looked stupid and made their faces look all glossy, the men look ridiculous so I deleted the skins.

Now no matter what i seem to do, even if i use the old skins that come with the game, they all have this weird made up glossy skin which is making my men look like women and i cannot un install because i dont have my expansions etc.

have i not deleted the skins or something?

I am 18, at college, live in London.

Lat year I was asked to read aloud a part of a text to my class, as i read I had hot flushes, breathed hard and went really dizzy, my heart felt as if it were in my head...

Since then I have REFUSED to read aloud. This seems to have got more serious, today I began to have a panic attack ( I left the class before it got serious ) just because we had just watched a film in my film studies class, and my teacher asked us to write two things we noticed about the film. Then he asked us 1 by one to say them.

As he asked closer and closer to me I started feeling a panic attack come on, and left instantly. I do try to get rid of the feeling but the more I think about it the worse it gets, and such a stupid reason to get panicy??

I- before today, have had panic attacks in my photography class, which I now will NOT attend, I do it as private study. I have become very over analytic, I constantly worry about how I am thought of/ come across to people. Not only my mates but people on the bus, it's ridiculous. I find it hard to look people in the eye when I talk to them and feel as if I annoy people? I know I don't since I've known my freinds for ages but I just over anylise. I am VERY open minded on everything from drugs to sexuality clubbing general teen life, usually very carefree.

I recently became a bit obsessed with my appearance. I am 18, 5ft7 and 9 stone- which is practically underweight as it is, I am a really happy person too I don't want to be so paranoid and find it hard to keep/ make friends, so I am seeing a councillor... Any more suggestions?

Extra info would be, my mum and dad have been pretty much getting a divorce and ALOT has been going on at home, this could have played/ be playing a part.

Thanks xx

So I have used a calorie calculator thing that says if I eat 1703 calories a day, then I should be losing 1 pound per week...

I am 18, active, 5ft 7in, and I eat healthily.

I only weigh 130 pounds as it is!

So I eat roughly 1300 calories on a good day- I don't have the biggest appetite. If I were losing a pound per week eating 1703 a day, then why am I not losing weight faster or at all eating this little?

I am not trying to lose weight because I am already quite close to being considered underweight, but it does interest me.

I am very 'toned,' I have sprinters legs, toned arms and a toned stomach, I know muscle weighs more than fat, am I lighter than I think?

I find all this interesting and would like to see someones idea's on this? Thanks :) x

Just a heads up on the kind of diet I have often, this is what I have eaten today.

An apple

Small salad of lettuce and celery

About 20 yoghurt raisin things

A deralea dunker

A tuna sandwhich

a sausage and a fishfinger

Alot of water

A tiny pancake with lemon and sugar on it

This is with a half an hour jog.

And today is a greeedy day :P