savestheday0288

i slept with a girl saturday night at a house party after we had a few drinks and what not

got a room, both of us fell asleep, and i dropped her off at her apartment mid morning

i got her number but didn't give her mine....so it's pretty much up to me to call her

she's a cool girl and i have no problems with being friends now but what do i call/text her back saying? i'm not gonna just ignore her you know

help is appreciated, thanks

I'm a former pot smoker.

Smoked from October 07 - mid March 08. And pretty regularly at that.

Since mid March though, I completely stopped, changed my diet, started running 3 miles a day, working out. I haven't touched any food except healthy whole foods, fresh fruits and veggies, and about a gallon of water a day. This routine pretty much continues every day for me. Haven't had fast food except maybe 4 times since then. And stopped alcohol consumption totally as well.

I'm pretty sure I'll pass cause it's been like 45 days but I just need some reassurance =(

I have been living with this guy for about 3 months now. He's told me a lot about his past and how he used to be a heroin junkie who finally went to rehab and became clean.

I guess you could say we're good friends by now.

Occasionally we'll smoke pot and hit a few coke lines but only once or twice a month. Nothing too major.

He doesn't tell me but I know he still occasionally snorts heroin. He also asked me if I would ever have a problem with him using a needle and I told him never to do that **** around me. Period.

Also talks a lot about how he's pretty clean now but tonight I noticed something. He spent a half hour in the bathroom with nothing but the water on. When I went in after him, I smelled rubbing alcohol. I had bought rubbing alcohol prior to moving in so I checked and the bottle is almost empty even though I've never used it. I also found the top half of a metal spoon in the drawer. When I left the bathroom I saw him with his belt around his neck.

i was in a serious relationship 2 years ago but have been single since. i've recently decided to let someone into my life again.

i have no complaints as far as life goes....but i wonder sometimes, is it a good idea to pursue a relationship again?

life was going pretty good without somebody but can i really control the path it chose? i just wanna know how i can balance my life out better than i have in the past while in a relationship.

thanks!

it seems lately like all my friends and cousins are getting through life a lot better than i am. this makes me sad sometimes.

i feel like the odd one out in my family circle...they're all in big universities and holding down jobs, meeting

all their demands in daily life and such.

now i haven't always been this way. only a few years. it's nothing major.

but it still holds me back from connecting with my family better you know?

i'm consistently making myself procrastinate, even when i try really hard not to. i hate that.

i'm lazy and bored all the time. i never want to go anywhere anymore either though. funny huh?

motivation is definitely lacking a bit more in terms of dropping/keeping my online classes and finding a job.

i used to be great with my parents too but now i barely talk to them or any my relatives.

is this all a phase i've been going through?

i have recently moved to a new city though and found a roommate...is this just a little separation anxiety at its peak?

Just think of a mirror...and a lamp shining in front of it, which is also reflected back.

Does that add more light to the room?

Is this maybe a way to save electricity?

I've been wondering about this for so long now...

(No haters please...and no anti-drug goons)

I just started smoking marijuana a few months ago...

Now there's some people I know that get high all the time and are able to function correctly in life...is that because I haven't been smoking for a long time?

I get high and then just sit and wonder about how Snoop Dogg or my best friend the computer hacker stay blazed all the damn time and still manage to live life.

I can't do that...and I wanna know why...cause when I toke up I'm just in another reality altogether.

Oh well!