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I don t know, really. Its very complicated. Im too scared to even talk to my dad, i fear that he would shout at me. As a result, im too far apart from him.

One day, the window was leaking water (due to a heavy rainstorm). I didn t notice it, because i was in my headphones watching a movie, until the leakage formed a puddle and soaked all of my plugs.

I was trying to do something about the problem, until my dad intervened. And he was telling me to remove everything near the leakage in a loud voice. I was removing the an RC car that got wet, and he said in a loud voice "You have this? Your not a little boy anymore!"

He saw my room untidy, which i struggle to maintain tidiness.

He was treating the leakage, and while he asked me to help out, i felt humiliated by what he says (i don t know what is considered as humiliation, but im sure i did felt that way). Then i started crying, I stayed in the bathroom with the lights off.

He noticed me in the bathroom crying in there for an hour. Then he got mad at me for crying. He shouted, "Why are you crying? Be a man, stop crying!!!!" "Go fix your room."

He sounded so aggressive that i cried even more, and i had a breakdown. Dad just walked away and told mom to talk to me. She said stuff like:

"Your a christian, your not supposed to act this way"

"control your emotions"

"shouting is ok, its a form of discipline. My parents shouted at me too when i was young. Your relatives do it too."

I don t know what now...

What he said:

"For me life has no purpose. Living isn't a purpose. Life has no purpose. Life is simply something we have. It was given to us for no reason, due to the Universe's random and blind evolution."

if so, what are the alternatives to blu tacks, or what should i do to prevent small paints coming off

my tank is 20gal... right now, my stocking plan is just 2 Ocellaris Clownfish. I might a 1 or 2 saltwater gobies.

Im really passionate about cetaceans, especially dolphins. And i wanted to be a marine biologist and study these fascinating creatures, wanted to find out more about them, etc.

But I also have a strong view towards animal welfare and against cruelty. And im aware that keeping dolphins in captivity is cruel and wrong.

And i have a question, are dolphins still captured for the purpose of research? I seem to cannot find results in google, so i need your thoughts, your answers.

excluding: a tank (20gal), marine salt, filter, heater, thermometer, and hydrometer.

Because i have all of these mentioned (i have an unused bag of marine salt, and a hydrometer just lying around)

And im thinking of switching from Freshwater to Saltwater (fish only).

I want to dehumidify the floor to contain the damage done to the hardwood floor. Do i have to remove my fish tank?

Could i seal my tank with a giant impermeable plastic bag while dehumidifying?

i said nothing inappropriate, but i have no idea why its not there anymore... i checked from my laptop, from my phone, refreshed frequently, used incog window, its still not there.

it all of a sudden happened... it bothers me a lot. I could t focus in my studies because of this.

Im not sure if this is related, but my hands feel sweat at this time too

Is obama one of them?

i want to hear your say if you seen it.

Ammonia 0ppm (gets higher cus i added too much food – i heard 4-8 feedings for fry)

Temperature 27ºC

Im a super taster, which means bitter taste is VERY unpleasant and "disgusting" to me.

Im trying to overcome it, but i need some advise. Help

Im going out of town for 5 days, im worried that something wrong would happen to them. Since they needed to be feed 4 times a day