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For a long time now i talk out loud to people who arent there. Most the time its people i know, like friends, that i pretend im talking too. Ill have an entire conversation with these fake people, telling them all about my day, and my problems, and laughing with them etc. I typically talk out loud as well. I'm just starting to think that something might be wrong with me. I do this multiple times a day, and sometimes it can last like a half hour. I know they arent actually there or anything, but i just talk and talk and talk. Is something wrong with me?

Hey,

So about 2 weeks ago, i started getting this gross light brown some-what watery discharge. Its NOT my period. I am on the pill have am on the "have your period every 3 months" thing, so i havent had it in 2 months now. However i dont think this is spotting either because i know what spotting looks like and this isnt it, plus its been going on for awhile now. At first it had a fowl smell to it (not a fishy one) and it no longer does. Its to the point where i have had to wear panty liners and change my underwear at least 2 times a day. Ive tried external washes to stay clean, but no luck. Also, it cant be an STD. I havent had sex in over 6 months.

Anybody have any ideas? Other than the obvious go to the your doctor?

My life is completely pointless. I have no reason to live. I have no friends, since all the people that are my so called "friends" treat me like **** all the time. They tell me im f*ucking worthless and that nobody f*cking likes me, on top of plenty of other horrible comments. So i stopped talking to them and now i have no friends. I also just cant seem to make friends, because apparently there something about me that nobody likes. I cant tell you the countless amount of times that i have tried talking to somebody and they've just completely ignored me and looked the other way. I even joined a sport in an attempt to make friends, and everybody hated me.

Then theres my ex boyfriend who was abusive. We've been apart for awhile now, but im having a horrible time trying to heal from that. And of course hes already long moved on and doesnt care about me in the slightest.

I also just found out that i have a bs medical condition that i was born with, and ill end up having to get surgery or else it might turn into something way more serious like a tumor. Which means that after surgery ill have to spend over a month of my summer laying in bed and not moving. Just sitting inside watching everybody else have fun.

I have no talents. I always fail at everything. I asked my ex one time what he thought i was good at, because i couldnt come up with anything, and he couldnt either. All he could say was that im good at being a good girlfriend.

I just want to die already..

i was taking codeine for backpain at first, but it went away and i had over 15 tablets left over. I noticed my memory started to fade. Id forget peoples names, objects names, what this was for, what i was just about to say, and a few times id forget complete conversations. If i take enough codeine will it make me forget everything in my life? There so many things i really just wish i didn't remember...

A place, or a person.

Hey guys,

Lately ive been forgetting quite a few things. Things like my pets names, movie/tv show titles that i literally just watched, i forgot what these pills i was taking were for, and at its worse, i completely forgot a whole conversation that i had with a friend. There have been other small things, such as forgetting what a commercial was called, and I've even had a hard time remembering what things look like when i picture them in my mind. Like i just forget a part of it. Its frustrating because i "know" what the answers are or the words that im looking for are but i just cant come up with them. Eventually itll either come to me, or ill ask somebody what it is.

I did hit my head about a month ago while playing rugby, but i didn't have any problems until awhile after it happened, so I'm a little doubtful that its a concussion? Also memory loss and being pretty tired are the only symptoms i have. No headaches or dizziness or anything else. But i also have been under some extreme stress lately, so it might be that too. Im not really sure, i guess i was wondering what you guys think. Im 17 and female if thats of any help.

Thanks!

I have to write a character monologue on this book, and i have decided to pick the mechanical hound as my character. Basically, since the hound is used solely to murder/injure people, i decided id do my monologue on the dogs thoughts about murder. I wanted his take on murder to be that he loves it, and that its what he wants to do, but i cant find a classy way of describing murder. So far, i have the ending to my monologue done which is

"When the blood of night stains forbidden soil and the moon begins to smile, you will see me laughing on the edge of a cliff, strangling my innocence and wishing you the very best of luck. Do you feel guilty? Well you know what they say, Kill one man and you are a murderer, Kill millions of men and you are a conqueror, but kill them all, and you are a god."

I still need a beginning and a middle. Please help me!!

I greatly appreciate it!

I just turned 16 a month ago, and my hips only measure 36in. I've had my period since i was 13, so i've already gone through puberty. But my hips are still so small. There's really not much curve to them. My moms hips are a lot bigger than mine, so i would hope mine would turn out the same, but i feel like it would've happened by now if that were the case. I just really irritates me because i feel like big curvy hips are what make a female a female, and i don't have any. Do you think it's still possible for mine to grow?

I want songs about shitty, abusive, addictive relationships. I DON'T like pop, country or oldies. So please no like taylor swift or miley cyrus. The few songs i found and like about this kind of topic are "Heartbeat" by childish gimbo, "falling from you" by grieves, "IFHY" by tyler the creator, and probably the most commonly known one would be "love the way you lie" by eminem. I don't really care whos point of view its from, girls or guys, just looking for more songs to add to my collection, so i can reminisce about my last **** relationship.

Thanks

I want songs about shitty, abusive, addictive relationships. I DON'T like pop, country or oldies. So please no like taylor swift or miley cyrus. The few songs i found and like about this kind of topic are "Heartbeat" by childish gimbo, "falling from you" by grieves, "IFHY" by tyler the creator, and probably the most commonly known one would be "love the way you lie" by eminem. I don't really care whos point of view its from, girls or guys, just looking for more songs to add to my collection, so i can reminisce about my last **** relationship.

Thanks

Okay so me and my boyfriend are in high school and we have been together for a year. And neither one of us have ever smoked before, but he always had asked if he could. Personally I'm not comfortable with it, but I made a deal with him where id Iet him do it one time, just to see what it was like. And yesturday he did it for the first time with a friend. I was there and i watched him smoke it and I didn't like it at all, but I made that deal with him So I let him do it. But after a bit, it started to kick in and he was acting wayyyyyy different and i really didn't like it. I had to leave the park we were In early because of my parents but he stayed and he was going to sleep over at a frIend's house. Ireally didn't want to leave him because I was worried about him. He started texting me and I found out he was sitting In a drug house until midnight, which made me feel even worse, but later he went to his friends and we started texting again. He was telling me how I should try it sometime, and how he wants to be able to do it once every two weeks. I told him Ionly wanted him doing it this one time, and that we made that deal but he basically didn't care. I told him that if he honestly respects how I feel about it, then he won't do it. And he said that he does respect how i feel he just thinks it unreasonable. Then he asked me why this stresses me out so much but sex doesn't. And I told him " Because I look at Sex completely different. I look at that as I love you and I'm making that connection with you. I see that as a good thing, A way to Bond, sometHing that brings us closer. " and his response was " why can't weed be that too" and I couldn't believe he had said that. What do weed and sex have to do with each other at all. What Does weed and love have to do with each other? I feel like he smoked once and he acting like he's addicted. I could completely understand him being reluctant to quit if he had been doing it before we had met.

So me and my bf have been getting a little bored in the bedroom. And ill admit, I'm not good at giving blow jobs. But knowing that I've decided that i would start practicing and learning everything i can about sex to improve my skills for him. So I've been practicing a lot on my own and researching tips and tricks for blowjobs for awhile. And i was wondering if tonight, because it's our anniversary, if i should just go for it, be sexy ave confident, and give him a suprise hopefully much better than ever *******, and afterwards we can talk about how to spice up our sex life. Or if i should start with the talk and after the talk go for the *******. Im worried that if i start with the ******** that i won't do as good as i planned and then yeah, and I'm worried that if i start with the talk I'm somehow ruin or make the ******** less exciting or something. What do you guys think i should start with? Thanks!

So I'm on birth control, and im pretty new to it. Its the regular oral pill form. Ive been taking it for 2 full weeks now. My doctor told me that this pill takes 1 week and then on the 7th day your protected. Well today is my 14th day taking it and ive never missed a pill. I also take my pill at the exact same time everyday 12:20 and not a minute before or after. Also, the past few days ive had breast soreness which is a common symptom on the pill. Today me and my boyfriend had unprotected sex, and hes freaking out that I'm going to get pregnant and blah blah blah. He wants me to take plan B, but honestly I think its stupid. Like I should be completely fine. Ive had symptoms of the pill working like breast pain and nausea for the first 2 weeks, and I take my pill perfectly.. SO will somebody please just tell him to calm down. Or should I just take plan B in order to be on the extra safe side?

THANKSS

So I'm definitely not a virgin, but I would say I'm still pretty new to s*x since my first time was 4 months ago. However, since then I've had a lot of s*x with my boyfriend. Anyway, yesturday my boyfriend was fingering me, and he started out doing it like normal. Then he started getting really rough. He went really deep and was being just rough. Deep enough that he was actually at the end of my v*gin*. And when he was finished fingering me, I had just the slightest burn/pain feeling around the inside/outside of the v*gin*l opening. But it definitely wasn't like a horrible pain. I hardly noticed it and I just brushed it off because it didn't feel like much of anything. But later I went to use the bathroom and I found a good amount of blood in my panties. It was like brown/pinkish. I also got just a tiny drop of blood on his bed sheets too. It only bled for around an hour.. By the time I checked in the bathroom and found it, It was dry blood, so it definitely didn't bleed for very long. I thought maybe a scratch because my boyfriend said he hasn't cut his nails in a little over a week. But the fact that it didn't actually hurt worries me. It's been a day, and right now I'm kind of feeling like a slight odd feeling on one side of my v*gin* opening. Like off and on slight pain maybe? It could just be paranoia though. But does anybody have any ideas on why I might be bleeding?

Do you think it's worse to be so stressed that you sleep all day and you have no motivation to get up. Or do you think it's worse to be so stressed that you can't sleep and can't sit still?

My boyfriend and a few of our friends always make fun of me because i act so "white" and i mean, i am white, and for the most part they are to, they just dont act like it i guess. Anyways, I'm really sick of being made fun of fir it. I try to tell them off or say things like, well i am white, but they just make fun of me more... so how do i act less white?

My parents are being really unfair. So on Wednesday night, I decided that I was going to get up early Thursday morning to take a shower for school. So on Wednesday night I set my alarm for 5:45 am and I went to bed. Unfortunately my cell phone died sometime after I fell asleep so I ended up waking up at 7:45. My bus comes at 8:05. So I obviously wasn't going to be able to take a shower and make the bus in time. So I called my mom and told her what happened, and at first she was like "take a ten minute shower and run, you'll make the bus" which isn't at all true. So then we tried to find me another ride to school, but my mom couldn't leave work to drive me, and neither could my dad, and my sister couldn't do it either. So I had no ride to school and I couldn't make the bus because my hair was crazy greasy and I had to shower. But my mom was so pissed that I stayed home that she said that im ground Thursday, Friday, and Saturday and that I cant leave the house because I stayed home from school.

I never do anything bad, I get really good grades, and i'm responsible. I was even so nice as to clean the kitchen and living room while I was home from school. My parents are acting like I purposely stayed home which I didn't! And I tried talking to them about it, but they wont let up or listen.

So now they are making me stay home on the first 80 degree weekend of the summer, on the weekend I actually have off of work, on the weekend I don't have any homework, and the weekend I was invited to go to a friends house, there making me spend it sitting in the house doing nothing. And nobodies even home. My mom, dad, and sister all are out doing something. So I'm sitting her alone while my friends text me about how much fun there having at my friends house that I was suppose to go to.

My parents are being unfair right? Because I really feel that they are. I don't know what to do now. It Friday night and I cant even leave...why do they hate me?

My parents are being really unfair. So on Wednesday night, I decided that I was going to get up early Thursday morning to take a shower for school. So on Wednesday night I set my alarm for 5:45 am and I went to bed. Unfortunately my cell phone died sometime after I fell asleep so I ended up waking up at 7:45. My bus comes at 8:05. So I obviously wasn't going to be able to take a shower and make the bus in time. So I called my mom and told her what happened, and at first she was like "take a ten minute shower and run, you'll make the bus" which isn't at all true. So then we tried to find me another ride to school, but my mom couldn't leave work to drive me, and neither could my dad, and my sister couldn't do it either. So I had no ride to school and I couldn't make the bus because my hair was crazy greasy and I had to shower. But my mom was so pissed that I stayed home that she said that im ground Thursday, Friday, and Saturday and that I cant leave the house because I stayed home from school.

I never do anything bad, I get really good grades, and i'm responsible. I was even so nice as to clean the kitchen and living room while I was home from school. My parents are acting like I purposely stayed home which I didn't! And I tried talking to them about it, but they wont let up or listen.

So now they are making me stay home on the first 80 degree weekend of the summer, on the weekend I actually have off of work, on the weekend I don't have any homework, and the weekend I was invited to go to a friends house, there making me spend it sitting in the house doing nothing. And nobodies even home. My mom, dad, and sister all are out doing something. So I'm sitting her alone while my friends text me about how much fun there having at my friends house that I was suppose to go to.

My parents are being unfair right? Because I really feel that they are. I don't know what to do now. It Friday night and I cant even leave...why do they hate me?

Do to think its worse to be so stressed that you hardly/ never sleep or that you have no motivation and always sleep?

My parents don't trust me for Absolutely no reason. Im 15, which i know isn't a grown up and i know im still a kid. Im not asking to be able to do crazy things!

The other thing is that i cant even remember the last time i got in trouble. I get good grades, i do my chores, im very responsible, i obey my parents and i don't get into trouble. I don't drink or do drugs or any of that stuff. I don't really have a lot of friends that i hang out with either, so i don't do much on my weekends.

But i met this guy and his name is Ben. And he asked my for my number and we started texting each other. (he goes to my school by the way) And hes really nice and were good friends now. We're not dating or doing anything like that, just friends! And i asked my dad if i could hang out with him because he lives in my neighborhood and he was kind of skeptical but he said yes. So for about a 3 weeks now ive been hanging out with him on and off. My mother is FREAKING out though! She told me that since she knows im not super confident she doesn't want me to be easy. Both my parents think that me and my sister are so stupid that were going to go out and get knocked up and get into trouble even though neither one of us have done anything wrong and my sister is 18.

So its friday and i asked my mom if i can hang out with him today and she told me no because its too cold outside. So then i asked her if it would be okay if i went to his house and we play xbox, and that both his parents would be there. And she started going off telling me that she needs to meet his parents first and talk to his parents because she doesn't know what is and is not allowed at their house and what their rules are. So now she wont let me hang out with him today. And also, every time i hang out with him, my mom calls me like every hour asking me where i am, what im doing, who im with, whats going on, when will you be home, blah blah blah blah blah....

Its sooooo frustrating because we're just friends and ive told her that mulitple times and i just want to be able to hang out with him because i hardly ever do anything on my weekends and the second i get some body to hang out with, my parents dont want me to go and hang out with them.

What should i do??

Thanks