Brian

Hey, so I'm just kinda bored so I was just wondering if anyone wanted to talk :D This is for girls only... Which sounds bad but it's for a specific reason that I don't feel like talking about. No pervy stuff.... Just talking please :D If you want to comment! 16-18 years old :D I'm 16 almost 17

Hey guys, it's ridiculously hard for me to get friends lately. I've never really had an issue with it before if I wanted it. Lately it's just kind of been like I don't really care if I get them or not. Yet I know I'm really depressed about being so alone. I just can't seem to fix anything.

So for the past week and a half or so it's gotten really for me to concentrate. Which is frustrating because I've grown up my entire life with extremely good attention at the entire frame of view that I have. Meaning, I notice even the smallest details that people don't pick up on. Yet, lately it's gotten extremely hard to focus on what I'm seeing. Which is also making it hard to remember anything, I feel like I'm almost going insane. I have always had a near-photographic memory, and lately, starting about a week, week and a half ago. I can barely remember what I do throughout the day. It's like big lapses in my brain. Almost like it's finally full of information, and now the rest of the information doesn't have anywhere to be stored, so it just escapes into nothing.

This is all frustrating, which is just makes it worse because the stress it adds to my life. I don't really know what to do anymore, it's like, I'm mentally exhausted all the time. No matter how much I sleep, or what I take to try and fix it. Could it be a problem with me not entering the rem sleep cycle? Yet I remember all of my dreams, and if I understand right you have to enter and finish the rem sleep cycle in order to remember a dream.(?) I've just been having these issues lately.

To re-state my issues.

- Concentration is horrible on anything

- Memory is horrible

- Always overly-mentally exhausted, yet physically fine

- Stress is adding to everything

- No patience

Note: I've always had a really good concentration and patience style work ethic. Lately I can't concentrate on one thing for more than a few minutes, maximum.