sugar_lollipop

I have known this guy for 5 years online. We used to talk quite alot two years ago but now we seldom talk. We only occasionally talk when it's our birthdays or when he initiates the convo( I never ever initiate the convo because I pretend to be disinterested all along and there is nothing much for us to talk about ) he saw me twice in real life before because we live pretty near each other but he didn't dare to say hi so i didnt get to see him. I'm super curious to know how he looks like, but even though we live so near, we never bump into each other before( I swear that if I get to see him coincidentally by fate I will stop thinking about him because I may get disappointed and I won't get the 'love at first sight thingy') that's why I so badly want to see how he looks like without purposely meeting up with him so that I will stop thinking about him. It sounds alot like infatuation, but After so long why do I still think about him after so long despite our lack of contact?! :( pls help? I'm really inexperienced in this field. I don't have a bf before and all my friends are girls

I alrdy watched these few animes:

-Chobits

-Full Moon Wo sagashite

-Peach Girl

-Itazura Na Kiss

Hmm,i wan an anime which has TOTALLY NO FIGHTING WATSOEVER like naruto or fushigi yugi and stuff.Best that the anime has more romance and drama then comedy.& it must not be something which u will cry throughout all the episodes.sorry, my taste is really picky :D tys!

It states in Wikepedia that it is a shojo manga.But the covers of the manga,especially the 3rd volume,looks as if it has very disgusting content,and its definetely impossible for me to buy the manga like this.thanks :D

Pls do not state youtube,crunchyroll and tudou as crunchyroll only has episodes from 1-17,youtube has NONE and todou is kind of hard to find.Oh yes, before u answer,PLS MAKE SURE that the website REALLY HAS KIRARINE REVOULUTION.thanks alot(: