Coral

I have a best friend, a guy best friend whom I sit with in all my glasses and a gang that is pretty close, but since I switch up where I am in my free periods Im not as close as the others. I have friends, but they are mostly Boys and game all weekend or are introverts. And some girls friends whom I meet sometimes. I have another best friend in a city far away. The thing is in school I am all set, I have somebody to talk to, even though our group is small and the rest of the class are a big group Who go to big parties together, I feel okay in school. In my free time however, except for a couple of occasional meetups and me and my best friend hanging out sometimes, I am pretty much alone. Im 16 and at my age People are out with friends ALL THE Time. I never get invited to parties and feel so weird for it. I have never shown any interest in it tho, and as a child I was stuck up and used to be that know-it-all Who stopped them from being little bitches so I guess thats understandable. I am really shy and dont really talk to them or want to invade other People so I dont make friends easily because I dont want to brother anyone. Might explain why I dont get invited out. I am bad at making new friends, and have had mine for a long time. The problem is I never think anyone wants to hang out so I never take initiative and feel like **** when people dont ask me out, even tho they do it. I have confidence issues, anyone Who can help with my situation? Appreciate your time :) 

My friends invited me to the movies. I said yes 5 days Ago. One of my friends have been shitty every since so I left the group chat where we had planned because he said nobody asked me to join. Should I still go with them? I havent cancelled or anything, but I left the group

I have 1 good and 3 normal friends there, the rest are aquantainces or strangers, I just started High school with a new class and my best friends are all in a different school, and Idk what to do, because I feel so outside, most of them went to the same school and know each other, they are really obsessed with drinking and sex and I feel so different and outside, I feel like nobody likes me and that Im just disturbing People if I join in or try to join them when I dont really know them. Any tips? (I also have a really low self confidence so that doesnt work too well lol)

I should reach out more because I want to hang out more with my friends and do stuff, and they reach out but I never take initiativ. I want to be a good friend, but Im afraid that they Will always excpect me to reach out if I do, and I cant handle the pressure. I'm isolating myself and just watching Netflix or youtube all day because of anxiety, I dont open messages or snaps until hours later because I just cant handle it. I love being with friends and socializing but when I've started isolating myself it's difficult to get out.