If You Give A Girl A Cookie

Me: being with him once again :') *sniff*

So my mom is mexican and native american and my dad is black. Does this make me mostly black? Or does it depend on how i look? Like some people say i look black because of my hair and tan skin but with my facial features they say can tell im mixed with something but not sure what. My two sisters also look different from me, my middle sister is a lot lighter than me and looks more hispanic and black and my younger sister looks more black with native Sorry, im just curious and bored :)

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I just feel so awkward! Today i was staring at this guy and when he looked at me i turned away and i guess i did a strange face cuz i turned to look at him again and he was looking at me weird. *sigh* geez, why can't i act right? What's happend to you?

I didn't.

Well?

Tell me, did I miss anything?

Ever since i heard the song or nah by the weeknd i couldnt stop listening to it. The song is disgusting but so catchy and danceable!

I swear there were scary faces/images on my bathroom door at my old house and they would always be crying and doing weird faces... O_O

It felt like it was part dream part reality. I was listening to music in bed with the exact same pajamas with my headphones on then all of sudden i felt a pain (maybe in my head) and the music sounded weird. Then i started shaking uncontrollablly, i was scared, i could see my room a little like my eyes were open but sleepy and my vision wasn't that clear. Then i lied down on my bed and continied to shake. i dont remember what happened after that. I tried to stop the jerking and call for someone to help but i literally had no control over my body. The reason i thought it was a dream because of the music listening but the reason i thought it was real because i could see my room and it felt so real!! When i woke up i felt tired and weak and a little shaky. If i told my mom she wouldnt believe me. (im only a minor) What do you guys think? I've had dream where they say that your body is awake but your brain is not and i felt paralyzed. So could this have been a sleep seizure??

Okay so my friends dad gave me a ride home from practice this afternoon and her dad is a funny guy and he tells jokes and all, but some of the things he said to me were just plain ignorant. First we were talking about our neighbourhoods and then he asked "where are you from? You have an accent" I was confused because i never moved from a different state and i told him what town i moved from and then i asked him "what do you mean i have an accent?" Then he asked if i was a "swirl" (without answering my first question and my friend laughed and i was still confused and asked her and she said its someone who's mixed with black and white. And then i was like "ooh, but im not black and white though..." and then he said something about me talking like a white person and thats the reason why he thought i was a "swirl" . I was just laughing uncomfortably. then he asked me what i was mixed with and i told him and he said "your mom must be really beautiful if she's mexican and native american" and i just said "uhhh, yeah i guess." And then my friend's younger sister said something about my sister looking black and white and how light she was (they go to school together.) And my friend's dad started asking how much lighter my sister was than me "uhh about a shade lighter" i said and then he asked how light my mom was and i said "she's about a shade darker than me" and then he asked me if my dad was lightskinned and i said yeah and he was just like "oh okay"

Also my friend is black and so is her dad. And i felt so stupid and embarrassed when he was asking me these questions! He even said something about my friend talking white when she's at school or around her white friends. I noticed a difference in how she talks with her family and at school now. "White" (or ahem, speaking proper english) at school and "talking black"with her family. He didnt seem mean about it, but making a joke out of me and his nosiness (or was it curisoity?) irritated me. I didnt have the guts tell my friend or him i was feeling awkward. My friend didnt really help me and just laughed along.

What do you guys think about this? Was it just innocent joking around, plain curiosity, or ignorance that i've had to deal with before? I hate it when my own race doesnt like me because i talk properly or because im "mixed" im still black!

Like even though they treated you wrong. Why or why not?

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Nothing in your life really exists... o_o *dun dun duuhhhn!*

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