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ok ive been trying to find what phobia this is for most of my adult life , i dont even know how to ask the question because the fear is so irrational in my head, so if anyone can give some detail or if there's a expert somewhere would be great

so here goes

well it started when i was a teenager , and i would go to splash town and those little jets at the bottom that would shoot out water , would scare me , like during the whole trip i would be focused on not stepping on the holes on the bottom of the pool. i would be so frieghtned of being even near that.

so now as a older adult wit a house to take care of with a pool , one day one of the jets would just not work rite and i had to stop the power to everything near the spa/pool equipment set up on the side of the house

well, im walking towards that the sound even got me so scared and i had this big fear of even going close there, and when i got close to the pumps and jet equipments for my pool i could barely stand and not run the other way. the water going thru the see thru pumps and the water sounds of equipement humming with the 2 sewer holes to the left jus had me scared to the bone, like everything didnt matter but running the other way , now i had to get to the switches which was behind a closed drawer on the wall , in back of all this equipement and i really couldnt reach thru all that to get to the off switch , i had to summon all my courage for not messing up the pool and admitting to the rest of the family i couldnt go near there , i quickly opened the panel and hit the switch and ran as fast as i could , to this day i dont know why i was so scared

until recently i had to change the switch in the back inside of the toilet

the part that connects to the big black thing inside that controlls the flow of the toilet , so as soon

as i open the toilet cover i see the water stuff ,lil pumps , that big bouncing ball , with a hole in the bottom that sucked all the water to this unknown place , and i swear to god i couldnt ever get the nerve to completely fix it , it seems water equipment like damns also give me this big fear when i get close to it .

i really dont even know how to approach asking a normal person about this so i would like to know if theres someone that could enlighten me about this irrational fear i tink i have.

thanks

antony

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i went to the store today to get a large stuffed crust pizza and when i looked at it , it seriously looked like a medium pizza. I bought it three times and it was the same length and diameter, i read the other posts and it says the crust might be getting better, but when i look at it and my memory the crust looks the same , pizza looks same , maybe the box got bigger ?

please help no place on the net got a answer

i have this dream few times every few months and its frequent , theres dreams where i am trying to run away from a group of people trying to hunt me with guns and it seems like it lasts for a long time and towards the end he has me cornered and trying to finish me off , and i see the escape route (car boat balloon) but right when i tell my mind to escape my legs freeze up and it feels like im stuck , i get scared and try to move for a while but i cant , right when hes almost close to killing me i seem to eject my self out the dream .

its a wierd one and the other responses said it mite be abt self esteem or confidence but this dream is frequent thru out my life and always happens when i have those dreams when people are trying to get me .

please help , thanks for ur time