joe

Also, why is everyone on yahoo answers obsessed with religion?

Um... I'm new to this so I'll just type word for word what I think in my head. So I guess I start by saying I'm 13... Yeah I know. You're probably thinking jeez this kid is messed up and yeah I... Kinda am. I like girls, I mean sexually. I've seen porn but I prefer hentai. Then I saw a cute gay "anime" couple and I really want that. The warm strong embrace of a guy. I'm also a guy, well a boy to be exact.

I'm batteling with depression and before you jump to conclusion. I have a normal family, mid class. I wasn't abused, I've never been bullied and all I've had is encouragement all my life to do great things but for a while now I've been depressed from being bored, i constantly worry about what people think of me so I don't want to share this unless I'm anonymous. I have a rare disease that could one day be the end of me but that's nothing to do with why I'm depressed. It's just frustrating to know I have limitations on what I want to do because of a stupid disease.

So far I've managed my depression by watching animes, YouTube videos, and playing video games but when I'm not doing something like that I get overwhelmed by depression and I... Well I ******* hate it, excuse my language.

I don't know what I want to achieve by writing this but I... I guess I just wanted to get it out of my system. Even though this is a long piece of text I still haven't even scratched the tip of the iceberg on how I fully feel. No matter of pain can be described in such words I know.