Tatiana

I hear stories all the time about people landing in the hospital because they're attempt failed or things like that. I just want that to happen. I don't want to actually die. I want my pain to end but I kno once you commit it there's no turning back. I need help. No one even cares or love me. Maybe this will let me see if they really do care about me. If they don't or say I need to go to a mental institution like my family always says when I say I'm depressed or going emotional crazy then I will really kill myself. I tell them I'm depressed. They don't do anything to me. Nothing. They don't help. They kno what's wrong.

But take the actions like doing things that cause cancer. Drinking under the influence of Alcohol I do believe in hell that when u kill urself u go straight there. Don't argue with me. But will this still count. I can't take it anymore. I'm 17 and hate my life. No one loves me I've been through a lot.

When I talk to the guy I like my friends make me look so stupid in front of them. Say my insecurities all loud and hurt me. Trying to block me from talking to the guy. All of them all the guys I like o try to talk to. All my female friends except one but she's gay. Especially my sister. And then I turn my head they over there flirting with the guy. What is wrong with me! Why does this happen to me!

But when ther own friends go talk to the guy (they supposedly like or not even) they don't do anything about it. They seem happy when their friends talk to them (flirt with them) but not me. They watch me. This kid my sister likes, i knew him first, he's a funny kid. So he would say funny things. Her best friend would watch me if I would smile or talk to him. Giving me this look. I ask if I can hang out with them but she would always say no cause the guy would be there. He's leaving in a few days to college. I hate it. My heart is breaking. I was suppose to hang out with him but she just takes him away. And my mom don't want me near any boys! WHY! I'm 17 turnin 18. I everyone else's parents let them stand next to boys.

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When to take the test?

Before you say wtf. My nipple been itchy these pass few days so I would use a knife to scratch it. It really helped. My fingers didn't do anything. But this time I was really i enjoying the sensation because I was hitting the spot. I look down and I slightly sliced it. It's red with a line. What's gonna happen. Why do my nipples itch so bad. I am drinking protein shakes to gain weight and been eating a lot. Is it because of that. How do u stop the itch. It still itches!! I AM NOT TRYING TO BE FUNNY HERE. THIS IS SERIOUS. I'm 17

My nipple been itchy these pass few days so I would use a knife to scratch it. It really helped. My fingers didn't do anything. But this time I was really i enjoying the sensation because I was hitting the spot. I look down and I slightly sliced it. It's red with a line. What's gonna happen. Why do my nipples itch so bad. I am drinking protein shakes to gain weight and been eating a lot. Is it because of that. How do u stop the itch. It still itches!! I AM NOT TRYING TO BE FUNNY HERE. THIS IS SERIOUS. I'm 17

Where do u usually gain the weight. I'm 5'4 and weigh 112

Can I do this. I want to see who he's texting and talking to. Will this work and will he find out I'm doing this. Like will he see who I'm talking to

im 17. I didnt pass two regents and i failed a class because the stupid teacher didnt like me. everyone is at prom now, everyone is graduating. i gotta go to summer school but im just gonna drop out. i have bad anxiety, chronic depression and if i dont pass this august i gotta re take high school. im thinking of becoming a stripper or to sell my soul and become an actress. this is just a rant. im sorry. what should i do. this is so embarrassing

im 17. I didnt pass two regents and i failed a class because the stupid teacher didnt like me. everyone is at prom now, everyone is graduating. i gotta go to summer school but im just gonna drop out. i have bad anxiety, chronic depression and if i dont pass this august i gotta re take high school. im thinking of becoming a stripper or to sell my soul and become an actress. this is just a rant. im sorry. what should i do. this is so embarrassing

i have just asked a major question in about all the subjects concering it and still NO REPLY! 30 mintues passed. please anwer them ill asnwer yours