Baby Girl

Ok so lately I've been pretty angry. This happens from time to time. God bless the man I'm going to marry for putting up with my ****. I'm very hard on myself most of the time. Lets get to my symptoms though.

1. Money...I get so stressed about it...Why? You don't die with it. I should just be happy I can pay my bills and not be flipping out about it, but I do. I stress about work too. I hate my job, but know that I'll be in the hole if I leave it because it is good money. I'm going to start school though very soon. I'd like to become a teacher. That's also stressing me out. It's been 6 years since I've graduated High School. It scares me to think that in a couple days I'm starting college. I'm afraid I won't be able to keep up.

2. All this stress causes me to be very angry a lot. I take it out on my fiancee because he's usually the one around. I feel awful because I do this much more than I like. Then I get really hard and down on myself. I'm just a down right ***** to be honest. He usually has to push my buttons until I can't take it anymore and I break down and then I'm alright for awhile.

To be honest though I just want to feel normal. I don't want to be this awful person just because of stressing out about stupid stuff. Is there anything I can do? Please help!!

Aimee