malik

My parents make me cry Atleast once a week. Every Saturday my parents make me go to my brothers football game and it takes up the entire day. I lost my Halloween because of this game. I can honestly say I don't love my parents, I think they're terrible people. If I ever try to express my emotions to them they beat me or threaten to. My parents make me feel worthless. My older brother is absolute trash and has a terrible life and I feel that is because of our parents abuse. My other brother has a pretty good life because my parents loved him because he is really good at a football. When I'm home I never attempt speak to my parents or even leave my room. When they enter my room I feel invaded. I'm afraid of my parents and I hate the fact that I'm related to them. I once tried reporting them but I got scared and didn't do it. I've never felt attached to my parents like a normal child would. I even hate calling them mom and dad. I can't recall anything nice or positive they've ever said to me. I've always been a disappointment to them and they even tell me that. I don't want to continue this life I have with them. I know they my parents won't change and that I have to leave. They beat me over the stupidest of things like taking to long or hitting the walls. I really need out of here