Zach

So I've just started college and it's only been about a few weeks in. I'm extremely far behind in all my classes and I've been skipping them, which I know is all my fault. But i'm not really sure if I want to go to college. I don't have a back up plan, I kinda just wanna find a good paying job and go buy an apartment somewhere close to home. I would definitely plan on going back to college, but not for a couple years.

I have a $2500 loan out right now and that's it. I don't think it's much and I could probably afford paying it off. But my concerns are also about my parents. My dad was a college dropout and never went back and he doesn't want that life for me and my mom completely agrees. I'm really not too sure on what to do and how to do it.

So, I'll add a little detail. I started smoking at the end of February until now. My friends getting me a job in the summer at best buy and I really really want this job. It's my senior year and I also (like most everyone I hang out with) want to get ****** up. My school years are finally ending in 2 weeks, and I don't want to stop smoking right now. He said they are hiring 2 weeks or a month from now. AND there's this awesome girl that wants to smoke with me :/ what should I do??

Well their's gonna be alot to read but it's all worth it. So me and my ex dated for 3 years of highschool. During the 3 years we never had sex, which is because we both weren't ready wanted it to be special and I was completely fine with it. Now about 4 months ago we broke up. I became extremely depressed for a couple of months then got myself over a huge chunk of it. Now I've been going out more and having a good time. And I decided to go to this party last night with a few friends. I knew she was gonna be there (she has her new boyfriend with her, who she broke up with me for) and I come in through the door and some people get excited and don't care too much and I see her, right away like I knew it would my heart sank. I pushed it aside and didn't let it effect me. Now she started to get really upset about this and had to go outside. I yet again ignore it (keep in mind we haven't talked in about 3 months.) I'm sitting playing a drinking card game and out of no where she comes up and said she wanted to break the ice. I tried to look like it didn't effect me and just said alright. So as soon as we start talking she begins to cry. I was drunk and kind of really tried not to care because I thought she deserves all the pain. We eventually talk some then her boyfriend gets worried and she goes and talks to him and I continue to drink with friends. About an hour or so later I go inside the house and her boyfriend decides to talk to me. He starts to get really upset and damn near cries, I calmed him down some and told him not to worry because I was fine. Eventually I gave him a hug and he chilled out and I continue to drink. Now I end up in a room alone with my ex... We just talked the entire time but she kept getting close. She told me she either could have waited longer with me and tried making things work or she could have followed the new feelings she has for her current boyfriend. And she told me she wishes that she would have waited longer with me... WTF?

So me and this girl starting dating at the age of 15 our freshman year in highschool.

When I first saw her I stopped and couldn't breathe, after a second of looking at her I knew I wanted her.

So we started dating Nov 1, 2007.

After a few months in to our relationship we told each other we loved one another, and it pretty much kicked off from there.

I would always do things to spice up the relationship like make dinner for her, or surprise her with a gift or a date, but about 2 years into the relationship I kind of stopped.

So we were madly in love, I told her everything she could possibly know about me and I loved her with every piece of my heart. We would always talk about getting married (not with each other, at least at first) and how our kids would look and what our house would look like and where to live and on on on on.

About a month ago on Nov 17, 2010 she broke up with me, she told me its because we stopped going out and talking. About a week after we broke up she went on a date with some guy from her work and now they're dating... I'm still crushed, and everyday I'm away from her my love for her grows stronger.

I believe in fate and I can't really get into it, but fate has thrown me some unbelievable stuff. If you don't believe in fate, I bet I could convince you after the **** I saw.

So after the break up we tried talking, that didn't work. We tried to stop talking, that didn't work. The only thing that works is when we are together talking about how we used to be.

Of course all of you are going to think this is just some dumb high school love. You might be wrong or you might be right, I'm not sure. I love this girl so much that I have tried letting her go, but when I do, She texts or calls me!

Everyday I fight with myself and ask should I wait or should I try and move on, every time I try and move on something extremely weird happens like bumping into her parents at a store or having dreams where she tells me "Don't give up." Or the song that I wanted to sing and play guitar for her comes on while I'm working out, My ipod has 642 and about 20 are acoustic.

All I need is for someone to help me, give an opinion, ask a question, or do whatever you want. I'm still in love with her today and every time I try and give up something ridiculous happens. What does all of this mean? Why can't I give up? Why do we keep calling each other? Why do I think no matter what happens we'll still be together someday?

I just got out of a 3 year relationship and she's already dating someone after a month of the breakup and now I can't stand her, but I still care about her. I'm finally ready to move on (I think) and I want to know if there is someone.

Okay me and my ex were dating for 3 of high school. I promise you this wasn't some stupid high school relationship that everyone gets over, this was real. About 4 months ago we both starting acting she said things started to change. Its been over for a month and I'm still madly in love with her, but she's seeing some kid. They been hanging out every week. Me and her have gotten into 3 fights. All which were my fault, I kept calling her and wanting to fix things and asking for another chance and just seeming too desperate. The final call was a 6 or 7 days ago and I really was trying my best to get over her, and I just thought I should stop waiting and move on... Well as soon as I thought that, she wants to talk. We talked and talked and she wants me back and wants to work things out, but she wants to see if anything goes on with this other guy. Now I love this girl more than anything in the world and all I care about is if she's happy. I told her I have been waiting and I won't stop waiting for a few months. I told I don't care what she did or what she plans on doing with this new guy, because my hearts always with her. I told her I could never forgive her and all I want is to just work things out, even if I get hurt in the process. Now i'm doubting all of this, but I'm not sure if it's just one of my mood swings (which I get all the time.) Seriously what we had was really real. Not some bull sh#t high school relationship. The first time I ever saw her, I stopped breathing. She's all I ever wanted and she made me realize who I really am and I can never thank her enough. All I want to know is if I should keep waiting or try and move on.

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So I just got out of a 3 year relationship and she was the one who ended it with me, so I was the one who was completely devastated. A week after our break up she started going out on dates with some guy and now a month after the break up they're dating. So I'm trying my best to move on, don't get me wrong, I still care about my ex and I know deep down she cares about me. I'm awaiting the call of a therapist so I can get my head and emotions on the right track. And so now comes the good part. I had a friend who obviously was a girl that I knew had a crush on me before the 3 year relationship and we kind of kept in touch and now we're finally talking again and I'm not sure about what I should do. She has a boyfriend, but things aren't going so well and I'm not sure if I should step in or just wait it out. I really do care about her, she's always been a great friend to me and I think I'm starting to like her, but I'm not sure if thats just my messed up emotions talking because she helps me forget about my ex. I think it's my messed up emotions, but I just wanted more opinions on what to do. Help maybe?

So i just got out of a 3 year relationship and yes she was my first love. We never had sex because we were waiting for the right time, after graduation of high school. Well, we didn't make it and now i'm not sure what I should even do. Its been over for a month and she's dating some guy already and I think they both hate me and now i'm getting therapy for snapping on everyone so much and never having my emotions right. I feel like the only way i can get over her is to hate her. I hate feeling like such trash. I keep telling myself things will get better, but i always doubt it because i can't even trust myself. Do I need professional help?

I have diablo 2 with the expansion on my desktop and i want to know if i can transfer it with a flash drive and still run it with the cd in?

Okay lets start from the beginning. Me and my girlfriend started dating and after 3 or 4 months and we were deeply in love. We hung out every weekend and every weekday. She was my everything. She was I always wanted. We started dating 2007 Nov. 1 while we were 15. We always talked about our future together and we decided we were going to wait to make love until we were 18. We did substitute things for sex like oral and things with our hands. But enough about that, we stayed together for 3 years and I was always crazy about her. But a month ago she wanted to go on a break and I flipped out, she didn't know I did until later on that night she wanted to get back together. Over the summer we got really into it and we almost had sex, i put it in and pulled it out. She wanted to really have sex with me and i told her its not the smart thing to do and the next day we did it again. Now after we went on a break we weren't the same. We just pretended. I still love her and I know i will for a while, but she said she was having different feelings for me for the past 3 months. Now that little almost sex deal i acted different and i know i did. Thats all i wanted, and it became and obsession. I acted different around her and i know it. We broke up 2 weeks after our break. Now there was some guy at her work that she started to like and a week after we broke up. Then on a Wed. night after seeing a movie with some friends i thought i could win her back so i went to her house and sat in her driveway for an hour in 35 degree weather. She didn't show up so i texted her cousin (a good friend) and asked her if she knew where she was and she figured out and she told me she was the with guy from her work. After being crushed by that I knew she was going on a date Saturday with him and on Sunday she told me she tried to kiss him on Wed. night. After being in a relationship with the girl of my dreams for 3 years and her just dropping me like that crushed me. I'm still depressed now and i think i'm gonna be for a really long time. And 2 days ago i flipped on her and told her goodbye for good and she texted me later that night and asked if i hated her. I told her i wanted to and then i flipped on her again, after all of that it seemed like she wanted to give it another shot but she was kept telling me she was already involved with the guy from her work. I told her we can work things out and that i've been acting different because of the almost sex thing over the summer. The next day it seemed like she changed her mind again in 2nd period (we have that class together and sit right next to each other.) It seemed like she didn't want to try and then i started to talking to her again and she started thinking about us trying one last time. Soon after that i tried to calm her down because she said she does like this guy from her work and i told her i've liked someone while we were dating and fighting alot and i told her that i would of never given up on her even if i had feelings for this girl because i loved her and i knew she was right for me. Turns out that ticked her off and she went to work and i'm sure she talked to this guy and she started to get all happy again with him and tonight i asked her if she was angry with me for telling her about the other girl thing and she said yes. I told her i was sorry and i only wanted another chance. She said no and i broke down and started crying and told her everything i've ever done wrong and that i would do anything to take it back. She kept telling me no and i know she still cares about me. she told me but she's not in love with me anymore and i asked her if this guy was trying to turn me against her and she said no your turning me against you and i finally realized i was. I was so crushed that i told i was sorry for everything and that their's always a place in my heart for her and that i still love her. and she said i'll always have a place in hers. I understand if she has feeling for this guy i just don't want her to get hurt. I just need opinions on if i should move on or wait. and if i should move on some advice to heal?

Okay lets start from the beginning. Me and my girlfriend started dating and after 3 or 4 months and we were deeply in love. We hung out every weekend and every weekday. She was my everything. She was I always wanted. We started dating 2007 Nov. 1 while we were 15. We always talked about our future together and we decided we were going to wait to make love until we were 18. We did substitute things for sex like oral and things with our hands. But enough about that, we stayed together for 3 years and I was always crazy about her. But a month ago she wanted to go on a break and I flipped out, she didn't know I did until later on that night she wanted to get back together. Over the summer we got really into it and we almost had sex, i put it in and pulled it out. She wanted to really have sex with me and i told her its not the smart thing to do and the next day we did it again. Now after we went on a break we weren't the same. We just pretended. I still love her and I know i will for a while, but she said she was having different feelings for me for the past 3 months. Now that little almost sex deal i acted different and i know i did. Thats all i wanted, and it became and obsession. I acted different around her and i know it. We broke up 2 weeks after our break. Now there was some guy at her work that she started to like and a week after we broke up. Then on a Wed. night after seeing a movie with some friends i thought i could win her back so i went to her house and sat in her driveway for an hour in 35 degree weather. She didn't show up so i texted her cousin (a good friend) and asked her if she knew where she was and she figured out and she told me she was the with guy from her work. After being crushed by that I knew she was going on a date Saturday with him and on Sunday she told me she tried to kiss him on Wed. night. After being in a relationship with the girl of my dreams for 3 years and her just dropping me like that crushed me. I'm still depressed now and i think i'm gonna be for a really long time. And 2 days ago i flipped on her and told her goodbye for good and she texted me later that night and asked if i hated her. I told her i wanted to and then i flipped on her again, after all of that it seemed like she wanted to give it another shot but she was kept telling me she was already involved with the guy from her work. I told her we can work things out and that i've been acting different because of the almost sex thing over the summer. The next day it seemed like she changed her mind again in 2nd period (we have that class together and sit right next to each other.) It seemed like she didn't want to try and then i started to talking to her again and she started thinking about us trying one last time. Soon after that i tried to calm her down because she said she does like this guy from her work and i told her i've liked someone while we were dating and fighting alot and i told her that i would of never given up on her even if i had feelings for this girl because i loved her and i knew she was right for me. Turns out that ticked her off and she went to work and i'm sure she talked to this guy and she started to get all happy again with him and tonight i asked her if she was angry with me for telling her about the other girl thing and she said yes. I told her i was sorry and i only wanted another chance. She said no and i broke down and started crying and told her everything i've ever done wrong and that i would do anything to take it back. She kept telling me no and i know she still cares about me. she told me but she's not in love with me anymore and i asked her if this guy was trying to turn me against her and she said no your turning me against you and i finally realized i was. I was so crushed that i told i was sorry for everything and that their's always a place in my heart for her and that i still love her. and she said i'll always have a place in hers. I understand if she has feeling for this guy i just don't want her to get hurt. I just need opinions on if i should move on or wait. and if i should move on some advice to heal?

Okay lets start from the beginning. Me and my girlfriend started dating and after 3 or 4 months and we were deeply in love. We hung out every weekend and every weekday. She was my everything. She was I always wanted. We started dating 2007 Nov. 1 while we were 15. We always talked about our future together and we decided we were going to wait to make love until we were 18. We did substitute things for sex like oral and things with our hands. But enough about that, we stayed together for 3 years and I was always crazy about her. But a month ago she wanted to go on a break and I flipped out, she didn't know I did until later on that night she wanted to get back together. Over the summer we got really into it and we almost had sex, i put it in and pulled it out. She wanted to really have sex with me and i told her its not the smart thing to do and the next day we did it again. Now after we went on a break we weren't the same. We just pretended. I still love her and I know i will for a while, but she said she was having different feelings for me for the past 3 months. Now that little almost sex deal i acted different and i know i did. Thats all i wanted, and it became and obsession. I acted different around her and i know it. We broke up 2 weeks after our break. Now there was some guy at her work that she started to like and a week after we broke up. Then on a Wed. night after seeing a movie with some friends i thought i could win her back so i went to her house and sat in her driveway for an hour in 35 degree weather. She didn't show up so i texted her cousin (a good friend) and asked her if she knew where she was and she figured out and she told me she was the with guy from her work. After being crushed by that I knew she was going on a date Saturday with him and on Sunday she told me she tried to kiss him on Wed. night. After being in a relationship with the girl of my dreams for 3 years and her just dropping me like that crushed me. I'm still depressed now and i think i'm gonna be for a really long time. And 2 days ago i flipped on her and told her goodbye for good and she texted me later that night and asked if i hated her. I told her i wanted to and then i flipped on her again, after all of that it seemed like she wanted to give it another shot but she was kept telling me she was already involved with the guy from her work. I told her we can work things out and that i've been acting different because of the almost sex thing over the summer. The next day it seemed like she changed her mind again in 2nd period (we have that class together and sit right next to each other.) It seemed like she didn't want to try and then i started to talking to her again and she started thinking about us trying one last time. Soon after that i tried to calm her down because she said she does like this guy from her work and i told her i've liked someone while we were dating and fighting alot and i told her that i would of never given up on her even if i had feelings for this girl because i loved her and i knew she was right for me. Turns out that ticked her off and she went to work and i'm sure she talked to this guy and she started to get all happy again with him and tonight i asked her if she was angry with me for telling her about the other girl thing and she said yes. I told her i was sorry and i only wanted another chance. She said no and i broke down and started crying and told her everything i've ever done wrong and that i would do anything to take it back. She kept telling me no and i know she still cares about me. she told me but she's not in love with me anymore and i asked her if this guy was trying to turn me against her and she said no your turning me against you and i finally realized i was. I was so crushed that i told i was sorry for everything and that their's always a place in my heart for her and that i still love her. and she said i'll always have a place in hers. I understand if she has feeling for this guy i just don't want her to get hurt. I just need opinions on if i should move on or wait. and if i should move on some advice to heal?