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hey you guys.. Im 24 year old gurl and believe it or not, I still don't know what to do in my life.. I mean, I'm not interested in anything.. some say that I still didn't find what I really want and that I need more time to figure it out.. but 'til when @@??!!

My sister told me to join art classes, since I'm good in singing, painting and dancing, but yet.. IM JUST NOT THAT INTERESTED!

I know that the only thing that I care about is having a social life, being with others, and anything that contains feelings (love, care, attention whatever) relations? but I don't know, I'm kinda shy person, I can't trust ppl easily and I need long time to get comfort with anyone, besides, I'm good in choosing the wrong ppl for love relationship :S dn't knw what to do abt it.. anyhow..

I also enjoy helping others with councelling thing but not all the time, since I get depressed sometimes

what to do? can anyone help?

Whar are you missing in your life?

I don't know whats with me, I can't transfer my feeling into words bcz i simply don't know how i feel.. It's like im confused and there's something i want but im not sure what it is @@ ! Most of the times I feel lost and need giudance, but there's no one i can turn to or can understand me ..I really need to talk with someone, I need a help from you ..

Is there a chance that any of you understood what im trying to say?