butterfly420☮

I'm very rare on here now. Anyone who remembers me being on here all the time remembers I always talked about my fiance. Sadly, he overdosed, accidentally, on April 20th of this year (2010). I'm trying hard to get back in school and go back to work, spending hours every day filling out apps, talking to managers, hittin' up different places to see if there are any open positions. I also ended up homeless b/c my fiance's parents kicked me out the day he died (10-15 minutes after we got the news). I ended up back shooting H and most of my friends dropped off the face of the earth. But thank God, a former coworker/ supervisor who I was never really close to, took me in, with the dog Evan had got me so I could have a chance to change. And I am. Haven't used since I moved in here, been actively searching for jobs, and my school stuff is finally working out so I can start again this fall. Evie always wanted me to go back to school. Sorry for all that, but it helps to talk.